#exam time brings me back to school days where I drowned in self hatred bc of my brain
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Me: My focus sucks so bad atm but the subject isn't too hard for me to understand, just have to be careful not to mix certain things up especially in the microbiological part.
My mum: You have to write everything down to remember it, that's how I passed my final exam which was really hard! I can't focus well either, And I had small kids who wouldn't let me sleep and no medication and I did it anyway!
Me: 🫥 yeah...
#that was after getting my adhd meds from the pharmacy#pretty sure my mom has adhd#or add#but why did she say it like that#i know that she is very sceptic about meds in general and that she wasn't a fan of me starting them#but now she knows how MUCH they help me focus and think and all#she even rushed my father to bring the prescription to the pharmacy yesterday bc I ran out and got so frustrated with my brain#I didn't even complain about how jard studying is for me without it and then she's like#well I could do it without any meds#idk just needed to let this out#she's usually very understanding but sometimes I still wonder if she thinks I'm not trying hard enough#exam time brings me back to school days where I drowned in self hatred bc of my brain#especially when I run out of meds like in the past few days#ok enough venting#time to get back to studying :')#I really need more time T.T#personal#adhd#undiagnosed adhd#mental health#venting
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