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âif your chronic lifelong anxiety disorder causes you to have severe, painful heart palpitations, chest pains, a racing heartbeat, shortness of breath, full body dripping cold sweats, and full body trembling, to the point where strangers get concerned and ask if you need a doctor, multiple times a day, every dayâ how do you know if, one day, you actually have some sort of cardiac event?â
hey good question! hereâs the cool thing: i donât! :)
#everybody in the same boat put your hands uppp#iâm honestly not concerned like this has been since i was 4 years old#itâs genetic and no one in my family has dropped dead of a heart attack at any age that you wouldnât expect them to#if i drop dead one day at like 74 iâll be like okay. not that even that bad a way to die.#the hard part is just continuing daily activities when you have these symptoms half the day#i shouldnt have to work like this but i have no choice rip#.
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Hiii my bbs, I hope you are well. Get ready for a longgg post.
Some opening thoughts:
Brigid and I will be buying new chains for our boys. Esp for Quinner because he doesnât have one and I want to start seeing this đ„” look. Kesh care to join us?
- a baby that looks like Jamie and has his cute freckles. Brigid knows what Iâm taking about.
Also brigid would like like Jamieâs beanie vv much so now we both are in that club because I have quinners and Brigid has Jamieâs.
- Mykonos is gorgeous. That is that.
- I am loving Brigid tracing Jamieâs freckles while he sleepsđ„ș and I find it adorable that Brigid can only sleep with Jamie :)this would so be insta worthy photos.
- hehe yes to getting beeped by machines!! Okkk Iâm glad, so Lexi is busy with Quinner means that we are just getting coffeeee. We arenât like you and Jamie who make out in arenas.
- hehe Jamie would just be glaring at cozzy when he sits down, and cozzy becomes slightly terrified so he gives up the seat but still wants $50 because he wants to buy himself something on the flight. He goes to sit w his sleeping buddy devon. Kesh and Kirby are just to cool to deal with our crazy shit in the morning.
-no sore neck for Dylan. Thank you brigid. Yes to all of these soft moments. Playing with each otherâs hair, the freckle tracing and the slightly heated make out that you would be having while Dylan is sleeping because I donât think he could handle that lol. Another thought jamie just helping you fidget less because you keep hitting the back of Bowenâs seat and heâs sleeping.
- Kesh and Kirby are like the star couple, they are just perfect with each other. I understand why you wouldnât want to know us esp when quinton Braden and Peyton start to throw snacks over the seats.
-honestly if I had that much coffee I would probably throw up, but kudos to Quinner for passing out after consuming all of that. I want freckles kisses but also I would play with jacks rope bracelets and w his hair đ„ș. You would probably get really annoyed because of my leg tapping so Quinner also needs to calm that down as well.
- me slapping Ryan to wake up is just vv funny to me. Yess to them admiring our hair . Whenever I travel to warm places my skin always clears uppp so itâs nice.
-yay we are all sharing rooms w our bbs. hey hey
hey Iâm not that dirty minded but like how can you resist? I donât wanna hear to much from the two of you I mean it đ. Omg I just had an idea imagine everybody just running into each otherâs rooms and chasing each other. I hope we donât walk in on you two lol. And we all settle in one room and have a slumber party lol. Face masks w the boys âIâm sorry why is it greenâ âcalm down, itâs a cucumber face mask itâll hydrate your skinâ and then when they take them off the boys are glowing heheh.
- ok so Iâve bought an entire new wardrobe for this trip lol l. Ooo shopping would be vv fun. In this reality we have money hehe. Jamie carrying you into the water is đ€ and I love it. Me and Quinner still need to be chaotic so we push each other into waves and then Brigid and jamie join. Meanwhile Kesh and Kirby are just chilling. Yesss with the hair slicked back and just wrapping your legs around their waists and maybeeeee kissing.
-finally me and Brigid are on the same team. Like Ryan you hit me in the face brigid will hit you 2x harder. Yess to all of us having moments on the beach at night.
- apparently we had some eventful nightsđ ehich I love even some of the boys because they want to have summer flings so no early morning for us. I love hotel breakfast as well esp if they have a buffet because you can eat as much as you want.
- cliff diving: ofc Brigid and Dylan go first because they are literally not scared of anything. aww you grabbing Jamieâs hand while heâs terrified. While thatâs happening me and Ryan are hyping each other up, we slap each other on the backs etc. And we start to run and I get Quinner to come even if heâs terrified. Iâd probably yell âletâs fucking gooooâ Brigid Iâm making you the person that yells Marco the entire time lol cuz you are the swimmer of the group. Hehe us blaming Kesh and Kirby because they couldnât figure out how to get out of the water. just a thought, wouldnât it be better if you stay with the boys just in case they have trouble swimming and you can help them. And maybe I can go with Dylan and bond with him a bit. Any way works tho :). Hehe once everybody gets to the beach we are just crawling because we are tired from swimming and we just sleep on the beach lol.
- Iâm good with dong half and half- snorkelling and scuba. Awww you holding Jamieâs hand and pulling him along. Same with me and Quinner and kesh and Kirby. I was terrified lol . Oo thatâs so cool that you got to swim with turtles. Thatâs great for 8 year old Brigid:)).
