#feeling inadequate and unspecial...

[skyward-floored]

Oooh watching encanto was a mistake, waiting on a miracle is making me think of IAU Four

[twistedsocials]

okay hear me out hear me out okay? what if a mirabel inspired yuu, right? a person who already felt inadequate and unspecial in their own world getting thrown into a world full of magic. (maybe their family could also still have magic from the miracle but obvi mirabel! yuu would be impressed since as long as you have magical capability you can do a lot more then their family can) and when mirabel! yuu is able to help each overblotter it gives them a sort of sense of accomplishment and pride, that they're able to help others even without magic. but then, malleus' overblot happens and mirabel! yuu kinda just has to sit back and be protected by grim, diasomnia boys, and the others and being hardly able to do anything to help they start to feel that sinking feeling of inadequacy and failure again only this time worse because people can actually get PHYSICALLY hurt instead of just emotionally, and maybe with the help of that spirit camera crowley gave yuu at the beginning of twst it helps mirabel! yuu have an overblot of their own at the end.

am i cooking here like jamil or am i burning everything horribly like lilia /hj

YOURE COOKING. You’re cooking.

This is actually an interesting concept, and maybe adds onto more than just “unwilling therapist yuu”, it’s where we have a yuu who actually wants to help and is willing to help because they feel it gives them a sense of belonging and accomplishment from helping others

Omg you’re cooking and I love this

[rebsrebsrebsrebs]

(casually writes short, self-indulgent fluff for satans birthday)

thatcher's mind races as satan's brothers give him the gifts they'd prepared. with each unwrapping, their insecurity mounts.

'you're supposed to give someone a gift they would like, not something you would want,' says the part of their brain that is never satisfied with their actions, no matter the good intent. 'he probably already has it.' the part that is ready and willing to deem themselves unspecial and useless. 'even if he doesn't, why would he care?'

then it's their turn.

thatcher presents the neatly wrapped book with trembling hands. they aren't able to meet his eyes. no matter that they've shared greater intimacy than this, that satan has held them through tears and pleasure alike. their gift now seems inadequate against the scope of their feelings. they want to give him everything he wants. a history of the use of beetle shells in human societies feels comically underwhelming in comparison.

"thatcher, look at me."

when they glance up from their wringing hands, they find the gleam of novelty in his eyes.

"it's perfect."

satan folds them into his arms with a tenderness they feel is undeserved, but it is so, so welcome. it means they've done well. they ease their tense posture, melting in his arms as his voice washes over them in a soothing tone.

"thank you. i love you."

thatcher smiles against his sweater.

"i love you too."

[hardwodder]

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others." - Marianne Williamson #norestfortheworthy Choose to move. Choose growth. It's that simple. #GetOffYourAss And, no matter where you are... think, move, and connect today. #hardwodder #hardwodderone #honorthework #fortunefavorsthebrave #fortesfortunajuvat #humanmovementfactory #unspecialized #unleashlove #livered #dothehardthing #hardworkpaysoff Learn more at: http://hardwodder.com (at CrossFit North Phoenix)

[dollarstoredoll]

I feel so inadequate

I hate this. I hate how ugly and unspecial it makes me feel. I don’t know how or why i keep kidding myself