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Iāve been drawing Vaggie more from different angles and hairstyles but this is the only one ill post for now
Weāre gonna pretend I wasnāt on hiatus for 2 daysš
To be honest I wanted to go longer than that. Maybe a week or two, idk. Iām just not in a good space at all right now and itās taking everything Iāve got not to relapse or well, collapse.
(you probably shouldnāt read whatās below honestly but if you do, tw!ā ļø)
I was fine for a while and now suddenly im back in this horrible place in my mind. I feel like Iām going to explode. My sleep paralysis is getting worse, and i had a seizure for the first time in like 5 years. And Iāve already had reoccurring nightmares of trauma since the age of 3. But apparently, āthatās normalļæ½ļæ½ļæ½ or āiāll be fineā, according to literally EVERYONE i tell. Iām not eating or drinking much of anything and Iām constantly reminded that im not enough, which was obvious but it still hurts. I always put others first. I always try to make everyone happy. All my life Iāve tried.. so hard to be perfect for everyone, and okay mentally, but my body just canāt have that at the moment. I want to give in. I do everything for everyone but itās like no one cares what happens to me as long as theyāre happy. I do everything for everyone so theyāll keep me around. Maybe theyāll miss me one day.
Iām trying so hard to hold on and get through it but uhh those unhealthy coping mechanisms are looking mighty fine rn! But uhhh anyways! How are you guys??š
yeahhahahahgagagagagag um also i found out i have attachment issues yayyyyyā¦
erm what the sigmaš„øā¼ļø
uhh sorry about that! I always keep things like that to myself so feel free to ignore it. Iāll be fine, I always get past it lol
#hazbin hotel#vaggie#fatherless gangš„#i got the whole family pack of issues nglšāāļø#anyways#hazbin#hazbin hotel vaggie#working on my side profilesssssss eugh#i love her nose ngl#Itās like a lil rainbow m#CUS SHE IS GAYYYYY#just ignore everything but vaggie for a second#Sheās so pretty#as for the vent iām a tiny bit better but itās still bad#drawing helps me a lot#Erm what the sigmaš„øā¼ļø
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I have decided
I am just gonna come from time to time (once or twice a month) here on tumblr just to feed you guys
Anyways my current hobbies are now yapping to everyone about Crusher,Pickle and Blaze (like EVERYONE,no one is safe. The person I rambled a lot to is Flamy š)
Actually im gonna ramble now so prepare your reading skills NOW
Like Crusher is basically a menace to society who needs JAIL TIME (ik hes my fav character but like yeah,atleast 5 years of jail),he sent THREE CHILDREN away with his cheats,made so many cheats that are quite dangerous for the racers,usually a jerk to Blaze and the gang and just only cares about certain people (Grammy,Gherkin and Pickle) also I just judge for his crimes against racers,Pickle and his sisters dont really look alike which PROBABLY means his mom just ummm does it um yeah uh if ykyk (and they are all probably fatherless) also Pickle was definitely a stoner and Blaze just seems so naive especially because of how many near death experiences he had because of Crusher but STILL decides to hang out with him,I just feel so bad for Blaze he just deserves better and also,I genuinely dont even see them as friends,I see them as frienemies,Crusher only cares when he gets rescued by Blaze (examples: Flying Robot Rescue,Ninja Blaze,Runaway Rocket),needs help (example: The Super Skateboard) or makes Blaze feel bad just to give him what he wants (examples: Ice Treasure,Snow day Showdown),also Blaze is such a cutie bro over these 2 years I genuinely started to slowly love him more and more and seeing Crusher do bulls_it to him and Aj just makes me feel bad for him bro :(((
Also I wish the show would do like more chemistry and interactions between characters,its kinda lame especially since it doesnt have the comedy that season 1-3 had :/ It seems like Crusher,Pickle and Blaze have the most chemistry and its kinda s_itty cause like what about the other characters???? Also i kinda wish they would stop repeating the same plot but my brain kinda doesnt care and loves it anyway :D
Also fun fact I now I only ship Crickle (well I mean I always have been shipping them but oh well) and the reason why I dont ship others is because:
NOT ENOUGH CHEMISTRY (except for Pickle,Blaze and Crusher),like you dont even know how they would act and talk with eachother??? (example:Darington and Watts)
You guys know Im a multishipper right and that I used to also like Blasher? Yeah well they are frienemies (quite bad ones) and ever since I started analyzing this show and its characters TO DEATH it genuinely gives me an undescriable ick???? (IM SO SORRY PLEASE DONT ATTACK ME ITS JUST MY OPINION AND HOW I SEE BLAZE AND CRUSHER),I also used to ship Blaze and Pickle but now it genuinely seems yucky because Blaze is a father figure to Pickle (AGAIN PLEASE DONT ATTACK ME)
LACK OF INTERACTIONS (except for Pickle,Crusher and Blaze) this one is self explanatory and is similar to the first reason
And yeah thats pretty much my main reasons,anyways I hope you guys loved this ramble š£š„
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Dragon oc rambles part 1 - Krovin!!!
