#fan art or people praising the game my brain is just like 'EHEHAHhehEE Let Me HEar Your Frustrations.. WHERE are the posts
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icewindandboringhorror · 6 years ago
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#I'm always like.. sitting in a room cackling to myself writing about a concept or drawing a comic or something with#my own characters and I'm just like 'woW this is so funny and great LOL.. I mean.. can you bELIEVE this character?! I bet people hate#them just as much as I do HAHA!!' and then I just stop and am like 'oh yeah... nobody.... knows about this.. '#like my brain makes the assuption of some sort of 'OH BOY I CANT wait to HEAR about this!!!' and it's like.. HEAR ABOUT IT FROM#WHO??? YOU ARE THE ONLY PERSON INVESTED IN THIS ghgHGH#like i do consume a small amount of media (though I still NEVER understand references ghghg) and I guess I just get used to doing#the same thing like.. the second i finish a game or something I generally want to go look at memes about it and see#everyone talk shit about it (which makes me sound like a very negative person lmao lik.. instead of wanting to go find cute#fan art or people praising the game my brain is just like 'EHEHAHhehEE Let Me HEar Your Frustrations.. WHERE are the posts#MAKING FUN OF THE CHARACTERS AND PLOT!! AAA' but I guess just as someone who likes to over-analyze things like..#a very long essay going over why an entire mechanic in the game was silly or why the villian is an idiot or something is more#satisfying to me than 'ooh look floffy cute art~ tee hee' .. like both are fine.. do what you want.. but I mainly just relate to media#though humor and analysis (.. especially.. Humorous Analysis) so the first thing I do is jump to go search to see#if anyone had the same frustrations I did or disliked the same characters or noticed the same annoying thing about it. etc. etc.#SO THEN even with my own stuff  like.. half the time when I'm thinking about it my brain will be like 'OH MY god I gotta go#find criticisms of this character they're so annoying' or 'i can't beleive this historical event happened there could be such good memes mad#e about it lol!!' and then again I ust realize like... NO .. because nobody has any goddamn clue what this is ghgHGH#you have to make your own memes and have your own debates#AND I DO!! lol#but the cycle is still always funny to me like...5 hours into doing pages and pages of Funney Drawings of characters or something#and it's just like.... Yes.. This Is Inherently Unrelated To Anything On The Face Of The Earth And Purely For My Own Solitary Enjoyment..#Keep Scrolling#though I guess I should be used to it by now since I have done this quite LITERALLY my whole life.. Like I made my first characters when I#was 6/7 years old and would run around acting them out lol.. then in 4th/5th grade I met a friend who would actually play characters with me#and so I spent basically ALL of my free tie (soetimes too much) devoted to my fake people. Then even after we stopped being friends :(#I started new stories on my own and etc. so I mean thats like.. OVER 15 years that I've been literally just living in my own world like that#most of the time ghghgh... YET STILL!! it shocks me and I still get these weird ideas like ''oh  I cant WAIT to go see what people have to#say about THIS new development LOL!!'' and it's like.... WHO?!!! who!!!! what lore analysis forum are you going to search#dombass?? HUH?? the one inside your own HEAD?? ghghgh.. and then the whole being unrelatable thing like... ''oh hey did you see the NEW#MOVIE??'' and im just like 'i've been pacing alone rambling to myself abt elf politics in my fake world for 3 days straight.. what movie..'
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