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welcome-to-the-gay-bar · 4 years ago

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So I we started to watch Attack on Titan again after many years and I’ve just finished season two and before starting season three I wanted to take a trip down memory lane and look at all my old favourite AOT fan fictions from 2014 (and see what’s popular nowadays that I may have missed, since wow, a lot has changed since I was last present in this fandom and compared to what’s happening in the current episodes season one was tame).

I’ve noticed a huge divide between fanon and canon and I kinda wanted to ruminate on this a bit.

Eren’s character in the show isn’t my favourite. Don’t get me wrong, I’m still fond of this brash idiot, but he’ll never be my favourite. He falls into this shonen protagonist trope of being hot headed and ill tempered. He doesn’t take advice, he’s not going to listen to plans or authority, he always thinks he’s right and only follows his moral compass, and to tie it all up he’s not even that strong. He can’t back up the threats that he’s laying down and yet he always rushes into situations with fists flying and never thanks or appreciates the characters (Mikasa) that get him out of those tricky situations. The only way to get through to him is to physically beat him down and even then it may not work if he hadn’t already somewhat respected you (Mikasa again). This character type is seen so often in shonen and I’m really not a fan, I like the cool and calculating protagonist better. Someone who has the power behind their threats and doesn’t rush into situations. Again, I like Eren, but I think it’s the other characters in the show that balance him out and the plot itself that makes me like Attack on Titan.

Compare this to fanon where his default character is happy ray of sunshine who’s a little bit naive. It’s a rather jarring comparison but I also don’t necessarily dislike it either. To me canon and fanon characteristics are almost completely seperate. If I had to always think a d compare fan fiction to canon I probably couldn’t read it. I read about happy fanon Eren and see canon angry Eren and to me they are two completely different characters - two completely different people even. If I had to read fan fiction about canon Eren I can 1000000% say that I just wouldn’t. I couldn’t. I’d be totally bored. As I said before, I like Eren but it’s the people around him and the plot itself that makes him bearable. I can watch a show about him because it takes less time and emotional energy, but I couldn’t invest in reading a book about him (which is why I haven’t read the manga either).

This isn’t even exclusively towards Attack on Titan. Back in my Teen Wolf phase I noticed how different canon and fanon characters were. Small secret - I was knee deep in the Teen Wolf fandom before I realised that I hadn’t actually watched an episode of Teen Wolf. One of my mutual’s reblogged TW artwork that was linked to a story and from that I never looked back. When I actually did get around to watching TW I can honestly say I was more than a wee bit disillusioned. Derek and Stiles are obviously not the main characters and I was prepared for that, but then they barely interacted, and when they did interact it was nothing like what I had read about - nothing like what their fanon characters or interactions were like. I can honestly say that I never made it past the first season - the show just wasn’t for me - but I was still thoroughly invested in the fandom for another year or two.

Something about fanon Sterek dynamics just did it for me, their characters and relationship was just so on point for what I wanted, and this is kind of when I came to accept that canon and fanon can be so different that it almost feels as if it’s two pieces of completely different media. I mean, fanon has its own set of rules, it’s own character tropes and story arcs that even completely different authors with completely different stories somewhat instinctively know to follow. I think that’s amazing, but it’s also a double edged sword. See these first two examples were of shows that I A) never watched/finished before reading fan fiction, B) don’t necessarily love love the characters in canon. That means that fanon is more appealing because it takes something I don’t care too strongly for and changes it to something more appealing. But what about when fanon takes something I love and cherish and remoulds it?

I want to briefly take this time to talk about something I’ve dubbed “the twink affect”. When you take a character that’s originally strong willed, self sufficient, and somewhat masculine and you pair the, up with someone EVEN MORE strong willed, self sufficient, and masculine - the “Alpha male” of characters if you will. I find that fanon is incapable of seeing two strong men together in a relationship and will eventually slowly twinkify one of them. Make them smaller, softer, lonelier, less self sufficient and more reliant on others, they need to be taken care of, they’re now a ball of sunshine that’s radiant and joyful, they’re cotton candy that melts on your tongue. You put them next to the pairing you ship them with and instead of seeing two strong men you see a bear and a twink. That’s definitely what’s happened to the two characters/pairings mentioned before and I honestly didn’t mind because I wasn’t protective of the source material, but when it does happen to a character I love it’s the most frustrating thing in the world, and I can’t even complain because I’ve already reaped the benefits from other fandoms. (I am going to complain though, this is my blog and I can do what I want mum.)

