#everyone in bsd has touch issues i mean. have you met them

[bnesszai]

once all is said and done and Akutagawa is somehow alive, do you think he'll have chronic pain in his neck/throat

[akutasoda]

This request is being sent very fast after the last one so don’t worry about getting it done right away or anything it’s just so i don’t end up forgetting what i wanted to request 😭

So how about ranpo (so sorry) dazai and sigma with a crush or s/o who is hot all the time even in winter and radiates so much heat it’s like a living furnace and is the type to wear a tanktop or shorts in winter with no coat and has issues cuddling because they just overheat (doesn’t mean they’ll stop but still) 💀(my reasoning for me especially in like the bsd universe would be like a more fire or heat based ability like nezuko from demon slayers exploding blood and fire ability also you do not have to add this i just felt like sharing)

At this point i think I’ll be known more as the ranpo lover anon then the vampire emoji anon.

-🧛

fire in my heart

synopsis - your love for them burns bright! or maybe your just unnaturally warm

includes - dazai, ranpo, sigma

warnings - gn!reader, fluff, potential slight crack, reader is hinted to wear shorts and tank tops, wc - 685

osamu dazai ★↷

↪ the first time he had noticed truly how warm you were to the touch was before you started dating.

↪he had simply passed him some paperwork and as he went to grab it brushed your hand with his own by accident and was slightly taken aback by how warm you were. he totally went overdramatic and pretend like you burnt him alive.

↪he wasn't that surprised, just overdramatic as everyone in the agency was aware of your ability and its effect on your body. your desk actually had to be moved next to the window to try and help cool you down.

↪but the issue allinged with the fact that yes, dazai could nullify your ability but your overly warm body temperature was natural and your ability only made it worse and therefore couldn't be nullified

↪but when you started dating, during the winter dazai would cling to you like a koala. you were just so warm it was perfect for the cold weather! he still thought it was a bit extreme that you still wore short sleeved tops/ tank tops with shorts.

↪again in the winter cuddling with you was the perfect thing. but summer however was a different story.

↪in summer it was harder for you two to show affection seeing as you were constantly overheated. but that wouldn't stop you from pressing yourself against your boyfriend and him feigning that he was going to die of heat exhaustion.

↪lets just say if you sleep on the same futon during summer blankets are discarded as dazai also wants to just hug you without overheating himself or you.

ranpo edogawa ★↷

↪i think ranpo would find out in a similar way to dazai or he would just know about it. either way he wouldn't care about it that much until you two strated dating. but just because he findd it slightly inconvenient, it's a part of you so he loves it regardless.

↪for ranpo these effects of your ability were absolute hell for him. ranpo loved to cuddle you and especially cling to you but how could he do that comfortably when you were so warm all the time.

↪it was fine during winter, if anything it only meant he clung to you more for warmth, nothing else totally not because he loved you dearly. you were his personal heater and it's great! he also never got why you had to wear summer clothes, in the middle of winter. was it that bad for you?

↪but during summer was a different story. you both wanted to cuddle or just be near but while it was worth it in the moment, ranpo would have to cool down after which only made you laugh.

↪he tried to combat this by buying you fans in summer but that didn't really help at all.

↪but to him he doesn't really care that much because hes not going to let your stupid ability get in the way of his cuddles and neither are you.

sigma ★↷

↪sigma didn't realky understand much outside of what he had to. but when he met you he was extremely confused. like why were you just radiating heat constantly? was that normal?

↪you did eventually have to explain that it was an extension of your ability and it was normal... for you. but when you two actually got together, ge realised it might be a bit more inconvenient.

↪in summer you had gotten used to getting overly warm when cuddling, but sigma however was surprised at how warm you actually were. he insisted you two didn't have to if you didn't want to but you just shrugged him off and said you loved him too much to leabe him alone.

↪but in winter you hugging him was a more pleasant experience. but he was originally concerned when you showed up in a tank top and a pair of shorts but you assured him it was fine. it was like having a personal heater.

↪but again your ability was apart of you and he loved you dearly, so he loved your ability for what it was.

[lady-une]

BSD Ch12

Two updates so close to one another. This chapter was already written and I have been working my way up to it. The next chapter is the half way point of the story. Things are going to get worse before they get better. As always show some love, leave me some feedback, and share. Let me meet some more people who don't really know about me yet.

He thought their love was eternal, that nothing would be able to break them apart. He put his trust and faith in the man he loved with all his heart. The one man he thought would never hurt him, did it in the most horrific way possible. How will he move on, having to see the man who broke his heart day in and day out. Having to see him smile and look at another the way he once did him. If had known this was his destiny all along, he would never had started on this path to begin with.

