#fourfourteen

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this is sorrta rushed oopsies

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four fourteen

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Maybe all these past few years, God just want you to heal. He sees you

I dont want to pressure myself on thinking, making or heading to "make it" so BIG. I will just let it BE. Thinking so far ahead just feeds my EGO and creates an identity my soul never wanted to be to begin with. All the matters of the heart will be fixed. I am where I needed to be. God, the universe, life is allowing me to rest until I am ready to leave. (LOL another life) nope. I really felt strongly in living in Baler. I know it's far from home but my heart is now so suffocated being here. From and since the last failure that I had with being part of an NGO, I became always afraid in taking risks and following my heart. I am blessed and I want to see the blessings of life and privilege rather than see the limitations and fears my family is imposing and manifesting on me. I already have everything I need. Everything I own now is enough for me to LIVE and multiply and MAX OUT this life. I just want a life of PLAY and be child-like. Everything is like a kind of play, budgeting, listing things I need to do, figuring how to do life, PLAY, i FIND IT FUN and as if a "figuring out to life" play. I WANT A HUMBLE YET AUTHENTIC LIFE. :) ✅ Found a place for rent thinking if i'll choose the pink or blue room the blue room is smaller but far from the other rooms the pink one has big space but i feel hotter during the afternoon plus there's a big mirror with chair that im uncomfortable with. If okay to move the mirror, let's go with the pink. I would love it to be minimalistic. but all in all the house that I found looks comfortable and fancy. I see myself living there and kind of having an "office" or nook for my businesses and other endeavours. WE'RE PIVOTING GIRL! I'm okay to go there and rent even if there's no internet there yet. Need to save 3,500 + 3,500 (one month advance and one month deposit) Maybe, move next month. :) To Go soon: MONEY GAME 🤟 Save-up 100k emergency funds - we are currently in 20K, 80K more to go! :) so close na yan, lapit na yan! Make sure we still support "the house". :) Monthly contributions will be 1699 - internet 500 - half of the water bill 1000 - gas of car 1000 - food Total: around 4,500 to 5000 (rounded-off) I think that would be ENOUGH now. Since I am also living with 4 adults who should and must be responsible for their own shits as well. I think tama na yan for my own healthy boundary din. I really HATE it when I take responsibility for others who don't really need help anyways, it doesn't help any of us and it is not love. Irresponsible people only drags people down. HAVE A GRIP OF YOUR OWN GOD-GIVEN LIFE. 🤟 Apply in a resort in Baler. Move there. Even just for a year. Let's see if we can still love the place LOL 🤟 Get a DRIVER's LICENSE This feels so right with my adventures, just living and exploring. I have a dream of having my own car. A mini-cooper!! is the ultimate car! but since it is expensive and will take a lot of work yet, perhaps, i don't know what's going to be yet, our family car can do yet i think. :) 🤟 GET DIAGNOSED OF MY MENTAL HEALTH BY A MENTAL HEALTH PROFESSIONAL and use my medical perks from work yet. Perhaps, next month! We'll schedule it. It actually costs 5,000 to take the assessment and be diagnosed. My GHAD okay let's just take it as an investment and for the l o v e of parenting ourselves. Writing this down makes me happy. 🤟 BUY KINDLE TABLET for my love of reading and learning unconventional and weird things. I guess I'll sell my Samsung Tablet. I am not using it anyway. YEAHH Let's sell it. Parang gusto ko magsulat ng ebook? Let's see. 🤟 FIX MY WEBSITE Not for anything else but as if it's a portfolio and digital phot album of all my life and stuffs. 🤟 EARN atleast 20-30K ACTUALLY I WANT 100K monthly in fourfourteen studio or if it's too stressful just onboard people that makes life chill. or just volunteer for NGOs i've had networked with I really want to work for social enterprises. Fun shoots etc 🤟 BUILD BABY ECO ARKI I really do hope Kuya Ninoy will make it work I really do hope I can go there and shoot

photos 🤟 I REALLY DON'T

WANT TO BE IN LOVED WITH ANOTHER PERSON NOW 🤟 IDK LET's GOOO. I GENUINELY DON'T KNOW I LOVE IT THAT I'M NOT IN TOUCH WITH PEOPLE LATELY AND JUST BE TECHNICALLY FOCUSED ON LISTENING TO MYSELF. I LOVE IT.

I LOVE IT. ADVENTURE IS REALLY IN MY DNA. I can't live a "boring" life. It SUCKS THE SOUL OUT OF MY LIFE. HUMAN CONNECTION! Experience whatever it is to be human. i can't just care for another human being just yet You've got to find what you love. Don't settle. - Steve Jobs https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tuw8hxrFBH8 ps. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dCHFYOHlbBk I resonated with the personality of this girl. This is so cute. And I have always had an eye for cute things. And I love cute things! LET'S MIND OUR OWN FUCKING BUSINESS. Thanks! and with LOVE, S p.s ahhhh so random, any thoughts and feelings? this is me exactly now as in this moment LETTING IT ALL OUT ALRIGHT LET'S GO

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06/27/15.

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We ate its ass and it was delicious.

[jhosn17]

#athousandwords #leggo #justdoit #neverfailtotry #fourfourteen (at jhosn's dreamland)

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#fourfourteen (Taken with Instagram)

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TOP 50 things I will do before 2022

Go get that UP Paralegal Training Program Course Certificate

Move houses. Back to solo peaceful living.

