#everytime ive opened whatsapp u were online 1 minute before

[stoppressuringme]

met you at the dive bar to go shoot some pool and make fun of the cowboys with the neck tattoos ask you easy questions about work and school i’m trying to be cool about it feeling like an absolute fool about it wishing you were kind enough to be cruel about it telling myself i can always do without it knowing that it probably isn’t true i came prepared for absolution if you’d only ask so i take some offense when you say no regrets i remember it’s impossible to pass your test but i’m trying to forget about it feeling like i’m breaking a sweat about it wishing you would kindly get out of my head about it telling myself one day i’ll forget about it knowing that it probably isn’t true once i took your medication to know what it’s like and now i have to act like i can’t read your mind i ask you how you’re doing and i let you lie but we don’t have to talk about it i can walk you home and practice method acting i’ll pretend being with you doesn’t feel like drowning telling you it’s nice to see how good you’re doing even though we know it isn’t true btw. if you even care