#exposing my secret as a kpop stan sorry everyone

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oh mygod hes like some kind of. supernova.

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Jaemin x (f) reader smut

Warning: Tears, false accusations, Arguing, force, bondage and sexual content ahead

Word count: 1000+

A/N: this was requested on my Wattpad for my NCT smuts and imagines book off there. So if you want to check that out my username is J1$ungPw4rk. Anyway I hope you enjoy this.

Plot: (ACTUAL REQUEST MESSAGE) (Y/N) and Jaemin are dating but he thinks she is cheating on him due to a rumor of her and Felix of stray kids are dating. (She is an Kpop idol as well and their relationship is kept a secret). He gets mad and she gets so upset that she says they might as well break up. Jaemin gets mad and upset and has rough sex with her.

A/N: I do not Stan Stray Kids so if I get Felix’s personality wrong please don’t bash me for it.

I really hope you enjoy this! Sorry if it’s not exactly how you wanted it Carrys

I finished dance practice with my fellow band members. “Okay girls good job today, your comeback “Love Like Chocolate” album will be a hit! You are all dismissed to your dorms” Manager Unnie says to us. We nod and walk to our dorm of the JYP building.

Once we get to the dorm I go to my room that I share with Songji Unnie. I grab some clothes from my dresser and go to the shower.

Time skip to after shower

I get dried off and dressed. I walk out to the living room. “Sungsoo Unnie!” I call out for our oldest member/ leader.

Her head pops out of the kitchen. “Ne (Y/N)-ah?” She asks as another member Eunmin Unnie tackles her to the ground.

“Can I go to the SMTown building to see Jaemin Oppa?” I ask with my puppy dog eyes but the Unnies call them my Maknae eyes.

“Aw (Y/N)-ah is so cute!” Songji Unnie yells as she tries to get Eunmin off of Sungsoo. “Let her go see her Oppa! She hasn’t seen him in almost 2 weeks due to schedules and the scandal that everyone thinks her and Felix are together” Songji says to Sungsoo.

“Ne (Y/N)-ah go ahead. Just remember to wear your mask and hat to keep reporters from knowing it’s you!” Sungwoon yells.

I nod and Bow to my Unnies. “Thank you Unnie I’ll be back before company curfew” I say before running to get my keys, wallet, mask and hat.

Once I have everything I run out the door and to the elevator. Felix was in the elevator.

“Hi (Y/N)-ah! Where are you headed?” Felix asks.

“Oh I’m headed to SM to see Jaemin Oppa” I say.

“Cool! Hey I’m really sorry about the scandal going on about us. I hope Jaemin isn’t getting mad. You know I see you as a dongseng” he apologizes.

I bow. “Thank you Felix. I’m sorry too. I think of you as an Oppa also but not like Jaemin Oppa. Cause Jaemin Oppa is my boyfriend and your just a friend that’s like family and...” I start over explaining myself.

“(Y/N)-ah your doing it again! I understand what you mean” he reassured me.

I bow again. “Sorry about that I need to work in my over explaining” I say and he nods.

The elevator dings and I put my mask and hat on before walking out of the building. “Bye Felix” I say and wave.

Skip to SM Building

I get to the dorm part of SM and I knock on the DREAMIES door. Chenle opens the door and screeches like the dolphin he is.

“JAEMIN HYUNG NOONA IS HERE!!!” He yells and Jaemin pops his head out from the kitchen with a half eaten pack of M&M’s in his hand.

He sees me and grabs my hand dragging me back to his room. He slams the door behind me.

“Oppa what’s wrong?” I ask slightly scared. He glares and points to his bed for me to sit down.

“Do you have any idea how much effort I have put into this relationship (Y/N)?” I nod.

“Yes, why would you think I didn’t. I know you have sacrificed a lot over the past year and a half. I’ve always known” I state.

