#forever grateful for mileapo

[existentialcrisiscore]

i miss kinnporsche sm, the show was my first BL and per se the first Asian show i had ever watched completely. It hooked me in and opened a new portal of shows, characters, actors, stories that have now become a source of comfort for me.

I went from kinnporsche to full fledged thai dramas, korean and japanese dramas and taiwanese shows - and now american netflix teen dramas feel so alien to me. it's wild.

Over the past 2 years, my source of comfort and strength has been watching shows and edits. They have helped me survive in a chaotic household.

[insomniacpreacher]

KinnPorsche World Tour Day 1 Feels

After watching all these breathtaking performances, I'm just sitting here thinking about the amount of effort it must have taken to set this up. When you are carrying a team on your shoulders there are chances someone or the other may feel neglected but the way these 16 of them got a chance to show case their talent has left me in awe. Maybe it was just a hobby of theirs like TA DJing but they were given a chance to amplify it by working on it and believing in themselves.

Not only that, other actors playing the role of Kan, Korn and Nampheung were also a part of the tour. It is never easy carrying everyone forward but KinnPorscheTheSeries is doing such an outstanding job in this area. I don't know who is the great mind behind these actions but since a lot of them have mentioned P'Pond, a HUGE SHOUTOUT to him for showing the world that you need to build things from scratch to produce GOLD like this.

I really really want to go home and GIF these outstanding moments but I cannot as of now..I experienced an array of emotions an ended up shedding happy and sad tears both...Went absolutely FERAL when the minor family dropped their bomb performance with all 3 of them blazing the stage and then major family made it all soft.

The leads foreshadowing their emotions of the show was a clever move all while sticking to their situation post the series..Like we know its a happy ending for KinnPorsche so some of their key moments and recreation of Porsche's dream about owning a beach bar was so darn wholesome. VegasPete began all angsty and they still have a lot of things to resolve so watching them go through those emotions again in those SEXY costumes..*HYPERVENTILATING*

Build and US killed it with their duet performance..OH AND when Build Twerked HOLY COW, that was it..He had 2 moods today, either he was shaking his arse off or crying happy tears about all the love and support that has been showered on him..Welcome Back Build Jakkapan Puttha, we missed you..

Bible, Tong, Build, and Apo's individual gigs..What do these studs even eat..Absolute Greek Gods..

Ahhh they are gatekeeping KimChay moments so bad, we were expecting a side story but ruthless ughh..*fingers crossed* that we may get it tomorrow..Jeff singing WHY DON'T YOU STAY Eng Version was exactly when my adrenaline rush went over the moon..Absolutely surreal y'all..

They have planned everything and will keep us waiting for more..Mile Apo's Period Movie teaser..eeeekkss.

I don't think any show has this kind of power over me even after it ended and there is a reason for it. Their consistency in delivering towards all the expectations of present and the future..I feel like I'm living this journey with them, even without being there physically. When almost all of them were in tears watching the kind of support they got, I was screaming internally you guys deserve it BBs..stop crying we are not the strongest soldiers here..I love love how things are never taken for granted..They work hard and then it is so natural for them to get emotional because this is all they expect and then when they receive it the emotions just overflow..Special shout out to Tong and Mile for being the caretakers of the fam..Tong was distributing tissues, water and hands of comfort every time someone broke down and Mile cracking his dad jokes was so heartwarming..

They helped me go through a very very tough phase this week and I'll forever be grateful to them about this..The last picture is me giving a tight hug of love and appreciation to each member who made this happen..

What are we expecting from them tomorrow?

1. Cumulus performance

2. KimChay Side Story

3. Season 2 Official announcement

4. VegasPete on a Curry Date

5. MileApo Movie Teaser

6. Tankhun's skit finding out about VegasPete dating

7. Macau Chay becoming besties (They were roommates for a reason right?)

[ghcstvalleychief]

YES to Hannibal or killing eve mileapo trope like I would die for it. Apo as the unknown killer working with mile and suddenly taking an interest in him. I want the psychological play were mile becomes obsessed with the killer(apo) but is falling in with apo unknowingly. It reaches a point were they either become murder husbands or mile destroys the evidence and they live like a normal couple regardless happy ending either way. The dynamic would be quirky and suspenseful like both shows.

Something like that would be *chef's kiss.*

Killing Eve was good for about two seasons until they moved away from the most important aspect of the show - the relationship between the two female leads. That's what I mean when I say I need the love to be the most important aspect of the show. Sure, you can give me all of this other plot heavy stuff but the main focus still needs to be the relationship between these two individuals. If it's romantic love, that's even better. But I need the emphasis to always be on whatever the fuck these two have going on, you know?

That's where Hannibal reigns supreme. Despite everything that was happening, Will & Hannibal's relationship was still the most important thing in this show. What was important was how their relationship dynamic affected literally everything else in this show. It touched every corner of this show. Nothing in this show occurred without having been touched by their relationship with each other. Even their relationships (romantic and otherwise) with other characters were still ultimately affected by their relationship with each other. If they can find a group of writers who can pull something like that, I would be forever grateful. If they have to give us a more antagonistic dynamic, let me have something along the lines of these types of relationship dynamics. It can still be interesting and it can still have depth. Just dig deeper and focus on the intricacies and messiness of human relationships in general. You can have a strong plot while giving us a strong relationship dynamic between the two leads.

Also, the relationship between Will & Hannibal was love. That's canon. It wasn't as overt as what we see in KP or other BL dramas, but it was still love. The writers and the actors all agree on that.