#fighting tumtum bc where was my notification????

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what if i say this is one of the most beautifully written fluff i've read? what then? the way you manage to continuously pull on my heart strings is something i won't ever really fathom. i love being pulled into your world, completely in awe of everything you have to offer us. the fluff master, the abby connoisseur, that much you very, very are. there is nota single soul writing fluff like you. literally no one, plus on of the very few that do (m'calling myself out for this one as a chronic smut abby flickling clit writer) but when you do it's incredibly you. talent infused, effortless, heart-melting fluff that makes me feel it. the love is so intense, it might as well be injected into my blood stream, the blood pumping through my veins, giving me an over abundance to keep me going. i'll never ever grow tired of your brilliant mind. maybe i am a little biased, but it doesn't take away from the truth. there's heart, soul, and the kindest spirit filled in your fics and it comes from your heart of gold. the sweetest bub to ever do it.

now, let me me yap about why i love it so much ♡

you’d be nodding to her words, and your lips would curve up into a smile when she said something that made her laugh, a happy memory that would trigger her to smile and sometimes giggle. you watched it all. never once missing anything to do with her.

there is something so special about being so in love with someone, you're focusing on every little thing they do. not wanting to miss a moment, attempting to commit every little moment to memory because they mean that much to you. it will never not make me sick, excuse me while i go cry my fucking heart out. that line. it really got me so fucking bad. m'too lovergirl for my heart to take this but i will take it until it consumes me. yeah, that sounds #raycoded.

how you get all shy and stammer on your words. at certain times, and points of any conversation, abby can’t help but smirk more at all of your reactions to her staring.

me as fuck !!!!!! imma a stammering idiot, but you don't know that, ha, yeah, not at all. everyone else can move over, this reader is actually #raycoded. jk, you all must read this or i will haunt you and your family for generation beyond my grave. hehe ♡ ..... moving on ...... but abby smirking? okay girl i see you and what you're doing and yes let's kiss, obviously!

or the nights inside, in the warmth with a warm cup of hot chocolate in your hands, and she’s too focused on the movie you’ve both decided to watch and when she turns her head to ask you if you’re enjoying it,

i have just a small, tiny little comment — your imagery is something i love so much. idk why i love it so much. truthfully, it just tickles my brain in the most beautiful way. maybe it has to do with the fact i'm imagining things as i read them, which obviously i feel is a common thing to do, but when you start to describe the scene, my brain is always thankful for it. #rayneedsthat.

“you’re so cute,”

#ERENISCUTEAF!

yes i did it in color, bold nd big, and slightly italic so everyone can see it. what about it. :mischevious: (only eren will get that guys don't try to decode it)

“i don’t believe you,” you smiled, lightly brushing strands of her hair away from her face. “you are undeniably the most handsome yet beautiful person i’ve ever met. i get lost in your eyes for hours, i love the color and i love how you look at me.”

WHERE ARE MY FUCKING TISSUESJFJFVRJVRRN. I NEED THEM ASAPRICKY. SOS !!!!!!!!!!! my heart cannot physically take this. the way angst comforts me and fluff causes me so much pain should be studied but that's a rayeren conversations for another time. oh jesus i'm straying off topic let me circle back around and find my footing somewhat.

the romance, the love, the raw and genuine emotion in this is seriously blowing me away. give me all the romance in the world and m'gonna eat it up every single time. saur good. it's smooch time ♡

“maybe it’s true,” abby smiles, reaching her hand up to cup your cheek. “maybe it’s true that when i’m with you, nothing else is important” the pad of her thumb brushes against your cheekbone, and her heart melts in her chest when you’re leaning into her touch. “because nothing but you matters. you’re the only person that matters to me.”

cue the violent sobbing, produced by andersonfilms, brought to you by the wonderful and emotion filled writing of absfawn. please, i love this so fucking bad. like…….SO BAD. you guys will never understand or get to the level of infatuation i am with eren’s writing. it means the most to me, a privilege it is really, to get to exist in the same time as them, reading every fiber of their heart and soul, the beautiful and bold and bright brain (braun) they have. you give so much into it, its truly so remarkable to see. i will say this over and over until i’m blue on the face. when one person makes such an impact on your life it feels as if nothing matter, because that one person has became your entire world before you know it, that’s stupidly beautiful. the way you convey it in such a simple way but it punches me to the gut rendering me speechless? i’ll never be able to recover and nor do i want to.

