#fadlinglights

[fcundaticnsofdecay]

oakley knew that he should open up to someone eventually. the way that he was living probably wasn't what most people would consider healthy. he was so used to hiding the truth that it felt impossible to imagine doing something different. he nodded slowly in agreement," some secrets are worse than others, much worse." he knew that everyone had things that they kept hidden. he just felt like he had more than most. he reached to run his hand through his hair if only to do something with his hands," it can be." he knew that he led a very solitary existence and couldn't even remember the last time he was in such a social setting. of course it was just his luck that the first time he allowed himself to go out that his father would be brought up by name. he cleared his throat and shrugged," i've been running nearly all my life," he confessed," do you, um, do you want to get out of here? go somewhere?"

june  shrugs.  she’d  apologise  for  asking,  but  the  question  is  more  than  sensible  given  the  sudden  surge  of  unease  she’s  just  witnessed.  perhaps  it’d  be  better  for  both  of  them  that  she  keeps  her  distance,  but  she  has  a  feeling  she’d  better  keep  an  eye  on  him.  “we  all  have  our  secrets.”  there  is  no  absolute  transparency  in  this  world.  people  always  hide  parts  of  themselves  from  each  other,  sometimes  even  from  themselves.  some  parts  that  are  too  corrosive  to  be  held,  too  rotten  to  be  seen.  “being  a  hermit  is  a  good  solution  to  most  of  life’s  troubles.”  she  nods  along,  before  releasing  a  breath  of  smoke.  “as  long  as  it’s  something  that  makes  you  feel  better,  there’s  nothing  wrong  with  running  away.”  whether  it’s  from  this  party  or  anything  else.

[ofdamnation]

"so that's it then? you want to give all of this up for what—— a silly little disagreement?"

muse: choi minjun ‘mj’, bartender/paranormal youtuber, 26 open to: m / f / nb plot: give me angst, they're breaking up <3

"i  think  we've  been  going  around  in  circles."