I’m going to talk about Mo Dao Zu Shi. Beautiful story that I love in (almost) all its various adaptations, but I’ve noticed the ever slow changing of fanon’s Wei Wuxian. For anyone reading this that hasn’t read MDZS (or if anyone’s reading this at all, I am expecting to just be shouting into the void at this point) Wei Wuxian dies - not a spoiler, it happens at the very beginning of the story - and comes back to life in the body of Mo Xuanyu. Mo Xuanyu is small malnourished and twinky - he even canonically wears makeup (or at least has it in his possession, I’m getting the various adaptations confused and I can’t remember if in canon Wei Wuxian woke up in Mo Xuanyu’s body already wearing the makeup or if he just finds the tin of makeup in Mo Xuanyu’s possessions). Wei Wuxian’s character is also a bit of a tease, and now he’s alive and unburdened by the past he’s much freer now than he was in the past, couple that with the fact that he’s pretending to be Mo Xuanyu (a character who is rumoured to be gay and also a bit insane) he goes all out in pretending to be a shameless flirt, and it’s honestly hilarious, I love his character. So in a sense he has all the makings of a canon twink and I’m really not here to shame on those who portray him that way while he’s in Mo Xuanyu’s body.

My personal issue is with the same extreme twink portrayal while he’s in his original body. In his original body Wei Wuxian is BUFF. He’s hunky, he’s in the top five most eligible bachelors, he’s *car honks* woof woof bark bark *whistles* puurrrr, he’s one of the most powerful cultivators of his generation, he’s a genius too. He’s hunky. He still has the cheeky shameless character, but when you compare him to the male lead Lan Wangji, they’re about the same size and strength. My favourite type of fan fiction in MDZS is fix it/everybody lives nobody dies/no war/etc etc. Basically stories where Wei Wuxian keeps his original body. The fanon twink portrayal of him being so small and soft and weak while in canon he’s one of the strongest and smartest urks me in ways I can’t explain. It’s not what I want, not what I’m looking for. I love him for who he is in canon and to see his character so distorted by fans of the original work is frustrating. I just want to read about Wei Wuxian as a jock with his equally buff and tall nerd boyfriend.

I want to pause here and say that I have nothing against authors that write him in a twinky way, I respect your work and your characters (and as I said before I’ve reaped the benefits of other fandoms twinky character portrayals numerous times), if I read a fic that I’m not happy with the characterisation I just close the tab and move on so absolutely no hate to anyone who enjoys this character type. I’m just ruminating on the fact that I’ve been seeing it happen more and more often lately to the point where I’ve kind of bounced the fandom and am sticking to other works like Scum Villain that haven’t yet twinkified too much (there will always be one or two stories in every fandom that twinkify and honestly? I respect that. Authors said twink rights ONLY, good for them).

Mo Dao Zu Shi isn’t the only fandom I’ve been in that I’ve negatively reacted to fanon. Another one would be Batman (I love Tim with all my heart and I love him getting treated nicely but damn I sometimes wish people would remember how freaking strong and amazing he is too), 2Ha is another I’ve started to see “twinkified” (although I don’t mind seeing Chu Wanning being soft and taken care of, he is canonically called handsome and masculine and he’s quite tall too), I’ve even seen the canonically “top” character (and that seems so weird to write oml) be twinkified by fandom because they want to see him get bottomed for ~equal rights~ because apparently bottoming is seen as a “woman’s position” to them and they’re trying to be woke by switching the sexual positions up but failing to see how misogynistic and homophobic that take is (imma stop myself here because that a WHOLE ‘nother can or worms to be opened right there).

