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runningfrom2am · 1 year ago
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hiii bestieee! I wasn't planning to send you a request this quick but I HAD to get this idea across!
A drew fic based on 'lost in japan' by shawn mendes! (Yes, a song fic request 🤭)
PLOTLINE IDEA: so the reader is far away from drew, and one night, impulsively, drew gets on a flight and comes to the reader because he was missing the reader a little too much than usual
LYRICS TO INSPIRE YOU:
All i'd take is one flight, we'd be in the same time zone
Do you got plans tonight, I'm a couple hundred miles from Japan and I, I was thinking I could fly to your hotel tonight, cause I can't get you off my mind
Do I gotta convince you, that you shouldn't fall asleep, it will only been a couple hours, I'm about to leave
BECAUSE COME ON THIS IS SOMETHING DREW WOULD DEFINITELY DO
anyways please please take as much time as you need! I already know the fic will be SO GOOD!! love youuu <3
AHHH FINALLY HERE IT IS!! im so obsessed you have no idea, thank you SO much for requesting this one i love it!! i hope it’s everything you imagined!!
lost in japan (d.s)
you're getting ready for bed in your small apartment, which for you, meant going back and forth between cleaning, working on lesson plans, and watching TV for hours on a friday night since you didn't have to be up early the next morning. typically, you'd be up quite late after a long week of teaching english to japanese students every day.
you love your job, truly, teaching and travel were your passion, and this opportunity has been amazing- but that didn't necessarily mean you couldn't get a little burnt out. you're homesick, more than anything. you miss your family and friends back home in north carolina, not to mention the beaches, and the sort of small town vibe that was nowhere to be found in tokyo.
you're just finishing up doing some dishes when your phone rings, and you're quick to dry off your hands and pick it up, furrowing your brow in confusion at the contact that's popped up. drew was busy, he was always busy, but you had been missing him, too. "hey, drew." you answer with a smile, quickly turning down the volume on the tv.
"hey! y/n, how's it going?" he asks, unbeknownst to you, chewing on his nails as he sits in an airport in another country.
"i'm well..." you answer, tilting your head a little bit. you're happy to hear his voice, of course, but still surprised. "what about you? how's filming?"
"it's good! i've got a bit of a break for the next couple weeks." drew answers, bouncing his leg and looking around the crowded room.
"that's good! you deserve a break." you smile, sitting down on your bed now. "what did i do to warrant the pleasure of a call?"
you talk to drew often, of course, being good friends since you met in university. you both had overlapping english classes and instantly clicked, and were luckily able to maintain contact even after he "made it big". he insists he would never forget about you, despite you joking about it regularly.
"well i was thinking, since i've got this break, maybe i could come visit you for a week or so." drew answers nervously. "i did want to surprise you, but i realize i don't know where exactly you live and tokyo is a big city so you might be hard to find." he rambles on a bit, waiting anxiously on your response.
"oh! uhm.." you reply, completely caught off-guard by his suggestion. you'd love to have him, but as you look around your small studio apartment, you're not sure there's room for company. not to mention, it would be a little embarrassing. you try to stay on top of cleaning, but it's hard to organize with little space.
"it's okay if you don't want me to come! god, i- i'm sorry, y/n, i shouldn't have thrown this on you so suddenly-" drew quickly backtracks, shaking his head at his own stupidity. of course he should have given you a bigger heads up.
"no! of course i want you to come!" you're quick to ease his mind as you sit up in excitement. "my apartment is just a little... tight, that's all. i was just thinking of where you would sleep. but of course, you're always welcome. when were you thinking of coming? i just need to organize a bit."
"well..." drew chuckles a little nervously. "do you have any plans tonight? i'm kind of already at the airport. i just couldn't get you off my mind today, decided to just go for it and hope you're okay with a guest."
you freeze up a little, in a bit of shock as you blush. he was thinking about you?  "oh! uh, yeah! i can meet you at the airport. what time do you leave? what time do you land?" you ask, standing up and looking towards your closet. you're getting ahead of yourself- it will obviously be a long flight, but now you're nervous. you've always had a bit of a crush on him, which was kind of an understatement.
"you don't have to do that." drew instantly protests. "i think i'll land around two-thirty tokyo time. i'll just take a cab, if you can send me your address and be up to let me in?"
