#food this week 😭😭 just went grocery shopping and yeah what to do

[koishua]

how do y'all grocery shop???

[mun-2996]

No more secrets.

I loved kinktober but I got tired from the lack of emotion aside from lust 😭. So here's a little idea I couldn't get out of my head.

Warning! : Reader had a toxic relationship with their ex, meant to imply that the ex was controlling and they often put the reader down

gn but implied fem reader !

This is my first little experiment with writing so I'm really sorry if it's boring 😭

You couldn't hide everything from him.

He didn't notice it the first few months you were together but he was oh so definitely noticing it now.

Miguel knew your relationship with your past lover wasn't the best, but he never knew any details.

He tried asking a few times but all you did was brush it off and tell him "it just didn't work out" or that it wasn't a big deal. He didn't buy a word of it but you were clearly uncomfortable about the topic, so he decided to quit pushing it.

It seemed normal to him at first, how you'd always put him before yourself. How you'd always listen to his opinions and use them to make a decision.

But no, it was far more than that.

How you'd ask him if what you were wearing was okay. Not in the sense that you were asking if it looked good on you, but in the sense that you were asking if he was okay with it. Or how you'd ask permission to to even the smallest of things, like going out with friends, or a quick trip to the grocery store. Hell, even if he was at work you'd send him a text, asking if it was okay for you to do almost anything.

"Y'know ya don't have to ask permission for everything."

"Just thought you'd want to know."

He felt like it just got worse and worse sometimes. How you'd always ask what shows he wanted to watch, or what he wanted to do.

"Why don't you decide this time?"

"Can't decide."

Sometimes you'd skip meals just because he didn't want to eat, even if you were literally shaking from hunger.

"You sure you're not hungry?"

"Yeah. Had a late lunch."

That was a lie. And Miguel knew it.

There were times he'd try to talk to you about it, but you'd just say you were trying to diet. Which was also a lie, but you'd always look like you were on the verge of tears when he brought it up, so once again, he decided to drop the questions.

One day as the two of you went out shopping, he saw you eyeing a dress.

"You like it?"

"It's a little expensive..."

Miguel didn't give a damn about the price. He'd do anything to see you smile. He surprised you with the dress a week later and you were literally sobbing, thanking him for getting it for you. This wasn't a new experience, of course. Whenever he got you something remotely over your budget you'd start going into spirals for days where the only thing you could get out of your mouth were endless thank yous and I love yous. Now he DEFINITELY knew your ex did you wrong, but he didn't want to push it.

Then it really got him worrying.

Miguel's boss had just dropped a bunch of work on him, he called you, texted you, told you he'd be home late. He told you he loved you, told you to eat, told you not to wait up for him. Yet, when he came home at 4.30 AM in the morning, he saw you waiting up for him at the dining table, his favourite empanadas on the table, nice and warm for him.

"Baby, you have an early shift tomorrow you really shouldn-"

"But I wanted to."

Things only got worse from that point on. Miguel was forced to stay at work after hours. And the part of it he hated the most? You literally wouldn't eat or sleep without him.

"Baby, please. You're ruining yourself."

"I'm fine."

Then came the final straw for Miguel.

Your friend from work called, saying you'd collapsed at work.

Miguel took no hesitation in rushing over immediately. Picking you up and taking you to a clinic immediately.

Apparently you'd been running on too little sleep and too little food.

Miguel took you home, calling his boss and taking a whole week off from work just to take care of you.

He fed you, made sure you got enough sleep, in all honesty you looked horrible. Dark eyebags, bloodshot eyes, pale skin. Miguel hated seeing you this way.

Once you'd finally gained enough strength Miguel was NOT going to hold back on his questioning.

You told him everything, how your ex treated you. How controlling and suffocating the whole thing was.

Miguel held you tight to his chest as you vented to him, he held you like you were the most precious thing in the world.

And you were. You were the most precious thing to him.

From then on Miguel made you promise to be a bit more selfish! No more putting him before you! Soon enough you felt like a different person, so much happier, so much more full of life. And you definitely got your sass back.

