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skunkes · 10 days ago

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You get flustered at any man when you’re in public? Like at the grocery store?

not Any man i still have my own tastes but yea if i look at one for too long, like when i was going to the park and a man would jog past me and id have to avert my eyes lest i start Thinking... less about That Man specifically and more about men in general if this makes sense...

#skunk mail #anonymous #fictional man example but whenever i see the isolated scene of silco with his arms outspread as he sinks into the water #im like oh my goddd men man torso man arms i want to hold *a* man...even if not specifically him #ykwim...its the same when im out and about...man jogging...god i like looking at men #god id do anything to get my hands on one of my own in a more private setting....LMAO #and then of course theres older men being a sort of more distinguished symbol of manhood #and that ties in together with gender too like its not enough to be with and touch a man i want to do it as a man #even though id be the Othered one. idk.#the desire to worship and grip and trace and press and carve and sink and meld goes craaazyyyy #im almost 27 and im still locked in a tower with 0 romantic experiences so this isnt too out there i think #it happens with art too im transfixed by images of men i think of men #caravaggio's incredility of st thomas i want to dig my finger right in #follow the shape and study and simply watch in awe of beautiful art and lament that i cant be the same so ill devote myself to #this wonderful form instead...etc

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