#faorism ism

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ive been off tumblr for a bit cuz dealing with life stuff, and of course the night i am drawn to check in it's when Fandom News is happening and now im shaking crying unable to sleep because ai'd people held hands and my heart is torn asunder. thanks unification i guess for cutting me to pieces

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i love you my dearest mocha. and like yeah this is the horse i rode in on and it'll be the horse i die on. also, with this icon. because why not lol

somebody: i changed urls–

me, who hasn’t been able to recognize anyone on my dash for years:

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oh lord you know im deep into a fandom when i have to introduce characters and their ship dynamics to my therapist.

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I'm curious to hear why you hc Eliot as a nb lesbian if you don't mind !

i talked about it here and then here. i have a tag linked in my pinned post that shows my attachment to the hc. my main canon verse, of hearth and home, delves into it textually, particularly supposed to know, regular regimes, and the wip between your thighs. there's also a trans woman fic, so much to say.

but there's never not a reason to transenby/transbutch a character. people make eliot a trans man all the time, and i don't think you need a reason to do it for either case. im just a dyke who loves and admires trans women and butches, and so i prefer to explore that realm of gender over transmasc identity in my own writing. also, there's a dearth of transfem fandom'ing and if i gotta come in and do it myself, so be it.

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didn't even know i had a fannish goal to have my writing on a dead dove thread considered such a threat to the server it was deemed necessary to make a community sticker for it (as warning and to celebrate haha), but im wildly proud to be so malicious :)

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top seven comfort films, tagged by @redgoldblue

moonstruck (1987)

con air (1907)

point break (1991)

singin' in the rain (1952)

big eden (2000)

[ self harm mention ] wristcutters: a love story (2006)

the eagle (2011)

honorable mentions: the matrix (in that i teach it all the time), eternal sunshine on the spotless mind, master and commander, the man from uncle, hot fuzz

if you want to! @suddenrundown @bdor1995 @clearskiesandmistyeyes @cloysterbell and anyone else if it so inspires you!

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watched gomens s2 and im sick and screaming and im dead

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ive been in a pit of d20 and when i say im crying over how ruehob defined romance know i mean what i say

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tumblr user bo "bdor1995" @bdor1995: *is a good friend and artist and person*

me: *shows undying love through increasingly wacky antics*

tumblr user faor “faorism” @faorism: im gonna randomly message you sometimes even though youre bad at replying to me. also im gonna write you into my amazingly written multi chaptered longfic as a self-insert OC for fun. and also im writing you fic that i know is gonna literally going to kill you. youre a good friend and i appreciate you!!

me:                h,

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[noncon/dubcon] amazing that i was able to find another BIG FUCKING YIKES ship of whump to love as much as i do moreau/eliot in the form of cazador/astarion. just a whole ass vibe of BAD

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bought bg3. im not that good at games anymore and absolutely need to be focusing on real stuff BUT in my defense, a committee member asked me if i was playing it SO i see that as a go ahead from an advisor

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my face as i begin barry at only the passive suggestion of a good time by @cloysterbell having posted about it

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just watched butch cassidy & the sundance kid for the first time and yall im out here gutted and seven kids of fucked up. its like i just watched the vibe prequel to so many of my favorite series and i just wanna lay down and cry

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for a show about a pansexual scandalous devil, lucifer (tv) is wildly imbalances with how many women he is seen with and have standing scantily around him versus men and variously nb ppl

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@cloysterbell doing me the delicious favor of making my personal tag preview now be eliot during His Moment Of Confession

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i just spent all this money getting bg3! that means i should play it... right? /spends hours getting 100% on what the golf and restoring some of my lost progress on vampire survivors