#found out that weight loss is a side effect of concerta and unironically considered downing the whole bottle
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i am once again thinking abt how my ed never actually went away and that literally all i did was stop exercising as much as i did
#just today i:#actively chose iced tea over breakfast#only ate fruit salad at lunch (to be fair i wasnt hungry but i also knew i shouldve had more so😐 idk what do u think)#thought abt how many cals id burn pacing#found out that weight loss is a side effect of concerta and unironically considered downing the whole bottle#skipped dinner by accident but didnt regret it and actually felt smug abt it. still do tbh😼#going to bed hungry🥰🥰#yknow. the little me in my heads telling me that im bullshitting an ed and it 'wasnt even that bad in the first place'#but not! a! single!! day goes by where i DONT think abt what i could look like now if i kept going like i was#i was going through the weight loss tag on tiktok the other day cus.. yknow#and i saw this girl who had the EXACT SAME BUILD as me before#and she lost fat and looked like EXACTLY how i want to look.#like. ur fucking telling me. that could be me?? like right now????????#tbh if i had the same will to exercise that i did when i was 14 id be past that girl#id literally be dead#ouughhhh anyway.#my main ed tag is just.#ed#but. im gonna tag this more so i cover everything#ed tw#ed cw#ok ty for reading.. if u did then kissy for u!! i hope u had/r currently having a good day <3
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