“Then why are you throwing it all away for Felix? Is he hotter than me? Does he have a better personality? Does he have more money? Your sleeping with him aren’t you is he better in bed than i am?” Jaemin shouts. I flinch because I’m not used to him yelling at me.

“Oppa, the rumors aren’t real. Felix and I are just friends. He’s like a brother. Your my one and only. You know that. I don’t love anyone else!” I shout tears pricking my eyes.

“I don’t believe you. I’ve seen you the way he looks at you. I’m not stupid (Y/N)!” Jaemin shouts.

“Na Jaemin I would never do that to you and especially not with him. He’s not the one I want. The only man I want in my life is you!” I shout.

“Then why are you cheating on me?!” Jaemin yells furiously.

“I’m not!”

“Then how do you explain this?” He shouts holding a picture of Felix and I walking at an awards ceremony for JYP artists.

“Because we were nominated for the same award so we stood by each other!” I shout.

“Sure... you know what (Y/N) this shouldn’t be tolerated”

“Then why don’t we just break up sense you don’t trust me!” I shout tears running down my cheeks. I stand up and walk out to the living room of the dorm.

Jaemin grabs my hand and drags me back to his room again. He slams and locks the door.

“No because I’m going to show you how much better I am than him” Jaemin says in a deep voice.

I’ve never seen this side of Jaemin before and it’s making me drip.

Jaemin pins me to the bed. He sucks on my neck finding my sweet spot quickly. He lifts my hoodie up exposing my flat stomach.

He pulls his lips away and practically rips my hoodie off of my body. He then pulls down my jeans and panties leaving me in only my bra which it soon gone as well.

Jaemin goes down and rubs my clit.

“Hmmm. Wet already? Your enjoying this? Guess I’ll just have to make it a punishment” he grins. He then goes to his drawer and pulls out one of his ties.

“I don’t have any rope in here so this will do” he says tying my hands together and above my head to the head board.

He goes back to my clit and slowly rubs it. I though my head back moaning from the stimulation. He smirks and lowers his head to my pussy. He lays his tongue flat on my pussy giving it a long slow lick.

“Ugh J-Jaemin” I yell out as he continues to lick slowly. He continues to rub my clit as he licks me. He then pulls away and I let out a whine of disappointment.

I look up to see him stripping himself of his clothes. First with his shirt exposing his abs that you could was clothes off of, then to his pants, socks. He is then only left in his boxers. He stares at me intensely as he rubs himself through the material. He then pulls his boxers down and throws them elsewhere letting his hard member hit his stomach.

Jaemin climbs on the bed once more and comes up to my face kissing me roughly. I moan into the kiss. He pulls away and strokes himself lightly before entering my pussy without a warning. I practically scream in pleasure.

He begins thrusting hard and fast. “Ugh Jaemin” I scream out. He speeds up. “Jaemin Oppa I’m gonna cum” I scream and he pulls out. I look at him disappointed.

He smirked at me as he leans closer to my ear and whispered. “You have to learn (Y/N). What is better to learn than by a little fun” he says devilishly.

He then starts to stroke him self moaning my name making me more anxious. I squirm trying to get my hands untied. He sees my struggles and grins. He then puts the tip back in my entrance to tease me. I start moving my hips to get friction but he holds them down making me unable to move.

He then slams in at an incredible pace making me see stars. My head flys back and my back arches in pleasure screaming out his name as he pounds into me. He throws his head back moaning my name.

I feel my muscles contract around his member signaling that I’m about to reach the edge. I feel the knot in my stomach tightening with every powerful thrust he makes.

“Jaemin please I’m about to c..” before I could finish my sentence he slams harder and faster hitting my g-spot perfect sending me into euphoria. My entire body shakes from the sensation. I feel his member twitch inside of me before be pulls out releasing his high onto my stomach and chest.

He then collapses next to me breathing heavily. I look over watching the rise and fall of his well toned chest. He reaches up and unties my hands, then gets up and goes to the bathroom bringing back a damp wash cloth to clean me up.