"nonsense, drew, of course i'll come meet you." you giggle, already shuffling through your clothes as you look at your alarm clock. it's only eight, so you can try and get some sleep before you have to go. "i've got no classes until monday, i'll have a quick nap and meet you at the airport at two-thirty."
"sweet! that'd be awesome." drew replies, smiling to himself. he's so excited to see you, more and more recently he's been thinking about you. truly missing you, and he figured he'd take a leap of faith and come visit- especially since he knows you've been lonely. maybe, he thinks, he'll even be able to tell you how he feels. how he's always felt, and he'll be leaving japan finally able to call you his girlfriend. "so, uh, i guess i'll see you tonight, then?"
"see you tonight." you agree, absolutely giddy with excitement. "have a safe flight!" you quickly add in, almost forgetting your manners with the flood of adrenaline in your system.
"thanks, y/n/n. see you in a bit!" drew smiles, hanging up. perfect timing, too, they're about to start boarding.
you stand at the almost empty arrivals area of the tokyo international airport, anxiously watching the escalator and waiting to see drew after months apart. you had put on some of your nicest casual clothes, not wanting to look overdressed, but not like a mess either. after all, you had six hours to plan the outfit, considering you couldn't sleep for even a minute.
you look down at your phone again, checking the time for what must be the hundredth time since you left the apartment. two fifty-three. his flight landed on time, according to the screen on the wall, so he should be walking out any minute. you get a pit in your stomach, you're so nervous.
drew has the same feeling as he tries to blindly follow the other people who got off his flight, unable to read any of the signs directing passengers to arrivals and baggage claim. it's a long walk in a big airport, but it feels a million times longer since he's anxious to get to you. he comes to the escalator, seeing a few people waiting at the bottom, his eyes scanning for you, who he quickly finds. he feels his heart rate increase and he smiles, adjusting his bag in his grip, already feeling his hands getting sweaty. that's when you notice him too.
you smile wide, giving him an excited wave. you're practically shaking with excitement, or nerves, but you're just happy to not be so alone anymore. he gets to the bottom and gets off, quickly making his way over to you, you cringe a little when he drops his bags and opens his arms for a hug, you really wanted to hug him, of course, but culturally you know you'll get stares and disapproving looks. "hey!" you grin, immediately reaching out and blocking his arms. he furrows his brows in confusion, his eyes flashing with disappointment.
"sorry." you chuckle, awkwardly moving his arms back to his sides. "it's kind of rude to hug in public." you explain, looking around and hoping no one is offended. luckily only a couple people noticed, and they avert their eyes when they see you correcting him.
"oh, uh, i didn't know that. sorry.." drew blushes, avoiding your eyes for a moment.
"you're fine." you insist, trying to cheer him up. "i missed you, i'm glad you're here."
"i missed you too." drew replies, smile returning to his cheeks now. he doubts it will leave the whole time he's here.
"uh, do you have bags?" you ask him, gesturing toward the baggage carousel.
"nope, carry on only." he says proudly, lifting his bag off the ground and throwing his backpack over his shoulder.
"oh, perfect! then we get first dibs on a cab. follow me." you smile, turning and walking towards the exit. god, you hate making small talk, but the silence in the quiet airport is killing you.
"so, how's work?" drew asks, trying to hide the nervousness in his tone. he hasn't seen you in person in close to a year, and even then you were both so busy you had to squeeze in coffee on a lunch break when he happened to be filming close to home.
"it's good! i really love it." you nod, glancing back at him as you guys step outside. "the kids are all so sweet. it's a great opportunity."
"that's awesome. it sounds like fun." drew nods, looking around to try and get a bearing on his surroundings. it's humid out, but not hot.
"it is, yeah." you say. "one sec, i think this one is free-" he watches as you wrap your sweater tighter around yourself, walking up to a cab and waving to the driver as he unlocks the doors. you turn and wave for him to join you, and he walks up and opens the door for you, letting you in first.
you say something to the driver in japanese, drew assumes you're telling him your address, and quickly after that you guys are moving.
you don't talk much on the drive, again, it's polite to stay quiet, so when you do you only whisper. it's about a half hour drive to your apartment, and you get out, looking up at the familiar building quickly before thanking the driver and paying him.
