#for another day lol) happy birthday yesterday bc it was her bday and even tho we dont talk anymore i still like to let my friends or once
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#so.....i told my former friend (not former for any reason just kinda grew apart...like the rest of em heh...but that's another dumb issue#for another day lol) happy birthday yesterday bc it was her bday and even tho we dont talk anymore i still like to let my friends or once#friends know im still thinkin abt them and remember their birthday (I actually dont even need facebook's reminders i just still remember#them bc i annoyingly know/remember too much about ppl even if they're no longer in my life anymore lmao) and so anyway today i saw i had a#notification from fb and i was like oh heh wonder if its from her bc she liked my happy bday post to her but it turns out it was for some#page i liked that was doing a live video or whatever so i was like oh ok well maybe she's just been busy with her birthday stuff and she'll#get to it within the next day or so bc i seen that with other former friends or classmates ive told happy bday too so I thought this was#the case & just out of curiosity & instead of waiting i decided to go to her page & see if maybe that was the case and so i went to look#and saw it said 22 ppl had posted to her page so i was like oh well ok but still that doesn't mean she's seen them yet so i go to see if#she liked any of the recent ones from other ppl that sent them to her and not only did she but....and this is where my dumb feelings of#being upset about come from....but she liked everyones message but mine....now who knows maybe it was a mistake or maybe not but if it's#the second one well then it's official that she hates me and wants nothing to do with me ever ever whether it be irl or online...idk...ik#ik if this isn't the most ridiculous and absurd thing you've ever heard a person be sad about well you're definitely not wrong and im right#there with ya 😩....idk I shouldn't be surprised bc I don't know if she ever liked my annoying & cringy ass anyway she probably just put up#with me bc we were in the same circle of friends in middle school & high school and now that she has no more obligation to anymore she can#finally be free of my obnoxious ass and never have any contact with me ever but again who knows....a positive note tho i was expecting it#to just be deleted altogether but hey at least she didn't do that...well...yet heh..idk I hate myself so much i hate ever having thoughts#and feelings ever im so fucking annoying and gross and weird and etc etc ugh ewwwwww pls dont read this im trying to spare u the pain of#having to read something so ugly with your own two eyes i mean unless u and/or anyone u know needs a good laugh for the day lol#i justed wanted to vent to the void ugh i hateeeee thisssssssss adjdhkddykgdfgAHHHHHHHHHHHHH ðŸ˜#alright im ending this uglyness before it gets any worse eww bleckkk 😷😷😷
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