Ignite that first love and take that hiphop dance class again

Take that manual driving lesson and drive professionally.

Who knows we can join car racing competitions!

Get 10 tattoos. Already have 4 perhaps just 3 more this year.

Attraversiamo

Mountain in Little prince

Coram Deo

See through the heart

Earn that 100K in Fourfourteen studio

Solo travel via airplane overseas!

Paint a legit painting

Work with a coach to have my dream body

Vegetarian meals 99%

Baby Project the Project Mother Nature. Nurture the community in the South

Read 6 more books

The Subtle Art of not giving a Fuck

and 5 more lol

See Joyce Pring and have a photo with her. Ahhh such an inspiring woman

Go back to Baler and go to bridge I was afraid to go to last 2019

Have new set of friends. Empowered and inspiring friends.

Love again with so much ease and peace.

Create my dream space in my new house, the place I rent in

Bike life enhanced with people

Hike Mt. Pulag

Play ukelele in a crowd (Torete or Fly me to the moon or Ocean eyes)

Be so 100% confident in my own skin.

Enter in Human Nature business

Go in event and work as a coach with Coach Vee

Long luscious hair same in college but better

Minimalist black wardrobe

With some retro colors Shaina De Luna peg

Photograph legit people or place with other photog friends

Have a photo via film cam

Drink coffee once in a while OMG adulting

Perm and eyelash extension trial if suits my eyes

Be my most happiest self the redundancy emphasis the relevance

Smile with retainers from now on

Public speaking gigs 5 more or so

Speak my heart out

care and release baby turtles in ELYU sea

Seize United Nations work

Work for Jesus. Kingdom-work!!

Don't give a fuck on (lol nagmura agad) external circumstances and people. We all fear that.

Rock-climbing at Central Manila

Hosting gig at a big platform

Baby Fourfourteen sparkle website

Go to US

Mentor or Coach a person

Freediving

Fly. I a m r e a d y n o w t o m e t a m o r p h b u t t a h f l a h h n o f e a r, d o c u m e n t l i f e

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e x c i t e d l i v i n g

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i a m a n a r t

g o o d l i f e

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Moving-out. (Hi, an update)

I don't know how long will I stay awake tonight. Perhaps, it's going to be 3am since I still have a long overdue task to finish at work. I felt sad suddenly again. What a weird and tiring mental process to be in. I really need that diagnosis then just refund it. Thankfully, we can refund it. I need a break. I don't need a million dollar shit. I need a break. A rest. Not an escape from responsibilities and paying of bills but just a break. Kailangan ko ng pahinga. Pero kelangan ko muna ng pera. Akalain mo yun. Kelangan ko muna ng pera para magpahinga. Realidad. Kanina nakanood ako ng short clip ni Jay Shetty tapos may tanong siya. Q: What is the best advice you have been given? A: What if it turn out better than you've ever imagine?

Q: What is the worst advice you ever received? A: Be realistic

Onga no, people who live fulfilling lives for me are the least practical people. I DON'T WANT THAT FUCKING EXCUSE OF PRIVILEGE AND STATUS ETC ANYMORE. WHAT IF THE TIME WE SPEND ON MAKING EXCUSES ON OUR HEADS, IS THE TIME SPENT ON BUILDING ATLEAST A PATH TO WHAT WE REALLY WANT. ANONA. I NEED A FUCKING BREAK. Okay, proceed to moving out topic. I (We, Paps and I) found an okay place at Town and Country a while ago. It's way cheaper and I want the ambiance of the house. It's big! Mukhang okay na ako dun. 3500 ALL IN Electricity and water plus 500 for Internet. Mukhang bet din ako ni Ateng caretaker. What's weird was I dreamt of that place. The dream wasn't kind of godly I must say. Anyway, I feel GOOD in the place. My worries were where can I get the laundry done and the following: -where to get the laundry done -how far will be the gym -water supply -pwede kaya dog? -am I selfish for this decision? am I abandoning my family? Okay, NOPE and NOPE. This decision comes from a place of LOVE and TAKING RISK or COURAGE. Tasking risk and COURAGE will always be a value in my heart. Parang ang ganda na yun topic in tomorrow's writing ah. We now write brain pukes in our Facebook account and it's fun! I would love to look back and see the authentic writings when the time comes that I build and publish a book. :) HAPPY. happy na? -Exciting din yung magsusulat ako ng 500words, di ko pa sinusubmit kay Sir Pao Pagaduan. -Exciting din yung parang magkakaHQ yung fourfourteen, sa nararamdaman ko napakaimposible mangyari nun dito sa bahay namin -Exciting din yung mag-aaply ako sa Costa Pacifica sa Baler -Exciting din yung naiimagine ko yung new place ko. -Exciting din yung mabayaran ko na kalahati ng utang ko sa creditcard. Looking forward -kahit this 2022 lang yung moved-out. I feel suffocated in this home kahit wala naman gano issue na lately. My senses just pick-up the energy. Gusto ko na umusad. If hindi pumayag yung caretaker ilipat yung mirror, sa kabila ako mamimili. Lezz see. Alright work na on the other side. 1:15