Welp itās about to be my birthday in like two days so itās probably about time I post this next ramble DBFJFJ sorry again that this took forever ive been grinding on PokĆ©mon Violet/j
Anyways Krovin
Strange Homosexual manā¼ļøšŗšø
a helper around the refugee camp area ig! He helps with food stuff mostly but occasionally helps with like medical stuff n all that jazz,, when heās not doing that heās just kinda helping individuals with whatever they may need
YET this man refuses to care for himself in the slightest like sir please sleep for more than 3 hoursā¹ļøā¼ļø
He constantly busies himself by helping around the camp however he can when he can because,, well I mean people are losing their homes and families and itās just a BAD TIME.
So if he can help people and make it so life is SLIGHTLY less shitty then heās doing good,, and heāll feel selfish and awful if he stops take care about himself for even a minute
He gets it from his childhood šš yeah I know an OC with a troubling childhood !! Who coulda seen this coming!
Basically his mother had lost her first son before having Krovin which was already bad enough,, and then her husband went and died after getting caught up in a fight during this one dragon civil war typa conflict,, as you can imagine her mental state kinda went down the drain <33
She wouldnāt leave her bed,, she wouldnāt eat, she kinda just let herself rot away in her room for like several weeks,, eventually Krovin decided to try and take care of her FOR her, so starting when he was around 13-14 all the way up until he was like 26 maybe, heād make food, heād make sure she bathed, heād try to help with her all mental issues and grief and all that jazz
He even started helping around town for some extra money ā¼ļøš„š„š°š°š£ yknow to buy more food and stuff,,
No matter what Krovin did though his mom just couldnāt seem to get better,, mentally at least. Even after years and years of him trying to help her she couldnāt move on
So yeah not a good time for Krovin
Eventually his mother died from a sickness plus her age in her sleep,, which Krovin ended up blaming himself for
Did he not try hard enough? Should he have done more? Maybe he shouldāve gotten more money to afford medicine ,, maybe he shouldāve BEEN A BETTER SON š£š£š£š£ sorry I love that song/j
But yeah all of that is kinda why Krovin refuses to take time to properly care for himself,, he had this mindset that if he didnāt give the whole world for someone he cares for, theyād leave, disappear, say byebye or something like that!!!!!! Heās a lil messed up!!! Traumatized manā¹ļøā¹ļø
Anyways when the whole unicorn takeover thing happened he volunteered to help around and stuff, he hit the jackpot with this one/J
This is when he met Norva. Sheād frequently turn up with them dragon refugees and occasionally visit from time to time,, checking in on everyone n all. Krovin liked that she was strong and brave, but was also real damn upset that such a young gal had to go through this situation with everyone else,, and she actually reminded him of when he cared for his mom and that like, REALLY upset him
So during one of her visits heād approached her and they got to talking and soon became besties ā¼ļøā¼ļø
As I said Krovin admired her strength and bravery, and she appreciated his help around camp,, so yeah they became pretty close. Fatherless gang!!!!/J
And thatās all I have to say about Krovin for now sorry this was such a long ramble OUGH heās just really neat to me,, dad figure man!!!! Who doesnāt love those dad figures am I right
Anyways next ramble will be forrrrr Treya! Hopefully his ramble will come out quicker this time RDHFGCU
#dragons#dragon oc#oc#oc story#oc rambling#saviors of vanriah#krovin#heās so messed up ^_^#punches him <3/j#Norva replacement dad/j#donāt worry he learns to care for himself eventually#if you were even worried about that!#his backstory was actually kinda inspired by The Old Sugarman Place from Bojack Horseman#blehg anyways bye !!!!4)3&:&:! Iām tired of typing
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