"i can pay you back, how much was it?" drew says as you fumble with your keys.
"seven-thousand yen." you answer, giggling and looking up at him as you push the door open, knowing that means absolutely nothing to him.
"uh, in usd?" drew chuckles, following you in.
"don't worry about it." you giggle and lead him up the stairs to the third floor where your room is.
"it's really small-" you pause before you open the door. "and a bit of a mess so i'm sorry, we can find you a hotel tomorrow it was just a bit short notice."
"i don't care." drew shakes his head, smiling down at you. "we just get to spend more quality time together, hey? it's fine."
"okay bigshot, suit yourself." you chuckle, shaking your head as you open the door. you both shuffle in and you try to get out of his way so he can put his stuff down, and the second he drops it on the floor his arms are around you.
you freeze for a moment before hugging him back, leaning your head on his chest. "i've been thinking about this for months.." he mutters, taking in the scent of your hair, your skin, just you.
"me too." you whisper back, gently rubbing his back.
"no, like- you don't understand." he says, pulling away only a little to look down at you. "i- shit." he chuckles, shaking his head slightly in embarrassment. "i've really missed you. i think about you all the time, the best part of my week is when i get the chance to call you."
“me too.” you repeat yourself, blushing a little as you don’t know what else to say.
“well, come on, no, you’re living your dream out here.” drew laughs, gesturing around you only to return his hand to your back.
“so are you.” you raise your eyebrow at him and he shrugs.
“yeah, well, not really. my dream isn’t complete without you.” he bites the bullet, hoping you’ll understand what he’s saying. he chews a little on his bottom lip as he locks eyes with you, scanning them to get some kind of grasp on what you were thinking, or feeling.
your cheeks burn furiously as you briefly look down, unsure really what to say. “well… me too.” you giggle, laughing at having to say the same thing again.
a small smile flickers on drew’s lips and he reaches his hand up, hesitating to place it on your cheek and gently lifting your jaw to meet his eyes again. he hears his heart beating in his chest, and so do you, as he very slowly at first leans in. his lips meet yours so gently it’s like he’s scared he’ll break you, making you smile against his lips as you kiss him back. almost so much that it makes the task at hand impossible.
“i’ve been wanting you to do that for years.” you admit, staring into his blue eyes as you pull away only about an inch.
his forehead stays pressed against yours as he smiles, his breath tickling your lips as he speaks. “that sucks, because i’ve wanted to do that for years. you should’ve said something, y/n/n.”
it’s safe to assume now that you won’t be needing the bed you made for yourself on the floor.
taglist: @bookishbabyyy @madelynie, @mutual-mendes, @slut4drudy, @winterrrnight, @totalswag, @sadfury @fullfledgedemo @rafemotherfuckingcameron
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winterrrnight · 1 year ago
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SORRY,? HC FOR SECRET ADMIRER
in my humble opinion, rafe was late to class bc every day he would hide behind a corner or a door or something and watch her open the letters to see her reaction 🥹🥹
OH FUCK
YES YES YES OMG SHIT
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keziahcore · 1 year ago
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SIKE i tricked you i was finishing this gem!!