“i’ve never had a love like yours. didn’t think i deserved it, but it’s different with you. with you, i have a purpose to get out of bed every day, with you i don’t feel scared, with you i feel at home. i love you more than the sky needs stars and i’ll never stop showing you how much i love you.”

yeah, you know why i love this. leaving that just for you and me, bub. beautiful baby. so incredibly talented, let’s smooch ♡

ㅤ ㅤㅤ ㅤㅤ ❝ 𝐢𝐟 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐢𝐧’ 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐭𝐲𝐩𝐞, 𝐨𝐡 𝐧𝐨 ❞

eye contact with abby is something she loves a little too much. at first, she didn’t know what to do when she found you always looking at her when she would talk, or listen to a conversation. if it was her speaking, and you looked so into what she was saying, abby would get caught off guard few a couple seconds as her baby blues found yours already concentrating on her, and only her. you’d be nodding to her words, and your lips would curve up into a smile when she said something that made her laugh, a happy memory that would trigger her to smile and sometimes giggle. you watched it all. never once missing anything to do with her.

you’re the same with abby, but you don’t notice like she does sometimes, if you’re talking about something that happened to you that day, her intense stare catches you off guard. half the time, she isn’t even aware she’s staring at you that much or often until you splutter out a little “you’re just looking at me like that, can’t focus.” and she thinks it’s the cutest thing possible. how you get all shy and stammer on your words. at certain times, and points of any conversation, abby can’t help but smirk more at all of your reactions to her staring. the roles reversing just slightly that now has you the one looking away shyly, trying to regain your composure.

or the nights inside, in the warmth with a warm cup of hot chocolate in your hands, and she’s too focused on the movie you’ve both decided to watch and when she turns her head to ask you if you’re enjoying it, she already catches you looking at her with a soft expression on your face and a smile resting on your lips. abby’s face flushes a crimson red, but you can barely see it under the dark lights, but it’s there and she welcomes it so easily that she just gives you a lazy grin that had you reaching over and tucking a strand of her loose hair behind her ear. “you’re so cute,” you can’t help but mumble and press your lips to her temple. the softness of your words and actions had her melting more into your touch by the second, the movie long abandoned.

“you’re cuter,” abby smiled softly up at you, brushing her knuckles over your cheek slowly. “much much cuter than me.” a giggle fell from between her lips when you leaned down just to kiss her forehead, your lips resting against her skin and had her sighing contently against you. “cutest girl i’ve ever seen” came her truthful whisper.

“i don’t believe you,” you smiled, lightly brushing strands of her hair away from her face. “you are undeniably the most handsome yet beautiful person i’ve ever met. i get lost in your eyes for hours, i love the color and i love how you look at me.”

“like what?”

“like nothing around us matters. not when you look at me like that,” you pointed out, those baby blues peering into yours like you both were truly the only two people in the world. “when you look at me like that, nothing but us matter. if i have you, i don’t need anything else.”

“maybe it’s true,” abby smiles, reaching her hand up to cup your cheek. “maybe it’s true that when i’m with you, nothing else is important” the pad of her thumb brushes against your cheekbone, and her heart melts in her chest when you’re leaning into her touch. “because nothing but you matters. you’re the only person that matters to me.”

leaning more into her hand, you kiss her palm tenderly and smile down at her. her thumb quickly catches the tear that rolls down your cheek without hesitation, and wipes it away softly with another gentle smile. “i didn’t know true love, not until i met you.” you mumbled, more or so speaking into her palm.

“i’ll show you every day how much i love you,” the blonde promised, removing her hand from your face to wrap both her arms around you, tugging you carefully into her chest. your head rests comfortably on her shoulder as her fingers run up and down your back. “i’ve never had a love like yours. didn’t think i deserved it, but it’s different with you. with you, i have a purpose to get out of bed every day, with you i don’t feel scared, with you i feel at home. i love you more than the sky needs stars and i’ll never stop showing you how much i love you.”