Word count: 3015

Theme: Angst

Rating: Mature, SMUT, Drinking

Pairing: Kwon Jiyong x Seungri

Master List

Chapter 1

Leaving the stage Seungri brushed back his hair that was dripping with sweat. He was surprised to see how the fans reacted to Mino and him performing a song that typically was performed by Jiyong. Seungri walked back stage to where the clothing rack was, rounding the corner Seungri was met with a very angry Jiyong. Jiyong moved so fast and pushed Seungri back up against the wall encasing him between both his arms that were firmly planted on the wall.

“What was that?” Jiyong spat out.

“A performance hyung. Youngbae wanted some rest and the fans enjoyed it.”

“So it’s ok now for you to be performing a song that has so much meaning behind it.”

“It’s a song Jiyong, it wasn’t like I was out there singing crooked with him.”

“That was the song we performed at Motte. It has meaning.”

“Maybe if we were still together but not any longer. It lost all meaning when you left me.”

“It doesn’t matter? It will always matter. You can deny it all you want but you will perform a song or hear a lyrics and it will be me in your mind.”

“Hyung please just stop.”

Seungri planted both his hands on Jiyong and gave him a push, not too hard of one because he didn’t want the man to fall back and injure himself. Just enough to make space for him to escape.

Back on stage all the members were moving around on stage singing their parts of BaeBae. Jiyong was still sitting in his chair watching Seungri out of the corner of his eye. He wanted to change things right this moment but knew it would take time. He had to be rational about this and go about it in a certain way. Yet all thought left his mind when he saw Seungri bouncing his way towards him to go to his next spot. Thinking on the moment Jiyong shot up grabbing him and pulling him down into his lap.

Seungri was surprised and did his best to not let it show. Everyone was watching, and he couldn’t let the awkwardness show. Had this been like past concerts when the nyogntory parts were so called fanservice but in reality, it was brief moments for the two to sneak kisses and touches, then this would have been fine. But it wasn’t. Unable to do anything but sing his part Seungri moved to sit comfortably on Jiyong’s lap and performed.

Jiyong smiled as he watched Seungri get comfortable in his lap. He had missed this interaction so much. He was a damn fool and needed to change things. Looking out into the crowd he heard them cheering like crazy at their nyogntory performance. The smile on his face faded and jealousy built up inside when Jiyong spotted a “MiRi” shipping sign. Jealous morphed into anger at the lack of nyogntory signs, they use to be littered throughout the crowd but now there wasn’t a single one. Just as Seungri’s part was coming to a close Jiyong lifted his scarf and blocked the view of everyone. Seungri whispered “what the fuck” right before Jiyong moved in and captured Seungri’s lips with his own. For a brief moment Jiyong felt Seungri melt into the kiss before he regained his senses and stood up from his spot.

At the end of the concert staff members along with other members of the group were doing their very best to hold back and very raging Seunghyun. Seunghyun was throwing explicit words and promising to choke the life out of Jiyong for doing such a thing. Jiyong just laughed.

“Ri is mine. Always has been and always will be! That boy!” Jiyong spat pointing at Mino who was standing with Seungri. “He can dress like me, look like me, and act like me but he won’t ever be me! He won’t ever take my place in the maknae’s life and you are all fools to believe otherwise!”

Seungri could feel the tears starting to form in his eyes and before they could fall he felt Mino grab onto his hand dragging him away. When they were safely tucked away in Mino’s dressing area Seungri sat down on the chair with his head in his hands.

“I am so sorry, Jiyong was very much out of place.”

“It’s fine. He only spoke what was in his heart. That man still very much loves you. Deep down inside I knew I might never replace Jiyong hyung in your heart….but I at least wanted to try.”

Seungri lifted his head from his hand to look up at Mino. Life was unfair. Here he was with a man who just wanted a chance and yet Seungri could only think of how it felt to have Jiyong’s lips on his lips for the first time in such a long time. Guilt flooded his senses when he thought about Jiyong’s girlfriend. Things were never going to change. Jiyong would always be the possessive man that he has been.

Seungri sat in the black leather chair opposite the man who was responsible for his career. The man that gave him the chance he needed to do great things. The man who made everything good that has happened possible for him. If it wasn’t for this man, he would be like every other man in the world working himself to the bone in a dead-end job to try and provide for his family.