And even if you were being a little less selfless now, Miguel was still the center of your world. And you were his <33

[marmixedwithabitofintellect]

could you please do a blurb of jason and y/n being supportive besties just when they ended the relationship with their respective partners? pls i need more interaction between them😭😭

Thank you so much for this request! I loved writing this little blurb and I hope you guys enjoy it!

Grieve

January 7, 2021

New York City, New York. 5:00 PM

The weather in New York this week had been worse than I had expected, but I still needed groceries so I would have to venture to the outdoor world. I decided to stop at one of my favorite coffee shops before continuing.

After ordering a chai latte and a sandwich I sat down on a table near the bar so I could pick my items, I pulled out my book to read while I was waiting for my food and drinks when I heard someone speak above me

“I thought my eyes were deceiving me”, I looked up and found Jason standing in front of me and smiled at him, “Hey! how are you? Long time no see huh?”, I stood up and gave him a hug, he returned the hug and we pulled back, I motioned for him to sit on the spare chair, I heard my name being called and went to pick up my order before sitting back down

“Thought you would still be in L.A.”, he sighed, “No, she has the kids this week and the next, I am here for a pit stop before going to London and overseeing things there”, I nodded, “I take it you moved back from L.A.?”, I gave him a little smile, “Yeah, I did”

The barista called his name and he stood up for his coffee and came back, “How was the move?”, “Hard, I didn’t think I had so many things back there, actually, Glenne is still shipping some things back for me”, he nodded, “And how are you?”

I felt the tears come up and shrugged my shoulders, he reached to squeeze my arm, “Hey, you don’t need to answer me”, I sniffled, “I feel like I need someone to talk to, so how about dinner at my place?”, he nodded, and we stood up and left.

After a fifteen-minute walk we arrived to my place, while he opened a bottle of wine I ordered some pizzas for dinner, I walked out of the kitchen to the living room, and he was sitting with two glasses of wine in front of him.

“Dinner will be here in thirty”, he handed me a glass and we took a sip, we sat in silence for a few before I spoke up, “Are you mad at him?”, he turned to look at me, “No, are you at her?”, I shook my head, “I have tried so hard to, but I can’t”, I took another sip of wine

“Are we wrong?”, he turned to look at me, “I mean, we both got broken up with, everyone would expect us to be angry and maybe even vindictive”, we both laughed a little before he spoke up, “I think… I think that deep down we knew what was coming and prepared our hearts you know? Still, it does not mean we aren’t allowed to hurt”

“Damn you and your voice of reason”, we laughed a little; I had missed the comfortable silence we were sharing; it was something I had always valued, “The night she came home I knew what she was going to tell me, but my heartbreak was the last thing on my mind, I was worried about my kids, how were we going to tell them and surprisingly I also thought of you, and how unfair this was to you”

I turned to look at him surprised, “She broke up with me two days before I found out from Jeff that you guys had broken up; I had to stop on set to pick up the kids and he came to me and told me”, he took another sip of wine, “I had actually thought of calling you, but I didn’t know if you would appreciate it”

“Guess it was meant to be that we found each other today”, we cheered, and he stood up to open a new bottle and I went to get the pizza that had just arrived, he grabbed the pizzas while I went and brought some dishes and sat down

“How are the kids?”, we finished the bite of pizza before continuing, “They are good, Otis is the one who has taken it the hardest, Daisy is angry at us, but seems to forget it at times”, we laughed a little, “Their therapist has helped them, and we are now working on the move to London”, I turned to look at him surprised, “Oh, for work or?”, “Yes, I have a lot of projects to come”

“I am happy for you”, we ate in silence and after picking up the boxes and placing the dishes and wine glasses in the dishwasher I made some tea and we sat back down, “How long does it take for it to stop hurting?”, he took a sip of his tea and placed it on the table, “I’ll let you know when I know”, I squeezed his shoulder and gave him a sympathetic smile.

Around eleven Jason let me know that he needed to go so I walked him to the door, “Thank you, I really needed one”, he smiled, “No problem, I also needed one; please never hesitate to call, okay?”, I nodded, and he gave me a hug, before entering the elevator he turned to me and said, “Grieve, you deserve it”

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