#feelinga

[dichotomoustessellations]

dreaming of where i am seeming more and more perfect and living through the characteristics that make nostalgia arise in me

[catalisst]

[stefisdoingthings]

helloooooo drawing request legato bluesummers perhabs? If you feel like it? Your art has such a delicious flavor to it

-todays-computer

HII HI HI here take some self indulgent modern au legato

[bisexualfagdyke]

I feel similarly towards Aaron Minyard as Neil does

[electricpurrs]

maybe being part of a mosh pit would make me feel alive for real

[quicktimeeventfull]

mello is really relatable because i too would rather die symbolically in a church fire than convey useful information to someone who annoys me

[osatokun]

I know everything ends. Of course no game can lasts forever. And I know my characters will always be with me.I've happily crossed the need to draw only characters known by fandoms,l and can finally draw something personal that very few understands.It took me years. And it stays.

But it feels both thrilling and very very painful to be in the end of something that supported you so much in one of the hardest times in the life. Charlie's game (and ofcourse friends who joined this path) helped me to drag myself from despair, fear of loneliness, fear of people (I still do, but less), feeling of being thrown away like useless and dumb little thing. It was not the smoothiest game ever but if not Charlie and this adventure, made possible by group of sad people, I wouldn't have strenght to forge myself.

There will be more things better and worse, real love, better drawings, new friends, old friends meetings. I know I just have to wait and adapt to the feeling that everything ends.I'll be alright.But in the moment,it feels awful, like a little death.

Very pathetic, probably too pathetic post about something as an ttrpg game.

Once again I post pictures with the very last picture of Charlie and Glinda and two of the very firsts.

[skywarpie]

What I say: I'm fine.

What I mean: did you know that coal miners had to lease their equipment from their employers? It was taken out of each paycheck. That men had to crawl and lay on their sides and attempt to swing a pick ax and then place dynamite to get to the coal and would light it hoping they had managed to get far enough away. Or that the mine owners rigged their carts that the miners put what was supposed to hold 2,000lbs of coal in a cart that actually held 2,500lbs but they only got paid for the 2,000. Or that their "pay" was essentially just script that was only good at the company store because the company owned the store, the houses, the people, the whole town. That if they were suspected of unionizing the Baldwin-Felts agents would come and evict whole families from their homes, forcing them to live in make shift tents that they would then burn to get them off the property. That they also black listed said miners to other companies so they couldn't get jobs. Or that majority of the Appalachian coal actually fueled the industrial revolution but people still looked down on the area bc the people were "poor and uneducated" but they failed to realize it was because of them that they had electricity and transportation. Or that people still blame this region for certain problems (i.e. Trump Hillary election) when we're still one of the poorest parts of America and theres still people that live in company towns in the year 2023 who die of black lung each year because even though there's a union overall the region is considered a "waste" by majority of politicians.

[ichijokaoru]

I wanted to get a torrent of the raws for kuuga (since my previous set was subtitled and idk I used to be a video editor and i like the idea of gifs etc. so y'know... wanted some raw footage) but it has seemingly come with a goldmine of interview footage from a variety of eras (both during and post the show!!) that I'd previously been digging around on niconico trying to dig up, and i believe isn't uploaded to youtube... so extremely exciting. while not ideal, it will also be good to just let google's shitty auto translate give a Vibe of what is being said with some questions which I can only do once it's uploaded (my partner will be the one doing that probably)

[mercy-misrule]

Here is one of the other things I really liked about the one piece live action

The vibe of the mentor characters.

So I've done my time in the shounen mines. I've read all of Naruto. I've read like 4/5ths of Bleach. I've read a ginourmous chunk of one piece

I've watched the various anime less, but I've seen the majority of Naruto, maybe half bleach and maybe 600-700 EPs of one piece.

And the thing I've consistently disliked from the big three and other shounen of that era were the mentors.

I hate the comedy violence to kids. I hate the sleazy shit with Jiraiya. Ichigo's dad kicking him as he leaves his bedroom.

Garp hitting baby Luffy.

And it's part of getting older and watching stuff where I am the secondary intended audience. When you're younger, you tend to put yourself in the kids position, and the tough mentor bit, it's like eh.

But as I am older and older, i feel like I watch shows like this I'm watching it as a whole, and the concept of being an adult caretaker of kids means something.

The thing I like about newer stuff like bnha and jjk is how much the teachers care for their kids. The comedy violence is out.

Like, hell, remember when part of the joke of the Simpsons was Homer choking Bart? And that's history now??

You still get violence in training scenes, but it's not for a bit.

So I really liked the flashback with kid Luffy and Garp where Garp trashes his boat, and then grabs him and is like 'Lunch!'

You get the stern, fierce parent thing, but we lose the other shit.

One Piece has a lot I love and a lot I don't but if the live action continues to tone down the horndog bullshit and the comedy violence to kids? That's an absolute win to me.

It does make me laugh about myself that I'm A-OK with stories about child endangerment and violence in their lives, as long as it's not a joke, which I think that maybe a lot of people are opposite?

[bornetoblood]

DUUUUUDE duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuude fuckin kiss me immeeediatly my god

[clarebear-0925]

WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WAHT THE FUUUUCK

[sonny-whorezik]

im so normal about my interests :3

[crookedkingdom]

saying that i had a really fun time at a grief conference is not something i thought i would ever say but. i didn't realize just how badly i needed to be around other people who've lost a sibling. it's the first time in 14 months i've felt like i could breathe properly

[like-butterflies-and-glitter]

fred jones from mystery incorporated and the hex girls episode mean so much to me i don't think you understand

[thegreeninyoureyes]

"you sure read some weird things" IM TIRED OF ROMANCE !!!!!!!