#fatigue says no. buckup buttercup. you just get to be a sad potato.
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god fingers crossed i actually get some answers from these biopsies. cause if i have to learn my diagnosis is still "idk didnt find anything, must still be ibs" despite not being able to actually eat anything im gonna start throwing shit through the walls and windows
#barely being 100lbs is not safe and healthy.#eating once a day is not safe and healthy.#consuming 0% vitamins is not safe and healthy.#not being to eat without immediate problems is not safe and healthy.#im tired of food avoidance and fear of eating.#conditions im wracking up because of my deficiencies is fucking skyrocketing.#happy year ish anniversary to living off mostly rice and sometimes chicken.#also id love to know whats wrong with my liver but at this rate who the fuck knows if theyll ever figure that one out.#i just want to cry but i dont have the emotional bandwidth. itd be so much easier if i could just have a breakdown.#fatigue says no. buckup buttercup. you just get to be a sad potato.#i want to get back to like some semblance of normalcy.#eating like a normal human being. maybe even being able to work at least part time like a normal human being.#basic normal human being functions would be amazing. im desperate for them at this point.
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