#except for yhe fact that my feelings are absolutely fucking squashed
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ok this might be a stupid question but like... trauma is basically any event that was too stressful to process at the moment of it happening right.... so..... is it possible to get pstd from like.... going to a certain school for like 6 years????
#im um askjng for a friend....#*mine#nonbnha#a bit of context: i attended to music school for 6 years and it was life wrecking#like the main reason why jm so fucked up is that ive been put under this intense stress i wasnt able to work through#AND i kept myself Fuckjng Trapped in there because of my two friends and like other classmates whom i thought loved me like i loved them#thag was... obviously not the case most of us just pretended we liked each other#and i struggled with literally all my classes (still came out with pretty decent grades so i have ingrained in my mjnd that everything below#5 is horrible)#but as j think of it i always struggled with places like that#like... I Hated Going To Kindergarten#Kinder. Fucking. Garten.#almost evrry day they had food in there I couldn't eat cus i was a picky eater from day 1 thank you very much#like i was happy when i had free days from kindergarten why did anyone think itd be a good idea to send me to a school where you have#Additional Classes That Decide Whether You Actually Pass#and like the reason im askjng is cus people with ptsd are pretty fucking relatable#except for yhe fact that my feelings are absolutely fucking squashed#like my feelings are on the third root level instead of natural numbers ykno#so if i ever had like a panic attack or something super stressful like that im 100% id actuay die from stress#today on arsons mental problems
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