#felix amorim : conversations .

[soulsmashers]

          he  was  a  pretty  guy,  felix  will  give  him  that.  then  again,  he  thinks  lots  of  guys  are  pretty,  especially  when  they  flirt  back  with  him.  felix  can't  help  but  laugh  at  the  mention  of  bugs  on  a  couch,  instantly  shaking  his  head.  “well  where  do  you  think  we're  going  to  get  the  couch  from?  the  dumpster?”  he  jokes,  making  a  grossed  out  face. “i  know  a  couple  of  good  places.  doesn't  have  to  be  fancy,  just  comfortable  enough  to  sit  in.  and  of  course,  bug  free.”  he  pauses,  tilting  his  head  slightly.  “can  i  count  on  you  to  roll  some  really  good  joints?”

"maybe," elias gently bit his lip as he looked at the other male. it was true that felix was incredibly attractive - but elias hadn't been distracted by one thing in particular - rather he'd just sort of zoned out. he could still hear felix talking in the background but he couldn't make out anything that the other was saying. "i have never turned down a free drink in my life," he admitted with a small laugh, "but we have to make sure it's not like a totally gross couch. i don't want bugs crawling all over me."

[soulsmashers]

          “but  i  love  that  you’re  annoying  and  clingy.”  despite  his  serious  tone,  his  bright  smile  gives  him  away,  making  it  obvious  that  he  was  joking.  he  doesn’t  think  christian  is  annoying  or  clingy  at  all.  if  anything,  that’s  all  him,  and  even  if  he  was  both  of  those  things,  felix  is  too  wonderstruck  by  him  to  care.  he  would  rather  be  with  someone  like  that  rather  than  someone  who  doesn’t  care  at  all,  he’s  messed  around  with  too  many  guys  who  never  gave  a  damn  about  him,  that  he  just  wants  something  real,  and  felix  is  positive  that  what  they  have  is  genuine  and  raw  and  beautiful.  even  though  haters  and  trolls  are  something  that  can’t  be  avoided  when  you’re  in  the  public  eye,  felix  has  fans  as  well,  people  who  comment  and  dm  him  things  similar  to  what  christian  just  said  all  the  time.  the�� only  difference  is  that  none  of  those  people  matter  to  him  the  way  christian  does.  it’s  really  different  receiving  those  comments  online  from  people  he  doesn’t  even  know,  as  opposed  to  words  like  that  coming  from  someone  he’s  so  taken  by.  felix  doesn’t  even  know  what  to  say,  so  he  doesn’t  tell  him  anything.  instead,  he  leans  in  to  kiss  him  again,  his  actions  speaking  louder  than  words  ever  could.  pulling  away,  felix  can’t  help  but  laugh  at  his  reaction.  it’s  a  laugh  of  admiration  more  than  anything,  finding  the  whole  situation  adorable.  “how  did  you  read  through  me  so  quickly?  i  had  a  whole  plan  and  you  ruined  it!”  he  plays  along,  his  heart  racing  when  christian  bit  his  bottom  lip,  cheeks  flushing  once  more.  he  pours  them  both  a  glass  of  wine,  handing  a  glass  to  him  and  taking  a  sip  from  his  own.  part  of  felix  is  terrified  of  getting  his  heart  broken,  falling  too  quickly,  only  to  be  disappointed  in  the  end.  yet,  the  other  part  of  him  can’t  stay  away.  he’s  in  too  deep,  but  he  continues  to  go  deeper,  putting  his  heart  on  the  line  –  maybe  love  really  is  blind.  the  brazilian  male  scoffs,  fighting  back  a  smile.  “shut  up.”  is  his  exact  response  when  christian  mentions  breaking  up.  to  get  his  point  across,  he  grabs  him  by  the  collar  of  his  shirt  and  kisses  him,  more  passionately  than  before,  pouring  his  heart  into  it.  this  time,  he’s  the  one  who  bites  onto  his  bottom  lip  in  response  to  before.  felix  wishes  it  could  always  be  like  this,  just  them  two,  away  from  everyone  and  in  their  own  fantasy  world.  unfortunately,  he  knows  that’s  not  possible,  which  is  why  moments  like  this  are  so  important  to  him,  treasured  and  stored  into  his  memories.  eventually,  he  pulls  away  from  him,  nose  brushing  against  his.  his  lips  kiss  christian’s  cheek  sweetly,  reaching  into  the  picnic  basket  to  pull  out  a  little  container  with  fruits.  “strawberry?”  he  offers  him,  raising  the  red  colored  fruit  up  to  his  lips  playfully. 