What I’m trying to say is fanon is a double edged sword and I’ve definitely enjoyed some and hated some. I think it’s important to seperate the two. I do think it’s annoying for fandoms to be flooded with mischaracterisation when you actually do like the original characters and I wish there was some way to seperate fandom into “actual canon fans” and “fans of fanon”, but I don’t have a solution and I’ve definitely contributed to the problem in the past so for that I’m sorry.

I don’t know how to end this long ass rant, I don’t know what the goal was in writing this, but taadaa ~ here’s my exceptionally long take on fanon.

#rant #I don’t know if I should tag the fandoms mentioned in case I wake a sleeping bear #but I’m going to do it anyway in case someone has the tags muted #mdzs #aot fanfiction #AOT #mo dao zu shi #fanon #ao3 #attack on titan #ereri #wei wuxian

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almostsane-things · 7 years ago

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Alrighty, so I was tagged forever ago by @a-for-alternative, @angletic, and @senti-renai for

{11} Questions

1. Answer the questions given to you by the tagger

2. Write 11 questions of your own.

3. Tag 11 people

So since this’ll be long, I’ll put my answers under a cut~

From a-for-alternative

1&2. Do you think you’re a ‘good’ person? Do you think the people around you are 'good’ people?

Yes and Yes. The people around me make mistakes and I certainly have my flaws, but I think in general, we’re all trying our best to be good people and constantly striving to be better.

3&4. Imagine the person you’re most reliant on or most love. Now imagine they are an imposter - they killed and took the identity of person you believed them to be years ago. Do you confront them? Would you want to find the body?

I- okay um, so the person I imagined is my mom, and.. I would confront them and see why they did what they did and how long they’ve been pretending, because if I’ve known them all my life then, all the memories I’ve associated with that identity are still true, if that makes sense. I wouldn’t want to see the body, and if they continue as they had been before, then I guess I’d continue as well.

5&6. If you lost all of your possessions, what would be the first thing you would replace? What thing would you miss most?

I’d immediately replace my phone because I need that to get anywhere as I’m completely dependent on rides from other people. I’d most miss any artwork or wips that I never posted because those took a lot of effort.

7&8. What is one thing you would never wish on your worse enemy? Have you ever experienced it?

Depression and yeps :finger_gun:

9&10. Choose 1 superpower. Why did you choose that?

Teleportation bc I’m lazy and scared of driving.

11. What is one piece of advice you could give that you’ve learned about life?

Do what you want and do it confidently. If you have a tall stride and block out the noise, it won’t matter what other people are thinking and you’ll inspire confidence in others to do what they were scared to do too.

From angletic

1. What’s the funniest/dumbest thing you’ve ever done?

I fell backwards onto the floor in my desk chair in my room and just decided to sleep there.

2. What’s your opinions on “cringey” fandoms? (ie. FNaF, undertale, cuphead, MLP, hetalia, etc.)

I haven’t interacted with them tbh, but I think there’s two types of things people mean when they call something cringey. a) Something childish and underdeveloped, something you’d look back on like I can’t believe I was so embarassing, i.e. rainbow mary sue wolf ocs, welcome to my twisted mind, etc or b) meanspirited exclusionist or generally hateful/ignorant comments that physically pain you to read. A) is a sort of cringe that shouldn’t even be cringe just embrace your middle school woes, but B) is harmful and turns people away from otherwise good content.

3. Do you consider yourself to be an optimist or a pessimist?

Optimist~ Pessimism just makes me sad

4. What youtubers/instagram comedians/other social media people are you subscribed to and actively watch?

Thomas Sanders, Dan and Phil, some music ppl like TraciJHines and Lindsey Stirling

5. What are some red flags you watch out for when making friends?

Just the way they treat/talk about other people

6. What’s the most expensive thing you’ve ever lost/broken/stolen?

I once took my stepmom’s Dooney&Bourke bag (some fancy name brand) to the movies and left it in the seats when I ran to the bathroom. It had my money and phone in it too. I assumed that they would watch it and got in trouble for it later.