Seungri sat with his hands in his lap, his palms were sweaty, and his stomach was in knots. He hadn’t been this nervous in such a long time. Yang Hyunsuk sat across from him with his leg crossed over the other, he waited for the young man to stabilize his thoughts. He knew things had been tense within the band since Seungri had returned. He wasn’t a fool, he knew that this was due to Jiyong breaking the boy’s heart. He didn’t like the idea of internal dating within his bands, but he would rather be supportive and allow them to come to him with issues. Then be against it and run into problems with the couple slipping up and having a bigger scandal on his hands.

Seungri couldn’t take it anymore, just like a band aid he knew it had to just be done quickly.

“I want to quit the band.” He said quietly looking down at his hands where they were balled into fists.

“Could you repeat yourself, I don’t think I heard you clearly.”

Seungri looked up and repeated himself clearly with more strength in his words, “I want to quit. I don’t want to be part of Bigbang any longer.”

“I see, this is because of Jiyong correct?”

“Yes, I have tried to put this behind myself and move on, but I just can’t.”

“You do realize that you are still under contract and the fee is rather large to break it. Plus, what about the others? Are they not like family to you? How do you think they would feel?”

“They won’t like it, but I feel they would support me.”

“What about YGX?”

“I still want to continue on, but I just can’t be in the same band as him. I need to be away.”

“And the tour that you are doing?”

“I will finish that, but after I would like to announce my departure. I still want to work within YG and continue on but just not as a member of Bigbang.”

“I see, well this is rather surprising and a lot to take in. Will you allow me time to think things over and to find a way to make sure there won’t be any problems and our next steps.”

“Thank you for understanding.”

“You know I am always here for you, I was hard on you to begin with because I saw potential in you. You have grown so much since that scrawny boy who walked into the company. You still have so much in store for you and I don’t want you to throw that away over a broken heart. So go back to the studio and please stay out of trouble. Remember I know everything that is going on.”

Seungri stood and bowed before exiting the office. He wasn’t needed in the studio and decided to just head home for the day, maybe working on some ideas for Aori would help keep his mind off of things. Pulling his phone out he sent a quick text to Seunghyun and letting him know he was heading home.

As Seungri was heading towards the parking lot a very angry Mino was storming off in the other direction towards the studio that held the other members of Bigbang. Mino was heading to Yang Hyunsuk office in hopes to pitching a new concept idea but when he reached the office he didn’t see the secretary anywhere in sight. So he walked up to the office door and was about to knock when he heard Seungri’s voice on the other side. He knew he shouldn’t be listening, but he couldn’t help himself. He had heard everything, he hated the way Jiyong was making Seungri suffer. He saw a side that Seungri had hidden from the others, he put on a brave smile in front of everyone, but it was Mino who he felt comfortable enough around where he would let all the pain show. Mino clenched his hands into fist and turned on his heel, all he could see was red as he all but ran towards the studio. This was all his fault! All the suffering and now Seungri leaving was all his fault. If he wasn’t going to be responsible for his feelings to the very end, then he shouldn’t have even started things. He was the leader and should have known better.

Mino pushed the door open so hard that he startled the members as they sat around listening to Jiyong record his lyrics. Mino just glared at the man behind the glass window. Unable to stop himself in his rage Mino walked quickly to the door and threw it open not caring that Jiyong was in the middle of recording. Jiyong stopped what he was saying and looked at Mino with an annoyed expression. Before he could even open his mouth to ask him what he was doing Mino reached him and had thrown a punch landing right on the side of Jiyong’s face.

Jiyong stumbled backwards causing the stand he had his pages on to fall over. With one hand out he was able to brace himself against the wall stunned at what the younger man had just done. Again, before he could do anything Mino was on top of him throwing more punches. Jiyong covered his face to protect himself from the onslaught of blows until the other members had finally got in there to drag Mino out.

Daesung and Seunghyun held a struggling Mino down in a chair. Mino was like a wild animal doing all he could to get to his prey. Jiyong needed to pay for what he had done.

Youngbae was helping Jiyong out of the recording booth and to the couch. Jiyong was cupping his chin as he sent glares towards Mino. When he was finally sitting down, he turned his attention the raging man.

“What the hell do you think you are doing!” Jiyong shouted.

Normally the tone in his voice made Mino shrink back but not any longer. Mino stopped struggling and sat up in his chair.

“You deserve that and so much more! It’s your fault! If you had just kept your dick in your pants none of this would have happened!”

Daesung grabbed Mino’s shoulder roughly, “Watch your tongue Mino.”

“Why? It’s his fault Seungri is leaving!”

Everyone looked at him with their eyes wide, they had to have heard him wrong.

“What did you say?” Youngbae asked as he sat down next to Jiyong.

