#final thought is i am just. so very reactive here. thats why everything is inconsistent and unpredictable
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I am so sorry for the 3 people who consistently see my posts. I either share wonderful things and awful things. And I don't think there's a middle ground. Or a pattern.
#happy or depressing#might this exacerbate an existing anxiety spiral??? or not#adding tags for the thoughts i had in dispute of the original thought#aka thwre are also just things i find funny or emotionally compelling that arent#but im more focused on the thought of and i dont know how to soften that#sorry. i keep trying to come up with a system because i want to be more predictable and#palatable isnt the right word but it's close#predictable and something#predictable and more accommodating????#i am not sure#aware of and accomodating of potential triggers?#sometimes i scream into this void and it makes my blog not the things ive just stated i would like to be#i being my presence on tumblr via this blog#alright well. im gonna post this and be embarrassed by my candor#final thought is i am just. so very reactive here. thats why everything is inconsistent and unpredictable#waittttt i have maybe 4 consistent followers. neat.#my follower count is a verified lie#dont worry. i dont care about that
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