#feat ⊰ aivryn ━━━━━ is that promise the lie you want to keep ?

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"what do you mean you think i really need it?" rafael asks, slipping on his overalls. "i don't think i have a lot of pent up anger . . . " he thinks to himself all the times he's been angry . . . which, honestly, isn't a lot. he's usually panicking and scared rather than angry. even when lyt gala went down in flames, that was a desperate scream he released alone in the bathroom, not something out of rage. or when his mom kicked him out, that was also a flight response ( a literal one, as he did make his way down to chile a month later ) but he's never held it against his mom. everyone in his life is always trying to make him a better him; it's just unfortunate that no one can agree on what version would be better. " . . . i guess one time i played a game with a dm who killed my owlbear pet. that did make me pretty mad, 'cause he only did it because another player at the table would try to hog my pet, and instead of, like, you know, giving us both two pets or something that didn't involve merking hoot-hoot, he just viciously took him away from me." he clenches his hands into fists, thinking of how everyone watched the dm narrate hoot-hoot's demise with open mouths and teary eyes ten years ago. "hm. . . maybe i do need it." "what about you?" rafael asks, reaching for the bat on the table and testing its weight. "what do you need to hulk smash for? the bat feels good . . . but the crowbar looks pretty dope, too."

status / open (@valpostart) location / destrozarlo mejor!

˚₊·—̳͟͞͞♡. ❝I CAN'T WAIT FOR YOU TO TRY THIS! I CAME HERE LAST WEEK WITH MY THERAPIST, AND IT WAS SOOO FUN.❞ Aivryn bounced on the balls of her feet, eyes gleaming with excitement as she slipped on the coveralls provided by the Destrozarlo Mejor staff. ❝Honestly, this is one of the best things I've done in a while.❞

She wiggled her brows as she handed the other their protective gear. ❝I was thinking you might really enjoy it too. You know, just letting loose and smashing stuff. And I feel like you really need it.... No offense, of course.❞ Did Aiv think they look like they needed a release? Yes. Hence, why she took them to the rage room. She wore her safety goggles, gloves and helmet before moving to look at the array of hitting equipment laid out on a table. Aivryn pursed her lips as the thought about her weapon of choice for today. ❝Whatcha thinkin' of using, hm?❞