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🥹🥹🥹
SHUT THE FRONT FUCKING DOOR
THIS IS TOO GOOD OMG
THE AESTHETIC OF SECRET ADMIRER IS SOOOO ON POINT ITS INSANE
MY GURL YOU ARE SO TALENTED ITS INSANE
WOWOWOWOWOW IM LEGITIMATE AT A LOSS OF WORDS 🥹🥹🥹🥹
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runningfrom2am · 1 year ago
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MUSIC SHE LISTENS TO:
So idk many dark academia vibey songs but here are some which I think give off that vibe:
So like, classical music is a must! It helps grace to focus so she goes through big readings with classical music playing in the background
Je te laisserai des mots by patrick Watson
Space song by beach house
Pluto projector by rex Orange county
Fine line by Harry styles
Another love by Tom odell
Little dark age by mgmt
The night we met by lord huron
Sweet by cigarettes after sex
Also, apocalypse by them
OMG YESSSS SOME OF MY FAVES I LOVE
i also am a classical music listener while i study 🤭
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runningfrom2am · 1 year ago
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lives were changed
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they were. and actually so much so that i am CURRENTLY waiting on this bad boy to arrive
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🫡🇺🇸 amen god bless america (i am canadian and that is satire i promise)
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runningfrom2am · 1 year ago
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If I had to describe what secret admirer rafe is like in one picture:
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AHHH CORRECT HES SO SOFT IN THESE PICTURES I JUST-
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just a little guy :’))) so soft :’)))
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runningfrom2am · 1 year ago
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random but I've been featured on drewstarkeytweets once :D
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OMG SHUT UP CONGRATS HAHAHA
THATS SO SICK
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runningfrom2am · 1 year ago
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as Rafe and grace spend more and more time together, Rafe starts to really get into reading and they two will have library dates, bookstore dates, coffee dates all enrolled in one 🥹
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OMG YEAH 🥹
they’d start out with normal dates, going out for dinner, movies, lunch whatever, then every time like on the way home she’d ask if they could stop for coffee, stop at the bookstore, the library, and eventually he’s like “fuck it, let’s just start there instead” and it makes her SO excited every time when he texts or calls her and is like “want to go to the bookstore? the big one with the coffee shop next door?”
like AHH
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runningfrom2am · 1 year ago
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OMLLLLL
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AHHH OMG SO CUTEEEE
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runningfrom2am · 1 year ago
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I think grace loves hot black coffee, has those in the white ceramic cups, and a very specific aesthetic i associate with this is: coffee ring stains on her books (which are probably by mistake because she kept her coffee cup on her book but didn't pick it up so it just left the stain)
ALSO
LIPSTICK STAINS ON THE RIM OF THE CUP YUP YUP
OMG YUPPP PERIOD I AGREE 100%
but i do also think she loves a good mocha, and once she figures out how to make them herself it is overrrr lmao
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runningfrom2am · 1 year ago
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OUTFITS:
these are such typical dark academia outfits but I defo believe grace wears them
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like this, this is the history major grace
omg okay so i agree and those are SO CUTE 100% BUT i feel like this is what she wants, not necessarily how she dresses all the time.
she owns every single article of clothing in all those pictures absolutely and that was what she was rocking in the first weeks absolutely but i think a lot of it for her is a performance thing. she wants other people to think she’s “cooler” than she is because she’s so desperate to separate herself from her brother and be her own person, but so far she can’t even do that within her own major bc he’s just following her like a lost puppy.
i think it takes a LOT of energy for her to focus on this perfect life with a perfect GPA, beautiful notes, cute outfits, and bc she wants to impress Nate (ew), but now that she’s lost him i think she’ll have a major crisis (not to spoil anything)
anyway that’s my ESSAY over omg haha, bottom line: that is absolutely her vibe and they are SO CUTE AHHH
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keziahcore · 1 year ago
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ALSO THIS IS THEM (secret admirer) IT IS THEM IM 100% POSITIVE
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(i know i edited this for tsau but shhh)
OH YEA THATS THEM THEYRE MY BBIES AND THATS SOFT RAFE RIGHT THERE OH MY HEART 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹
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runningfrom2am · 1 year ago
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my fav reindeer 🦌
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same HAHAHHA
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runningfrom2am · 1 year ago
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LAVENDER IS HIS COLOR STOPPPP
THE MULLET- SORRY I, SORRY, I JUST- WHEN, UHM, WHEN YOU, SORRY I JUST-
as a born and raised canadian girly,, his mullet era killed me. JUSTICE FOR DREWS MULLET HONESTLY
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runningfrom2am · 1 year ago
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SECRET ADMIRER RAFE HC!
this Rafe is so cheesy, so so so so cheesy it's insane. He'd be like, "omg your hand looks so small compared to mine!" And then the reader will lift their hand up and Rafe will align his hands with theirs to indeed see that the reader has tiny hands compared to Rafe. And then Rafe wouldn't let go; he would just intertwine their fingers and then squeeze their hand AKFKEAKCMSKSKEW
oh my god classic but SO SO CUTE OMGGG like of course he woulddd ugh i LOVE him
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runningfrom2am · 1 year ago
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But in actually starving LOL
UHM I HOPE YOU ATE BY NOW FRIEND >:(
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