#fingers crossed it feels better after a few more hours of sleep 😭🤞🏻

[threnodians]

blah blah blah rambling about new job blah blah blah

work tonight is going to be rough because my legs and back are killing me and standing is difficult 🥲 i think that wearing my new shoes definitely didn’t help at all paired with one of my less comfortable bras 😬 i am going to wear my crocs and one of my comfortable bras even though they are not nearly as flattering/supportive 😅 ugh, it is truly pathetic and mortifying how out of shape i am; my autoimmune diseases paired with months of simply rotting in my bed due to crippling depression have truly absolutely ruined my body

in any case i’ll be working with another kennel attendant tonight because i don’t trust myself to get everything done correctly as of yet and boss lady won’t be back on time to do it with me again, hopefully he’s nice 🥺 it’s only 3hrs so it isn’t like my fucking 10hr shifts at the veterinary hospital that i used to do, one of those with my body being this sore and shaky would kill me i’m pretty sure 🫠