"oh you couldn't, huh? i hope you remember that later when you wanna throw me over the side of this rooftop because i've been annoying and clingy." It was mostly a joke, really, it was. But in his experience, people got tired of him after a while, he was a temporary thing to people, especially to his parents and people using him for his fame. but felix, he seemed to be different, he had his own fame and he seemed to actually enjoy being with him. surprising, i know. but in the back of his mind, he knew felix would grow tired of him and find something or someone better. everyone always did. "you're totally correct, mi amor. fuck them and their shitty opinions. mine is all that matters. and my opinion is that you're the most handsome, talented, beautiful man alive. and that's final." christian knew what those trolls could be like, he grew up in the public eye, he was model and had his own fashion lines, he had his own fair share of online trolls, he knew he had to ignore them and block all of them. but he also knew that was easier said than done, so he spent every day telling felix how amazing he was, which was one hundred percent true. "oh my god," the spaniard gasped, clutching the spot where his heart was. "you got some of my favourite spanish foods, joints AND wine? are you trying to get me high to take advantage of me?" he teased, leaning forward and nipping at felix's lower lip gently with his teeth. christian wasn't someone that fell for people often, sure he had crushes very often, but not falling for them. but then he met felix and he was obsessed with him since that very first day, he couldn't explain it, but he was just drawn to him and since that day he's been head over heels obsessed with the man. he swore he could feel his heart swelling at that other mans words. "wow," christian let out, shaking his head in almost disbelief. "you call me the cheesiest person ever? then you go and say something like that?" he let out a half scoff, half laugh, his own thumb sliding over one of felix's fingers. "i might have to breakup with you just for saying that." not that he ever would, he doesn't think anyone has ever made him feel as safe or as cared for as much as felix had since they started dating.

[soulsmashers]

          “so  dramatic.”  he  retorts,  rolling  his  eyes,  but  he  still  proceeds  to  smirk  anyway.  “well…  why  explain  when  i  can  just  show  you  instead?”

" so loud . " he argues and turns onto his side to look at him . " worth my while how ? do explain , handsome . "

[soulsmashers]

          “woah,  woah,  woah,”  he  rips  off  the  seal  from  a  warheads  super  sour  candy  spray  (  apple  ),  throwing  the  wrapper  into  a  trashcan,  “i  just  said  it  would  be  so  iconic  if  you  do  the…  what’s  that  move  called  again?  the  one  where  you  do  a  little  twirly  thingy?”  his  index  finger  twirls  to  demonstrate,  as  if  that  would  pinpoint  exactly  which  move  he  was  talking  about.  “that  thing…  yeah.  i  think  the  routine  is  perfect  as  is  though,  you’ll  do  fantastic.”  removing  the  cap,  he  opens  his  mouth  and  sprays  some  of  the  candy  in  there,  immediately  shutting  his  eyes,  squinting  and  making  a  face,  as  if  he  just  sucked  on  fifty  lemons  at  once.  “god,  these  things  taste  intense…  why  is  it  so  sour?”  an overdramatized  tear  manages  to  stream  down  his  left  eye,  which  he  quickly  wipes  away  before  spraying  the  candy  into  his  mouth  once  again.  “wanna  try?” 

open: m/f/nb!

plot: anything! could be an instructor, another ballet dancer, or just someone close to her idk

muse: bette beaumont, an ambitious, third-generation ballerina with a reputation for being an ice queen

“i don’t care what you think. that part is as good as mine.”