“I wasn’t supposed to hear but he just told Hyunsuk that he wants out, he doesn’t want to be a member of Bigbang any longer! It’s all because of that idiot!” Mino seethed point his sharp finger at Jiyong.

“You son of a bitch!”

Daesung let go of Mino and went to grab the now angry elder who was moving towards Jiyong. Daesung jumped in front of Seunghyun and threw his arms around the eldest keeping his long arms from reaching out and strangling their leader to death. Seunghyun wasn’t a violent man nor did he raise his voice often. He was a gentle person but Jiyong had hurt the panda enough and they had finally just gotten him to calm down enough after the night before. But now…now he wanted blood.

“Hyung please stop, I can overpower you if you don’t stop but I don’t want to hurt you.” Daesung tried to reason with the angered Seunghyun. It must have worked because he stopped advancing towards Jiyong and moved back to stand next to Mino.

No one spoke, they were all waiting for Jiyong to say something. He hadn’t moved at all but had a blank face not letting any of his emotions show. When he finally did it took both Youngbae and Daesung to hold back the angry duo.

“Is he a child still? Running away from his emotions. He can try and run but I and them won’t ever go away. But if he wants to be a cry baby and leave then so be it.”

Jiyong stood from his chair and went to pick up the recording booth.

Mino got up and shook off Youngbae before yelling out so Jiyong could hear, “You will regret this! You were never good enough for him anyways.” Then stormed off out of the studio.

Daesung was still holding Seunghyun back and could feel his heartbeat racing in his chest. “Please hyung don’t do anything.”

“He deserves to get a beating. Our maknae wants to leave because of him!”

“All we can do is go talk to Seungri, hitting Jiyong won’t fix anything. We have to concentrate on the tour.”

Seunghyun looked down at Daesung and saw his pleading eyes. He knew he was right and let out a huff. This would have to wait, there should still be a chance to change the maknae’s mind. Seunghyun couldn’t be around Jiyong and stormed out of the studio with Daesung trailing behind him.

Youngbae was the only one left there with Jiyong who was done getting things set up. He walked over to his best friend, he had always supported Jiyong in anything he wanted to do. But he just couldn’t understand how Jiyong was being so indifferent to the news of Seungri wanting out.

“Ji?” He called our carefully.

“Are we all set to go again?”

“Is that all you can think of right now? Our group is falling apart. I warned you about this didn’t I? I told you to think about your actions. I told you that you would be the reason the band fell apart.”

“So what if he wants out, he is acting like a spoiled child.” Jiyong knew he was saying all the wrong things but he couldn’t stop the words from slipping past his lips.

“And why do you think that is?”

“He is a grown man.”

“I think he has been handling things as best as he possibly could given the circumstances. He does his best to put on a brave face in front of everyone and never lets the fans see him frown. If I was him, I wouldn’t be able to put up with that Nyongtory fan service you are so adamant on continuing. Hell, the guy doesn’t even say a damn thing when you talk about her or bring her around. The man is living in hell watching the person he loves flaunt the person he cheated on him with in front of his eyes! I don’t know many people who would be able to handle it the way he has. Add on last night’s little display and I would have broken down too.”

“Things change.”

“Clearly.” Youngbae responded letting his annoyance come through in his voice.

“So are we working on this or not?”

“Not today, I’m heading out. I hope you are happy with your choice Jiyong.”

Youngbae turned on his heels and grabbed his stuff before walking out the door leaving Jiyong alone in the studio. Jiyong was frustrated. He wanted to change things and win Seungri back but his anger clouded his mind that Seungri would want to leave. Plus that Mino had been the first one to hear about it.

Jiyong’s phone rang on the table and he picked it up, it was Hyunsuk sending a text asking to meet with him later. Jiyong yelled out as he threw his phone against the wall making a loud cracking sound before it landed on the ground with a thud.

Now alone with his thought Jiyong fought against his emotions but succumbed to them. Falling to the floor he threw his hands in his raven hair and pulled on the ends as the tears started to form in his eyes. How had things gotten to this point. Everything was falling apart and he didn’t know how to fix it. The one person he had loved he had finally broken him. Some idiot part of himself had thought he would be able to have everything. A music career, a family, and having the man he still had love for in his life. He wanted it all but now realized it was never going to happen. Before he even had the chance to fix things and put things back on the right path everything blew up in his face. Watching the maknae dance around on the stage with a smile on his face always brought him back to the old days. He couldn’t help himself last night, he knew it was wrong but didn’t stop himself. Crying into his hands Jiyong wasn’t sure how to make things better.

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