#for me to drive over or get him settled enoigh that we could see each other the next day
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You telling me I gotta survive another 4 weeks without seeing my boyfriend??? I think I will simply perish
#e rambles#ldr#long distance relationship#i hate this so much#i miss my boy#the russian#i was trying to help him over the phone with a mental issue#and i realized i didnt know what yo do when he was so far cause typically id get him calmed down enough#for me to drive over or get him settled enoigh that we could see each other the next day#and deal with it in person#but now there is no in person#idk man#i just#i want my boy back#its week 2 rn#i get to see him for a few days at thanksgiving and then hes gone again until christmas#i feel so selfish but god i want him home so bad#but i also want him to follow his dreams and succeed and see him on the stage#but god cant he do it here with me#and not on the other side of the country?#i cant talk to anyone irl about this#my family just kind of jokes about it and my roommates hate him#and refuse yo talk about him period#we had a bad fight and they decided that i made a mistake staying with him#so therefore they dont really talk to me either#none of my friends have done this yet either#except for the one whos in the military which is a whole different situation#im so worried about him all the time because if something happens i cant be there#i miss my boy so bad my heart hurts
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