[soulsmashers]

          “please,  i  couldn’t  get  tired  of  you  and  your  ass  even  if  i  tried  to.”  he  teases  in  return,  a  playful  smirk  playing  on  his  lips,  a  feeling  of  ease  and  adoration  overtaking  him  as  he  stared  at  christian,  genuinely  wondering  how  he  got  so  damn  lucky.  the  feeling  only  seems  to  intensify  when  they  kiss,  a  hand  cupping  his  cheek  sweetly,  his  thumb  caressing  the  soft  skin.  part  of  felix  wishes  they  would  never  stop  (  clearly,  he’s  a  lovestruck  idiot  ).  “lots  of  people  would  beg  to  differ,  but  your  opinion  is  the  only  one  that  matters,  so,”  he  shrugs,  “i  can  live  with  that.”  he  could  ignore  all  the  trolls  online  any  day.  as  long  as  the  other  was  happy  with  him,  he  didn’t  care.  felix  is  a  people  pleaser.  when  he  cares,  he  really  cares.  “i  bought  paella  and  a  couple  of  other  spanish  stuff.”  he  wasn’t  a  native  spanish  speaker,  speaking  portuguese  for  the  first  half  of  his  life.  his  spanish  was  okay  –  not  completely  perfect,  but  it  was  okay.  “there’s  also  tapas,  patatas  bravas,  a  little  basque  cheesecake,  some  wine,  a  few  joints.”  he’s  grinning  like  an  idiot,  dimples  on  full  display.  considering  he’s  been  up  here  plenty  of  times  before,  he  doesn’t  feel  like  he  appreciates  the  view  the  way  christian  does,  since  it’s  his  first  time  witnessing  it.  however,  he’s  definitely  right.  it’s  certainly  a  sight  to  take  in,  a  picture  perfect  moment.  “well,  i  couldn’t  imagine  myself  up  here  with  anyone  else.”  no  one  is  worthy.  no  one  except  for  christian.  he’s  shoving  him  lightly,  looking  away  to  try  and  mask  the  light  blushing  of  his  cheeks.  “you’re  the  cheesiest  person  ever!”  but  despite  his  words,  he  finds  himself  grabbing  the  other’s  hand,  intertwining  their  fingers.  “i  think  you  clearly  haven’t  looked  at  yourself  in  the  mirror.  you  shine  brighter  than  all  the  stars  in  that  sky.”  this  time,  he  turns  to  look  at  him,  holding  back  a  laugh.  “see?  i  can  be  cheesy  too.”  despite  his  teasing  tone,  he’s  genuinely  serious.  even  the  way  he  holds  his  hand  shifts,  thumb  grazing  over  the  top  of  christian’s  hand,  as  if  he’s  some  masterpiece  that  needs  to  be  handled  with  the  best  care  in  the  world.

"hey, i don't know, maybe you brought me up here to kill me 'cause you're getting tired of my ass being so extra," he let out a soft laugh under his breath, he knew felix could and never would hurt him, he just loved teasing and messing with the other. "you've been saying we're almost there for ages," the spaniard let out a loud overly dramatic groan, just for show sake. hearing felix all but saying that christian was the right person to bring up here had the edges of christian's lips curving up into a shit eating grin, as he stepped towards the man, his arms wrapping around his waist, to pull him close and pressing a soft, sweet kiss against his lips. "you're so amazing, you know that, right? but yes, i'm always hungry, you should know that at this point." he hummed, stepping back once more and looking out at the city lights and the ocean, it was just as amazing as the other had said. "wow it's beautiful up here," christian walked over to the edge of the rooftop of the abandoned building, really taking in the view of the city, he was always a sucker for a pretty view, he was glad he had brought his camera along with him now. "thank you for bringing me to something that clearly is special to you, it means a lot." he spun on the balls of feet so he was facing felix once more. "the view is almost as beautiful as you are."

[phiilautiia]

"maybe," elias gently bit his lip as he looked at the other male. it was true that felix was incredibly attractive - but elias hadn't been distracted by one thing in particular - rather he'd just sort of zoned out. he could still hear felix talking in the background but he couldn't make out anything that the other was saying. "i have never turned down a free drink in my life," he admitted with a small laugh, "but we have to make sure it's not like a totally gross couch. i don't want bugs crawling all over me."