7. If anything, what would you change super mario’s catchphrase to?

‘Pizza go’ no reason really

8. Got any secret/hidden talents you want to share? if so, can you tell what they are?

Secret hidden talents? Um.. I’ve been told I’m good at reading aloud, like I was pulled out of class in first grade to read to visitors considering the school.

9. What jokes/phrases have you seen online that you now incorporate into your daily speech?

I got some writing tics from Mystic Messenger like ^^ and ;; and I say ‘mood’ and ‘me’ a lot in real life.

10. If you could change one (1) thing in the world with the click of a button and have no consequences, what would it be? (you can do anything. want your fav fictional character to exist? there they are. being your fav. solve world hunger? bang. there it is. goth gf? there she is, crying in a bathroom stall)

Give everyone in the world a healthy dose of empathy and communication skills. I think we’d solve a lot more problems that way.

11. What’s a movie/picture/quote etc. that never fails to make you laugh? Post the link!

From senti-renai

1. What’s one of your favourite Death Note headcanons (if any)?

L took the alias Ryuzaki from B who took it from A who also named their cat that. Thanks to aseraphfell. 2. Is there anything that confused you in childhood that you only understood as you got older?

I feel like I still am a child, I’ll figure it out later. 3 & 4. What’s your favourite colour…. and why? (I’m curious)

I don’t have one because have you seen colors, they’re good stuff. When people ask I usually just gravitate towards whatever color fits my mood in the moment. The only color I don’t like is a washed out puke green yellow. 5. Do you see yourself as approachable or are you reserved?

Hm, I think I’m approachable online because I get to talk about my interests and be nerds with you all, but offline I’m just awkward unless I’m specifically making an effort to be friendly *cough* retail *cough* 6 & 7. Are there any dreams you’ve had that have stuck with you/are difficult to forget? If so, what about?

My dreams are so fun! Like when I had to free princesses from crystals cerca Kingdom Hearts style, or pretend play as an unassuming manipulative villain with my friends, or escape from an actual villain who had me kidnapped, or rescue my friends from monsters and avoid murderous snowmen with acid snowballs. I’ll often postpone waking up to finish my dream. 8. What’s your favourite video game?

Go to answer is Kingdom Hearts, though I do tend to play Sims more. 9. Dark, milk, or white chocolate?

Mmm let’s go with dark, though I will gladly take any chocolate. 10. What’s the longest time you’ve been in any fandom for?

Hm, does Disney count because I’ve grown up with that my whole life 11. Favourite fanfic?

Noel. The best. If you haven’t read it, it’s a fandom must. Here you go.

But also this. I don’t even really ship BxL but I enjoyed the case and the exploration of B’s relationship with L and with A and the writing itself. I just remember being blown away by this when I read it, and immediately got a new level of respect for @voldy-in-my-turban.

And while we’re at it, here’s a good BxNaomi one shot I just read recently by @jettiebettie. This fandom has some great writers.

Questions

1. What’s a fic/art idea you wish you could just will into existence without having to write it yourself?

2. Favorite mythological creature?

3. If you could see something that others couldn’t, what would you want to see? (Lifespans, a new color, people’s sexuality, the elemental spirits of the world, dead people, etc)

4. What do you do to calm down?

5. Which character do you wish got more love from the fandom?

6. How do you determine what’s real?

7. You’re a detective on a case and you’ve accidentally gotten really attached to the murderer. What do?

8. What do you need right now?

9. How would you describe your ideal aesthetic?

10. What’s a weird/obscure thing that you enjoy?

11. Are you a protagonist?

And I tag @writer-with-caffeine, @eyecicles, @devilsies, @lawlietislaw, @the-real-death-note-victim, @catfishmaster, @o-zma, @synapsi-s, @american-apple-pie, @welcome-to-my-space, @drowning-in-dn-hell

#tagged tag #this was a fun one #sorry for responding so late #y'all had some good questions

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emilykaldwen · 7 months ago

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From my co-sign position on the couch:

I've been in fandom spaces for 25 years now - yes, I was on ff.net when I was a middle school kid writing fic before the 13 and over buttons got implemented (and then easily bypassed). I have always struggled with friendships in real life as a kid/teenager, and found my people in online fandom spaces, from harry potter, to buffy, to supernatural, to doctor who to teen wolf, to game of thrones.