Ooo a catamaran is so fun as well. Anyways dylan is just talented at everything. So he plays guitar and maybe he can help me reawaken my guitar skills. So I just watch him lol. Finally somebody who doesnât make fun of me listening to the mamma Mia sound track. I love it sm and it just gives off the biggest Greece vibes. Aww and all of us just singing softly. And then just cuddling with the boys in the sun and me taking a bunch of photos! Aloe Vera it isđđ.
Side story: so brigid you are playing music on the speakers while we are on the boat and Jamie goes to change the song and sees that there is an adorable photo of you and him as your wallpaper and he asks âyou have me as your lock screenâ and you blush and say yes and he gives you the biggest kiss and then the rest of the boys are like awwww and all compare lock screens. And then Quinner looks at mine and smiles same w Kirby.
Yayyy us dressing cute all of hair is in natural waves/curls and getting dinner at a cute restaurant. and then exploring the nightlife in Mykonos. Ooo the drinks are a plus to us being chaotic at night. Like we would laugh so much at night. Awww kisses under the moon and then backkkk to the hotel for spicy evening pt 2
Side note: so imagine we already had dinner and we just start exploring Mykonos and we come across a live band playing outside and Jamie sees people dancing and then asks you to dance:) and you ofc agree and you just have the most intimate slow dance đ„ș and you just stare into his eyes and then tuck your face into his neck. Kirby also sees and asks kesh to dance and they are just admiring each other. And then Quinner sees me pouting and crying over you two and asks me to dance as well and we also slow dance. The rest of boys also find some ladies to dance with.
Next day: we decide to explore Mykonos like going to see the ruins and historical sights. So we all set off in the morning. Since Greece has a lot of alleys and stairs everyone some of us ( me and Ryan I fall down the stairs sm ) accidentally fall down the stairs âoh for fucks sake why do I always have to fallâ âwhat about me Lexi?â â youâre a hockey player you fall all the time anywayâ so we just bicker and you guys laugh and Quinner helps me up. âHey Brigid we heard you and Jamie last nightâ âshut up Cole we saw that girl sneak out of your room lolâ so everyone is just chirping each other the entire time. We get to the historic sights and we are all in awe and take a bunch of photos. Then we go get lunch and just chill. After that we all return to the hotel in the evening and we all get dinner. All in all I am loving this trip. Itâs just so great.
Also I realized that pro tennis players go there during off season and so if I see one of them I will totally ask for a photo and go play tennis with them one afternoon. âOmg guys Serena William is hereeeeâ and I just run off lol.
- another part might be happening but I might start with our Europe tripppppppp.
Ly thank you for reading! I hope you enjoy đ„ș.
omgggg all of this is fucking amazing!! i love all of it, and ofc you guys lexi and keshđ anyways longggg post ahead
ok so first some random thoughts
ok so first of all new chains for the boyssss. quinner needs to start wearing one for lexi asap, and kesh and i are getting new ones for kirby and jamie. tbh theyâre just as much gifts for us as for them lol
omg yessss i want a bb jamie. and his freckles đ„șđ„ș iâm sorry this child is going to be so pale tho
hehe all of us out here stealing beanies. jamieâs beanie just looks so soft and i want to wear and then i can play with his hair better when heâs not wearing it too lol. and ofc lexi gets credit for starting this trend with quinnerÂ
ok moving on to the flight lol
pleaseee i just want to trace jamieâs freckles and play with his hair while he sleeps. and us only being able to sleep with each other đ„°đ„ș hehe please someone take pics for us
lmaooo yes lexi is busy GETTING COFFEE with quinner. and no need to bring jamie and i into this lexi, please and thank you
hehe cozzy making jamie give him $50 to switch seats so he can buy food on the flight. itâs ok cozzy isnât really mad bc he can sleep better by devon anyways, he doesnât have to deal with dyl and iâs crazy shit. lmaooo love kesh and kirby ignoring us
lol youâre welcome dyl for keeping you comfy, you better be getting me food to pay me back later. and then me and jamie just being soft đ„șđ„ș tracing freckles and playing with each others hair. awww just peppering each others faces with kisses and then it somehow turns into a makeout. good thing dyl is asleep so he doesnât slap one of us lmao. omg yessss jamie holding my hand or putting a hand on my leg so iâll stop fidgeting the whole time so bo can sleep lol
awww yes kesh and kirby are adorable together, we love that for them. haha honestly same, i can see why they donât wanna sit by us
 hehe quinner just has insanely high coffee tolerance, so heâs passed out on the plane lmao. but that gives lexi the perfect opportunity to play with his hair and rope bracelet. hehe he might pretend to still be asleep for a while after he wakes up bc it feels good. and then once he wakes up he kisses your freckles and he just puts a hand on your leg so youâll stop kicking my chair (ty quinner)
lmaoooo i want to see you slapping ryan awake. and then us looking cute with our curly/wavy hair and our clear skin
ok so first day in greece
