#feelbetrayed

[lovebusthoney]

Letting Go

I guess since noone will ever truly see this or really know whom I am I can just spill the beans. I have always had a hard time letting people go, especially when i feel like I connect with them or because their words have meaning to my heart and soul.  I have the need to always be honest - no matter what is going on if I can.  I have had the role of a victim when I was little - with no choice; when it comes to owning up to my shit I dont want to choose the role because it had chosen me when I was young and there was not a god damn thing I could do about it. I met someone, and felt like the world could shift; but the only problem was that they were so stuck in their world and afraid of letting anyone else in that I was lost between two worlds; thoughts havoc’d on my mind of panic and questionable doubt to my gut feelings, fighting against my tethered heart to her words.  She said that she would want a friendship with me no matter what; the moment I placed down the chalice of strength in her words, everything fell and in that moment I knew that all words of love, of character, of care were false; someone who cares about you will swallow their pride even if they dont get what they want - because truly caring about someone is learning to let go of your self-preserved interests to see them happy because thats what it means to care. This is why I have the hardest time letting go. I care. Period.

[michelem703]

Alas my mood today

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[tinywitchwitch-blog1]

Bakit kung sino pa yung tinuring mo na mga kaibigan sila pa yung unang manira sayo.

Yes, chill lang tayo.

#unfriend #unfaithfulfriend #feelbetrayed