          “distracted  by  what  exactly?  my  dashingly  good  looks?”  the  grin  that  plastered  across  his  lips  is  enough  indication  that  felix  was  so  unserious  –  he  just  enjoyed  the  banter,  always  one  to  tease  and  joke  around.  “i  was  telling  you  about  this  abandoned  building  i  found  the  other  day,  i  call  it  the  crane  because  there’s  literally  a  broken  crane  behind  it  and it was the first name that came to mind three beers in. it  doesn’t  seem  like  it’s  gonna  be  demolished  anytime  soon.  let’s  set  up  a  couch  in  there  and  have  a  bonfire  party.”  this  time,  the  grin  is  accompanied  by  adorable  dimples.  “can  you  really  say  no  to  free  drinks?”

[soulsmashers]

          “distracted  by  what  exactly?  my  dashingly  good  looks?”  the  grin  that  plastered  across  his  lips  is  enough  indication  that  felix  was  so  unserious  –  he  just  enjoyed  the  banter,  always  one  to  tease  and  joke  around.  “i  was  telling  you  about  this  abandoned  building  i  found  the  other  day,  i  call  it  the  crane  because  there’s  literally  a  broken  crane  behind  it  and it was the first name that came to mind three beers in. it  doesn’t  seem  like  it’s  gonna  be  demolished  anytime  soon.  let’s  set  up  a  couch  in  there  and  have  a  bonfire  party.”  this  time,  the  grin  is  accompanied  by  adorable  dimples.  “can  you  really  say  no  to  free  drinks?”

elias button: a twenty four year old travel vlogger ! he's just a silly little guy ! open to any gender & 20+

"sorry," elias spoke up only after he realized that he was meant to be listening to what they had to say. "can you repeat that? i got distracted?" that was definitely one way to describe it.

[soulsmashers]

          “kill  you?  what?  first  of  all,  i  could  never  hurt  you,  let  alone  kill  you.”  he  tells  the  other,  a  light  laugh  leaving  his  lips.  “and  secondly…  i  swear  we’re  almost  there.  just  a  little  more  walking,  trust  me.”  he’s  guiding  the  other  up  a  few  stair  steps  of  what  is  an  abandoned  building,  which,  christian  is  right  to  be  skeptical  of.  however,  upon  reaching  the  rooftop  and  opening  the  door,  maybe  he  can  see  why  felix  wanted  to  bring  him  here.  “i  discovered  this  place  like,  three  years  ago.  you  can  actually  see  the  entire  city  up  here.  from  the  ocean,  to  all  the  city  lights,  it’s  really  refreshing.”  the  view  was  definitely  unlike  any  other  view  in  the  entire  city,  it  was  honestly  breathtaking.  was  this  illegal?  trespassing  despite  being  an  abandoned  property?  probably,  but  it  wouldn’t  be  as  fun  without  the  rush.  “i’ve  always  wanted  to  bring  someone  here  but  never  found  the  right  person,  so…  i  hope  you  enjoy  it.”  he  sits  on  a  blanket  he  had  set  up  for  them  prior  to  bringing  him  here,  a  clear  indication  that  yes,  he  had  planned  this.  “i  also  got  us  some  food.  are  you  hungry?”  felix  asks,  motioning  towards  the  picnic  basket,  which  contained  food,  dessert,  and  a  couple  of  joints  because…  why  not?

OPEN TO: m / nb MUSE: christian amor PLOT: our muses are going on an unusual date (or so it seems), can be a first date, second date, they can have been dating for a while, go crazy.

"where are we even going? this is such a weird place to take me on a date. if you're gonna kill me, can you just tell me now so i can prepare?"

[soulsmashers]

          “i’m  not  being  loud.”  he  lets  out,  despite  that  not  being  true.  “i  just  can’t  go  back  to  sleep.  can  you  just  wake  up?  i’ll  make  it  worth  your  while.”

@divinaoscuridad .

" you're being way too god damn loud for how early it is . come back to bed , and shut up . "