#feeling dead and lonely inside hahahahahahahaha :-)

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Who is this guy? 😜🙈🙊 (ang sexy nya sa picture hahahahahahahaha) He is Melgaszar Grant Gamas and called now as Elder Gamas. Yes he's on the field right now. Philippines Naga Mission! So, who is this guy by the way in my life? He knows me for a long time already before we became close while me as a social hater way back before, I dont really know him. We became friends because of my Testimony of the Church (The Link on my BIO) Maybe he got attracted to me because of my strong testimony? hahahahaha! Then we started texting and talk about the doctrines of the church in September. We started to video call until dawn. We talked about each others past, downfall and likes. We got to know each other. We found comfort with each other. We started building a "friendly" relationship and he being lonely and dead for a long time found his happiness with me. We have so many similarities and we almost agree with all things and with this, I think he is my soulmate or maybe we were best friends way back the premortal life. hahahahaha. Until one day, I found my self being so comfortable talking to him. Why is this? Until the first week of December came. We were together for 6 days in Davao City where I study and only sleep and bath can keep us apart. I dont know what magic this guy has. He just made that 6 days so perfect! That was like a roller coaster ride that I dont want to end. Everything was smooth and perfect. He treated me as his princess and the only apple of his eye. Never thought this guy can love this much. ❤️ and it came to pass, that he occupied a room in my heart. 😉 Why him? Well first of all, He is so . . . perfect. The way he think, the way he loves me and just the way he is! He is a sinner but repents. He is not perfect but he strives. He is really an amazing guy. He is rare and so wonderful inside and out. He is very soft hearted and funny and that makes me love him more. Where on earth can you find a guy that will treat you as the most precious diamond? A guy that will prioritize you. A guy so inlove with you. A guy that is always mindful of you. A guy so sensitive about you. A guy who sees you as his inspiration specially he's on the field right now, serving the Lord. A guy whose perspective in you is not just temporary. A guy who does not lust on you. A guy who truly respects you. A guy that is so sincere about you. A guy who is proud to tell the world that you are the love of his life. and the sweetest thing is, a guy who treats you as his blessing from Heavenly Father! Melgaszar Grant Gamas deserves every piece of my love. Efforts and investments of emotions was never wasted with this guy. I would not mind to cook for him, take care of him when he is sick, be his assistant and be his all time companion. and if Heavenly Father grants, be his eternal companion (hahahahahahahahahaha) he is one of my inspirations to be better! I want him to be my prize for my obedience. Well yea we still dont know the future but I just love what we have right now and I will forever treasure it. We are not official because we have priorities but our strong bond doest need any label. Our affection says it all. A relationship/connection with love, affection and friendship are rare. I just won the jackpot! Thats why I really want and adore this guy. He always make me feel loved and beautiful. What a wonderful guy right? 😉