#exhausted emotionally from constantly working on my artistic endeavours and never having them work out

[maxellminidisc]

I honestly think my work doesnt get much traction anywhere cause I work in 100% traditional art whereas the more popular and honestly more convenient thing is digital (convenient as in efficient, less hassle in terms of commissions, less hassle in making prints, etc.) But its like christ I REALLY do not have the money to go digital and all the money I have goes towards more personal things that are necessary. Like I'm not giving up but sometimes it's so fucking tiring trying and trying and just getting absolutely nothing from it. Plus it feels AWFUL to have had a comission and the person that commissioned me basically ghosted me and never paid me like LOL My work is a fucking flop