#for the first three years of uni my confidence would drop drastically every time i went home and had to spend time around my sister
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
growing up w a sibling who is exponentially better looking than you really does irreparable damage to your self esteem huh
#excuse me just gonna rant a tiny bit#‘y dont u wanna be in photos?’ u got it wrong i dont want to be in photos w my sister or photos taken by a family member#because i have nothing but absolutely miserable memories of being forced to be in photos as a teen despite being incredible uncomfortable#incredibly*#next to an incredibly photogenic sister knowing i would hate the result and knowing that there was a p large chance that my parents would#either 1) post the pic online or 2) FRAME IT and pit it somewhere in the house despite me saying i did not like it and would rather not#have either of those done and never having my request be met w any kind of respect#to this day my mom gets upset when i refuse to be in photos and it frequently ruins the mood but im 23 and not taking it anymore i will go#on her phone and delete shit if i have to leace me alone#leave*#did i see an old photo just now and react badly ye maybe#for the first three years of uni my confidence would drop drastically every time i went home and had to spend time around my sister#it’s a bit better now like i dont feel as bad on a day to day basis when we’re together but taking pictures together is still very difficult#or maybe confidence isn’t the word lmao i dont have that. self image maybe ye#it’s actually ridiculous how i STILL have to tell my mom she actually needs my consent to post photos in online ive done it so many times#she still doesnt fucking get it#txt
7 notes
·
View notes