#forgive me i was possessed by ishmael for a second
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smash, but also gently hold her hand, walk with her along the beach, kiss her cheek, her lips, blush furiously when i see her smile, longingly envision our wedding, hold onto her tightly as i hug her, fall deeper and deeper in love with her with each passing day
#forgive me i was possessed by ishmael for a second#i would die for queequeg#i would kill for queequeg#this woman is everything#not a day had gone by since i finished canto 5 where I haven't thought of her#QUEEQUEG LIMBUS COMPANY WILL YOU MARRY ME#lcb queequeg#limbus
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Genesis 22
Genesis 22
1 It happened after these things that
Ælohim tested Abraham,
And then said to him, "Abraham!"
And he said "Here is where I'm at."
2 Then He said "Take now then your son
Your only son Isaac, the one
You love, and go to Moriah,
And offer Isaac there as a
Burnt offering on one of the mountains
Which I shall show you with its fountains."
There never was a time when Isaac was
The only son of Abraham, because
Ishmael his brother was the older one.
That clearly shows this text to be in fun,
Corrupted, or a liturgy of passing
From childhood status to adulthood classing.
Such rites are known throughout the blessèd world
Where masks and mock death pageants are unfurled
To end in resurrections finely staged.
Since most men have one wife alone engaged,
The words of rite speak of the eldest child
As being only one. We're not so mild
We moderns, but insist on human gore.
Primitives enjoyed celebration more.
3 So Abraham rose early in
The morning, saddled for the spin
His donkey, and took two of his
Young men, also Isaac who is
His son, and he split wood for burnt
Offering, rose, went to where he'd learnt
From Ælohim to go. 4 Then on
The third day Abraham was drawn
To lift his eyes and saw the place
Afar off. 5 "We'll just go a pace
Up yonder and worship, and we
Shall come back where you wait freely
Here with the donkey," so said he.
I'm not much one for rites and celebration.
I'd let father and son go to their station
And stay myself to take care of the donkey,
Preferring silence to the honkey-tonkey
And din of Christian worship. Prayer is made
Best when the shepherd before the parade
Of Your creation stands alone to call
To prayer and then prostrating before all
The crowds of bugs and beetles prays alone.
Better than Persian carpet's sand and stone.
I guess I'm wild ass of some sort myself
And cannot stay upon the mosquely shelf.
With Ishmael I run out alone, Beloved,
Avoiding being hit and kicked and shoved.
SJ 6 Abraham took wood for the offering
And laid it on Isaac his son
And took the fire in hand and proffering
The knife, they went as they’d begun.
7 But Isaac Abraham was asking
“O father!” He said “”Son, it’s I.”
He said "Look, fire and wood for tasking,
But where's the lamb offering to die?”
8 And Abraham told him in answer
"Son, Ælohim, He will provide
A lamb for offering or ram prancer.”
So they both went on side by side. SJ
9 Then they came to the place in love,
The place Ælohim had told of.
And Abraham built there above
An altar and placed wood in order,
And bound Isaac his son a warder,
And laid him on the altar and
Upon the wood. 10 And then his hand
Did Abraham stretch out and take
The knife to cut his son like cake.
The ritual in theatre goes on,
Each spoken line is hallowed since the dawn
Of time. How many sons and fathers have
Repeated, aborigine to Slav,
A variant on the theme. And Abraham
Himself had once before this holy sham
Enacted, re-enacting course of life
That all must live upon the edge of knife.
He stretched his hand on Ishmael once before
And heard once then the ritual in store
For every faithful father and first son.
And yet the heart beats higher when it is done.
In rite there is reality of meeting,
As You, Beloved, bend down to human greeting.
11 The Angel of YHWH called to him
From heaven and he said "Abraham,
Abraham!" He said "Here I am."
12 And He said "Do not lay a grim
Hand on the lad, nor do him harm,
For now I know beyond all charm
That you fear Ælohim, since you
Have not withheld your son, but drew
The knife on your darling for Me."
13 Then Abraham delightedly
Lifted his eyes and looked, and there
Behind, a ram caught in the hair
Of thicket by its horns. So he
Went, took the ram, and thankfully
Offered it for a burnt offering
Instead of his own son. 14 To bring
The story to a close he named,
Did Abraham the place (unblamed
For human sacrifice) YHWH-Will-
Provide, and as it is said still
To this day, "In the Mount of YHWH
It shall be all provided too."
No lesson for mankind was ever clearer,
That You, Beloved, in drawing ever nearer
The human heart, reject the sacrifice
Of human life from gate of Paradise
To threshold of atomic war. You take
No blood in bond or prosecution for
Sin or forgiveness. Grace alone is more
Than any offering of blood can bring.
The living sacrifice of love is king.
Who trust in blood of Jesus Christ mistake
Reality and temple metaphor.
Obedience and love are all You take.
The sacrifice of rising up to live
Is what I must be satisfied to give.
15 The Angel of YHWH called to him,
To Abraham a second hymn
Out of heaven, 16 and said "By Myself
I have sworn, says YHWH, since no elf
But you have done this thing, and not
Withheld your son, your only got,
17 "I will surely bless you, and I
Will your descendants multiply
As much as the stars in the sky
And as the sand upon the shore,
And your descendants, what is more,
Shall possess their enemies' door.
18 "In your seed all the nations of
The earth shall be blessed from above,
Because you have obeyed My voice."
19 So Abraham turned to rejoice,
Came to his young men, (Isaac too),
And they rose and without ado
Went together to Beersheba;
Abraham lived at Beersheba.
Each son must learn the lesson of the father,
Or otherwise there is no use to bother.
Each generation has to give a life
To You, Belovèd, or renew the strife
Of trying to be self and self alone
Instead of self in Self, and not atone.
So Isaac learned, as Ishmael had before him,
To lie beneath the knife till You restore him
To live a life of faith and trust in You,
And when You give commandment, then to do.
Then blessings rain on father and on son
Like stars for multitude, and when that's done,
Like sand upon the shore. The open gate
Invites to enter life proportionate.
20 It happened after these things that
It was told Abraham out flat
That "indeed Milcah also bore
Children to your brother Nahor,
21 "Huz his firstborn, and Buz his brother,
Kemuel Aram's father another,
22 "Chesed, Hazo, Pildash, Jidlaph,
And Bethuel." 23 Bethuel had last laugh
Producing Rebekah. These eight
Milcah bore to Nahor, her mate
And Abraham's brother. 24 He had
Also a concubine, (a fad),
Whose name was Reumah, also she
Gave birth to Tebah, Gaham, see,
And Thahash, and Maachah for free.
The brother of the prophet also had
A concubine, the first man who's not bad
To have that fling. His brother who invented
The just polygamy, if not demented,
Set that example for the future woe
Of every man and woman who should go
That route to familial unhappiness.
Yet You, Beloved, did never fail to bless
But granted Reumah four sons for her pain.
She named them strangely Slaughter and a Burning
And Badger or a Seal and Bruising. Vain
Indeed to curb a mother's only earning,
Yet Maachah shows the feminine in ending
Can be a man's name too without offending.
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