all of us get to share rooms with our bbs:) also i said we would try to keep quiet, i donât know what more you want from jamie and i. i donât think you and quinner are exactly silent either at night lmao. omg yesss running into each otherâs rooms playing hotel tag! hehe i advise if you see a singular piece of clothing on our floor then you leave, bc i keep my room freakishly neat. but anywayssss i would dominate hotel tag, i love that game and i have a lot of practice lol
omg yes slumber party!! we can watch movies and stuff together and make the guys do face masks lmao. âwhy is it greenâ âwait mineâs greyâ âi donât want this shit on my skinâ âguys just put them on, itâll be good for youâ omg yessss when we take them off theyâre just glowing, love that for them
hehe all of us girls going shopping together to get cute new clothes bc guess what? we have moneyyyyy. and all the guys are just like where did they go
hehe yes jamie carrying me and then quinner and lexi pushing each other in behind us lol. but then ofc jamie and i join bc weâre (read: iâm) overly competitive. and kesh and kirby just chilling on the beach lol. and then i loveeee moments in the water, just like the slicked back hair and wrapping legs around waists and definitely maybe kissing
hehe yes lexi and i are the dream team. ryan i will beat you tf up if i have to lol. awww and cute moments on the beach at night đ„°
next dayyyy
hehe late breakfast bc we had eventful nights and donât wanna get up early. and then iâm eating sm at the buffet lol and the guys are just like how? bc iâm just a very hungry person in general lol
hehe ok cliff diving: obvi me and dyl first bc weâre the daredevils, but i also pull jamie with us bc i donât want to leave my bb behind. and then you and ryan hype each other up and you guys come next but then you pull quinner with you too, bc you donât want to leave him behind. hehe iâm not being marco the whole time sorry, whoever gets tagged becomes marco. hehe and then once weâre ready to get out we blame kesh and kirby that we donât know how lol âwow thanks mom and dad, how helpfulâ jk we still love you kesh!! honestly iâm down to either, stay with the guys in the water or climb up, i did do rock climbing for a couple years tho so idk if that makes a difference. but then also they probably need help swimming and you want to bond with dyl, so honestly up to you:)Â
snorkeling and scuba diving - all of us holding hands with our bfs and swimming with themđ„ș hehe yes little brigid was really just living a wild life lol. anywaysss then weâre back on the catamaran and dylâs just playing music and then we give lexi a turn and sheâs surprisingly good for having not played in so long. and then singing mama mia is so fun! and just hanging out on the boat in general and having fun and cuddling with our boys. and then ofc we have to use aloe vera lol
hehe yess i have aux on the boat, but at some point i just ask jamie to go change the song and he knows my password, but i forgot he doesnât know i changed my wallpaper. so then heâs sees the pic of us cuddling together in the airport and heâs just like âiâm your wallpaperâ and i just blush and go âwell, yeahâ and he just comes over and hugs me and gives me a kiss. so then everyoneâs comparing wallpapers lol, and so quinner and kirby are vv happy when they see lexi and keshâs
yesss all of us looking cute and exploring mykonos nightlife. haha everyoneâs at least a little tipsy bc itâs super easy to get drinks there. hehe all of us super loud and laughing and stuff, love that. and then moonlight kissesđ„°Â
awww yes, weâre exploring and we see a live band so jamie asks me to dance. and i blush but ofc i say yes, so weâre just having the softest most intimate slow danceđ„ș staring into each otherâs eyes at first, but then i tuck my face into his chest bc i get nervous with eye contact. and then ofc kirby has to ask kesh bc theyâre #couplegoals and theyâre just admiring each other while they dance. and quinner isnât the best with social cues so he doesnât pick up on it right away, but then he sees youâre sad and asks you to dance with him and then you two are adorable together. and the other guys ask some girls to dance, and guess who ends up coming back to the hotel with us that night lmao
next dayyyyy
oooh yes going to see the greek ruins, and there are a tonnn of alleys and stairs and stuff. so ofc you and ryan fall down them (and i by some miracle donât). hehe you:Â âwhy tf am i always falling?â him:Â âwhat about me tho lexi?â you:Â âyouâre a hockey player, itâs kind of in your job descriptionâ and you guys keep fighting lmao, but ofc quinner helps you up đ
and the chirpssss that would be going on all day lmaoooo âhey brigid, we heard you and jamie last nightâ âoh fuck off, i saw a different girl come out of your room this morning cole. what are you doing, trying to go through every girl in mykonos by the time we leave?â
and then ofc sightseeing and taking lots of insta photos, and then we all go to get lunch together. imagine the people who have to serve our table, i feel sorry for them lol. and then we could just go back to the beach or smtg before dinner and then back to the hotel đ
final thoughts
at some point lexi sees a really good tennis player and goes to get her picture taken and see if she can practice with them, and kesh and i being the good friends that we are chase after her to take the pictures lol. hehe and then lexi abandons us to go play tennis with them for the afternoon
ugggh this was amazing and i love it, iâm excited for another part of europe, iâm down with either bc both would be amazing
ly too đ„° it was amazing, i was so happy to read it
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