#except last year it kinda imploded and sigrid went all passive agressive on me on hiw i wasnt part of the group and i was only here cause of
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ghiblicottage · 7 years ago
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#i need to talk how do you put read mores on phone pkease#the tags will do for now i guess#so here goes basically when i was seven i met this girl lucie and when i arrived in middle school she was one of the only person i knew#so i started hanging out with her and her two friends louise and sigrid#which didnt like me that much at firt and i guess we never were the best of friends but still we were pretty good friends and lucie became#like one of my very best friends over the years. but in high school sigrid started acting out like she was better than us and also#came out as a fucking asshole bigoted person if i dare say so and ive been pretty vocal about it to her when she said ugly ass things#and so yeah we werent on the best of terms obviously but since we were a group of 4 we kept hanging out together a lot and for the last 3yrs#we celebrated the new year together in paris at lucies#except last year it kinda imploded and sigrid went all passive agressive on me on hiw i wasnt part of the group and i was only here cause of#lucie ;; which wasnt wrong and all and honestly coming from her nothing reslly hurt anymore but yeah since then i stopped talking to her#and first thing that kinda hurt is that louise with whom i git along pretty well with never really seemed to care wether i was hurt by the s#ituation and like i feel like i kinda drifted away fron her as well from this point on because of that. on the other hand lucie and i pmuch#grew closer after that since we started hanging out a lot more only the two of us.#now like 3 months ago?? sigrid fucking exploded on outlr fb group chat telling everything she tjougt of us in the most brutal way and while#i was used to it she went so mad on lucie too even tho she had never really dine amyyhing to sigrid and after that they completely stopped#talking. lucie was so hurt because she lost one of her closest oldest friend and like sigrid was so violent and hurtful in her messages#but even if she was hurt lucie still missed tf out of sigrid and a few weeks ago sigrid recintacted lucie to apologize and lucie decided tha#t she would try to forgive her because she misses her too. and here we are today#i said to lucie that if she wanted to spend the new year with sigris i understood completely but i didnt want to come. and last week i learn#that they will indeed soend the new year together and i dont want lucie to feel nad because of me it would be pretty manipulative of me to#stop her from recinciliating with sigrid but it dtill hurts and i feel pretty left out now and i feel like this whole time ive done my best#to be a good friend to lucie and be there for her and defend her from sigrid while still being open minded about#sigris and understanding how it was differemt for lucie and yeah i encouraged her to do what she felt was best for her not for me#and now i kinda feel like nobody ever asked me how i felt in this whole situation#amd i feel fucking left out#so thats it that s my life feel free to ignore bye
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