#feeling very Sylvia Plath taking a bunch of painkillers and then crawling under her house to die
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I feel realistically mentally ill today
#like when I was 13 and suicudal if I imagined myself as happy how I feel rn is probably the happiest I thought I could ever get#which isn’t a lot. but it’s not rock bottom. but I’m definitely rock lower middle#idk. I’m trying to justify my declining mental health by comparing myself to my past but in reality I need to just make a plan to better#myself and then stick with it instead of letting depression win#but it’s so easy to just crumble forever and never leave my bedroom again#I want to crawl into the space between my mattress and my box spring and rot away forever#feeling very Sylvia Plath taking a bunch of painkillers and then crawling under her house to die#which isn’t healthy. but is. no okay. that ones concerning. I’m gonna go take my meds.
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