I've always had the handful of mutuals that I've bonded with, and so many of them have gone in and out of my life, as friendships do. Some just natural distance, others inevitably implode as our friendships sometimes do. And in my 20s, as I got a full time job and the income, I made friends that I would visit in person regularly multiple times a year. I had a former friend where we went to Toronto to see The Killers and the Guillermo Del Toro exhibit!

Because those were friendships I made, and had the ability to do so. And I know that can seem like an extreme thing to people who have not had those friendships! But it is possible. But it's not and never a requirement for closeness with people.

When I came back to fandom space in 2022, as someone who is in my mid-30s at this point, I had already gone through the icky tumblr feeling of feeling alone, feeling isolated, of feeling unheard. Because so much time had passed, I was in a better place mentally of 'hey, I'm not someone that needs everyone to be friends with me/follow everyone/etc'. When I came to fandom, I made the very, very conscious decision of not following a lot of people, and keeping a circle small in order to develop solid, deep friendships that were not reliant on one piece of media.

These are the friendships I've made over the past couple years. Some have left, and others are here to stay.

I am incredibly confused why me, a random person on the internet, has sparked such feelings that it's pushed people to go on anon into someone's inbox to lament about me. I do not know this person - I've seen them on the dash but the only reason I'm aware of this is because I was told. And I'm incredibly confused.

I'm here to share my stories, and I'm here to try make some friendships, and I'm incredibly unsure why this has become a lightening rod issue. And it makes me incredibly uncomfortable that people feel the need to comment about my personal relationships when they don't even know me, nor I them or to speak on them. I'm deeply uncomfortable.

I have no idea why people are sending random anons to someone I don't know about Nat and I having an offline friendship as if they'd be some sort of authority on said friendship. I'm not going to apologize for making offline friendships, no one should feel like they have to apologize for this!

I have made quite a few friendships that have gone from fandom spaces to offline IRL friendships, and I'm glad that I have. The thing is, we are all capable of this if it's what we want. It can feel feel awkward making friendships online (especially here on the weird kid reblog site). I get that.

With this recent rash of conversations surrounding the isolating experience of fandom, I think it's important to take stock of how we interact in fandom. If you're hoping to strike up some sort of relationship and you're just reblogging or liking and we're not moots, there's a good chance I'm not going to see that notification (there's a few reasons for this: Tumblr notifs suck and I get a lot of them and will just ignore them sometimes). But if you interact with me in a way that's more personal, like an ask or an anon or a DM or whatever, that's actual effort I can reciprocate and that is how a lot of my off tumblr friendships start.

There's no reason so go bitch to someone who I have no idea who they are about the fact that you're upset a friend I made here and I are having a holiday together. That's weird. Don't be weird. If you want to make friendships of your own, be friendly! Make an conscious effort. If you have an issue with me, my dms are open, and yeah, there's a chance I might tell you to fuck off (if you're being unhinged or mean or whatever), but there's a higher chance I'm gonna listen to you. And if you want to strike up a conversation and interact, again, my dms and ask box are open and I would love to talk to you! I love talking about meta and show choices and show vs book and blah blah blah. But under no circumstance is there any reason to be running to complain about me or a friend of mine in someone else's inbox (especially someone who's existence I didn't know about until today and only found out about because someone told me they were answering asks about me in a thinly veiled way). That makes me less inclined to want to expand my circle on this hellsite.

#why do people care about what I do in my personal life?#and why are people feeling the need to comment about it

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fionatartcenter · 7 years ago

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Instagram - Final

In modern culture, people can connect to one another through many different devices such as phones and laptops. Although we forget, social media is everywhere and for the majority of people, it is what they spend the most of their time on. These social media platforms such as Instagram, Facebook, Tumblr, and Twitter are commonplace and essential to the definition of the 21st century when they were created. Instagram in particular is an excellent example of social media that falls under the context of Postmodernism, Remix Culture, and the Use-and-Create mindset.