“I’m sorry” I say.

“For what?” He asks.

“For letting you ever think that I would betray you like that. I honestly didn’t do it. Felix is just a friend from JYP the only relationship I have with him is a friendship and honesty I think he likes Eunmin Unnie” I say.

Jaemin nods, “Your forgiven, and I’m sorry for doubting your loyalty to me. I just got scared when it was all over the media and I was worried that you might end up falling for him and leaving me”.

“Awe Oppa, I would never do that. Your my one and only!” I say giving him a kiss.

“I love you (Y/N)-ah!” Jaemin says smiling into the kiss.

“I love you too Oppa” I smile before we both fall asleep.

[softjiminstan]

you're an oldie which is waaaaay cooler! way too cool for me. like if i could wish for one thing it's to go back in time and discover these (then) hidden gems earlier 😭😭 oh, are u okay now? :( I hope everything is well and both your physical and mental/emotional health are well!

WAIT YOU WENT TO THEIR CONCERT? GIRL SPILLLLL! EVERYTHING! how was it? do they really look more gorgeous irl? like is that even possible? i bet u had a great time! 'for the first time' does that mean you saw them more than once?

DAMN IT IT'S HARD AF! SERENDIPITY & SPRING DAY SHOULD BE THERE TOO I'M CRYING I DEMAND A RECOUNT! ooh yes bts basically introduced me to kpop so i was exposed to other groups. I love super junior, big bang, kard, exo, and seventeen are so cute. gg i love are blackpink, red velvet and exid, recently i started to like twice's likey likey too. your turn.

namjoon is really out here collaborating w/ people like wale, warren g, and now fall out boy! i'm so proud of my boy!! i'm literally just spamming ur ask at this point i'm so sorry you'll have to clean your ask. i'll try to keep it short next time kfglfjlsd. have a good day/evening sweetie. dress warmly!

fjldkfj no i’m so lame!! but also the cool thing is that it really doesn’t matter when you start getting into them, yeah there are some things that are cool bc you get to experience them right as they’re happening but otherwise a lot of stuff can be found online which is cool. they really spoil us by constantly creating and releasing content. thank you sweet cheeks! i’m okay i think i’m just lonely ahaha of all things...also i’m the type to keep things to myself so once in a while things can boil over if that makes sense. awh yeah you’re totally right about that i mean that’s how i found my way into kpop too. 

i’m gonna put the rest of my answer under the cut bc it is kinda long lol i love to talk! 

yea i went to their show in newark. it was definitely a journey to get to the venue but once i got into sound check (finally) the rest of the experience was a lot better. i can honestly say it was the best concert i’ve ever been to. honestly bc of the stage lighting it was hard to clearly see their faces at times but they all looked really good and tall. i’m super short, i’m like 5′1″/5′2″ they were also so cute their ments were good but at the time i couldn’t hear much bc everyone near me was screaming so loud and also i think they were kinda speaking a little softer than usual probably bc they were speaking in english and might not be that comfy with it at the time. noooo that was the first and so far only time. i’m actually starting to seriously plan a trip to korea. my friend went for an exchange program (not bc of kpop or anything she got into when she stayed there) but basically she knows korean really well and knows a lot more about the culture, norms, and places to visit. so i want to go with her and hopefully when we go there’s a bts thing going on and maybe i can get...tickets....maybe lol this is in like 2019 tho so nothing rn

ahahaha that’s like the #1 about me i’m extra when i can be. ahhh yeahhh i totally forgot about sea, i would make that #6 for me. lol they make such good bops it’s so hard to have a definitive list anymore. yeah! i love blackpink too, shinee, f(x), i haven’t listened to twice that much but i do wanna get back into them. 

d u d e  thnks fr th mmrs was my song for most of my tween years lol it’s so weird to see a band i loved growing up and a band i love now collabing. that’s totally okay!! i love these long messages i feel like i can get to know you better through them! thank you i hope you’re having a good day