#everything else is a curse. esp the name. god i hate talking abt him because of his NAME

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my all-time ultimate fave character:  raven bellamy and clarke!!! favorite ot3 favorite kids can’t live w/o them. i would like to love them less so my life would be less terrible but alas. i love raven and bellamy so much that it physically pains me. clarke griffin is my kid just… my kid clarke griffin not.. fandom’s clarke (as in.. glorifying/pedestalizing her esp at someone else’s expense or watering her down 4 ships or denying her the beautiful complexity i lov her 4 even if it makes her unlikable sometimes) or for a Time show clarke lmao. season four has done a lot to restore my feelings for her though. i live in a constant state of ‘pls let the girl i love show up tonight.’ s/o also to forever fave lincoln and also monty green i cry i love u bbsa character I didn’t used to like but now do: kane? love him. also listen. sometimes i feel a real Thing about jaha and i didn’t ask for it and i don’t now how to send it back and i wish i could because everyone hates him but here i am. MURPHY!! i’ve always adored harper but my feelings for her have multiplied a billion in s4 which i love. a character I used to like but now don’t:  canon!octavia because 3x10+ but if i pretend that that didn’t happen to the horrible extent that it happened which i usually do we r Good. fuck this show still 4 that bye. a character I’m indifferent about:  jasper? sometimes? +then he has a moment w/ monty a Monty Moment or w/ bell and i have tears. he was good 2 raven mostly last season which i also appreciateda character who deserved better: WELLS!!!! everyone? but especially the love of my life lincoln and lexa i still sob. also everyone. literally everyone. also s/o to miller bellamy’s second i wish u had more and u and bell could interact i love u a ship I’ve never been able to get into: m.emori? like i want to be in it because i love emori and their smiley smiles i just don’t feel it like i wanna feel it. the gross way seemingly 90% of fandom ships b.ellarke romantically? a ship I’ve never been able to get over: all variations of and also just: bellamy/raven/clarke as an ot3 because my kidssss my KIDS my kids i love looove them. not even romantically per se like i just love their dynamics? all of ‘em. i want these three kids 2 save humanity and blow things up and be beautiful 5eva. i love coleaders.  head heart hands is my jam.  that bein said it is a Crime 2 humanity that i have not seen bellamy and raven kiss more than once or talk abt kissing thru a non creepy technological medium. i also sob about clarke/lexa all the Time i just wish they’d.. gotten what they deserved which they sadly did not At All. L.INCTAVIA!!!!!!! SEA!!! MECHANIC!!!!! LET IT RISE LET IT RISEa cute, low-key ship: monty/harper! they cute. monty/miller. also sad miller and bryan broke up what ? kind of nonsense? i miss clarkt.avia w/ all of my heart and they were highkey 4 a time i lov them. i enjoy k.abby a lot. I ALSO REALLY CARED ABOUT ABBY AND HER BEST FRIEND IN THE PILOT TO LIKE NEVER BE MENTIONED AGAIN?? I DONT REMEMBER HER NAME BUT THEY WERE IN LOVE.   bellamy and gina were so :(( i’m so :(((  also raven & gina were totally In Love also an unpopular ship but I still enjoyed it: [lindsey morgan voice] be brave, be b.raven. i don’t… board the ship that is clarke/finn @ all but i cared about what they were to each other i guess? i have feelings about falling for idealized versions of people and tragedy and misery and such. bellamy/gina was super unpopular too i guess curse the majority of the diehard broke population and they were sweet and deserved better and i loved ‘em. a ship that was totally wrong and never should have happened: raven/w.ick lmaomy favorite storyline/moment: season one will forever hold a special place in my heart even tho i did really love so much of season 2 as well. all the delinquent moments. raven reyes, a moment, a legend. all the blake moments pre season 3 exploding on itself. indra & octavia. every time bob and lindsey got to share my screen. bellamy and clarke supporting each other and bein the bellamy and clarke i love. every luna scene ever.  every anya scene ever. every bellamy blake smile ever. sometimes i think abt that time clarke griffin vehemently insisted that she could be fun w/ the grumpiest expression ever on her face and cry.a storyline that never should have been written: BRING!! BACK!!! WELLS!!!!! BRING HIM BACK!! …season three? as a whole? i love clarke & lexa w/ all my heart but god i wish literally everything post season 2 w/ them had been written better so.. s3. bring back lincoln. bring back lexa. bring back sinclair i sob. also monty green should have been on the list what the FUckmy first thoughts on this show: i love u i love u i love u i love umy thoughts now:  [ gnash voice ] i hate u…. i love u… i hate that i love u….