In context to Postmodernism, Instagram is a platform used by people all around the world and so it is always active by its users. This concept follows the idea that Instagram creates a confusion over time and space as people are able to forget the distance that separates people online and creates a connection through photos, videos, and live feeds. For example, people who are in the Western hemisphere such as the United States or Canada at night are able to live view videos of people in the Eastern hemisphere such as Korea or Japan during the day. Users of Instagram are also huge in range as many celebrities are active on this platform and so they use these platforms to connect with their fans, creating a sense of familiarity and to lessen the space between them. Instagram is also a platform that has a lot of different content that range from commonplace content such as music videos or magazines, the mass culture, to more high society content such as classical music or the fine arts, both who commonly use Instagram to promote their goods and to share it to a larger audience quickly.

Instagram is also a very open space where people are allowed to post opinions and ideas that differed greatly from the ideals during the Modernism period where people greatly followed and relied on religious belief and reason as the only truth. On Instagram, many people share their interests in the sciences, LGTBQ community, female empowerment and etc. Many of these ideals are also greatly related to and accepted by the new generations as they grow older and expose themselves more to these ideals.

The app itself is also an example of postmodernism and makes use of artificial intelligence. The platform is known to make use of the user information to adjust to different content. The app is programmed to follow and build around information such as tags you use or posts you like and create a feed for you using that information in their explore page. Even in the personalized section of followed users, Instagram makes use of the information of commonly liked posts to show posts you would be most likely to like. Aside from adjusting followed content, Instagram also analyzes the user’s information to control ads and switch algorithms in order for sponsored ads to be seen more frequently by users who could have an interest in the item in the ad. However, Instagram is also using the more controversial method of getting user information from it’s partner site, Facebook.

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In addition, Instagram is also a platform created by remix culture. First is the app is partnered with apps such as Boomerang, an app that uses bursts of photos and stitches them together to create mini videos that go and back and forth. But the app is also known to take inspirations from various other apps such as Snapchat when it added the feature to view and make stories. This addition of Snapchat’s features was heavily done in opposition to Snapchat’s refusal to Facebook’s offer to buy the company for $3 billion. From then the app has suffered greatly in its users as Facebook and it’s apps continue its domination amongst apps.

The content of Instagram also greatly makes use of the remix culture as it is a Use and Create platform. For most users, they are both users of the apps and creators of the app. As Creators, many post images and videos of themselves, events, or just random content. Some creators are fan accounts where they post content based off of cartoons, shows, or even people like fanart or praiseful/appreciation photos. Other accounts make use of the app to post memes or other funny content such as short videos, also known as Vines before the Vine app shut down. Businesses also commonly use Instagram to announce promotions or events to their followers in order to build up an audience and to connect with them. Because of this, many accounts also have a huge following of users who follow them for these content they post. With creators of fandom accounts, users can follow posts based on their interests of shows or characters they favorite. With businesses, users follow them for their promotions or events in order to find deals for themselves. Then there are personal accounts where people want to just photograph and mark down their life and trips and their friends who want to follow them to be caught up with the another. It is difficult to categorize a person into a user or creator as almost all accounts of Instagram both create and use in the app. But each follow remix culture as they make use of inspirations from others for what type of content is posted or how they are commented on.

As Instagram begins to grow more, the type of content that the users and creators encounter will continue to grow and expand. Because this platform is so reliant on user created content, it will continue to develop with the tastes and content desired by the mass culture. And as technology increases, Instagram’s type of content will continue to evolve just as technology like virtual reality or the technology that reacts to facial expressions just as Apple’s Iphone X allows for, which is brought onto Instagram. Instagram is a platform that many people use to connect with one another through photos, videos, and live feeds, whether it is across towns or across the ocean as this app is available to just about anyone who has a phone. Then remix culture will continue to help fuel Instagram where many people use the app to create content based on fandoms or be based off others.

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