#family sgdgdggd its getting there
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Maybe I should just have a breakdown at work the next time NewLady acts up lmao
Just start screaming in anguish, sobbing, collapse perhaps
I mean it wouldn't solve anything but we'd have different problems so I mean
#or i could get up calmly after and go 'that's how you look when you keep acting petty#gsgdgdgdgdgd#one of these days im gonna be really pissed and say something like 'uh oh somebody call a waambulance! waaah waaah waaah' like from modern#family sgdgdggd its getting there#i keep posting ab this shit bc its really pushing me to my breaking point bc she's triggering my ptsd by starting fights with RC and it's#making my brain go in overdrive like ITS HAPPENING AGAIN!!! STOP IT! MEDIATE! MEDIATE! and im tired of it#thats why im so fucking anxious im sure of it. and i cant like say this to my managers without exposing my mental illness :/#like how else do you explain someone starting fights with your relative triggers a specific part of your brain and makes you wanna kill#yourself like ??? theres no way to put that without getting a special mark in my file so to speak or get me sent to the hospital :///#and i cant go up to her and be like can you fucking behave? you're making me wanna die. you make me wanna drive off a bridge. shut up.#idk what i would do if a coworker told me that SGGDGDGDGD depending on the coworker and how bad i hated them/was mad#i might be like 'okay. do it then i dont care' but i WOULD feel bad if they did so ... yeah 😬#ANYWAYS im gonna go try to sleep and not have a panic attack shdhdhdhd god help me#marquilla
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