#every year i get super lonely and sad around my birthday cuase i remember
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anyway my bdays comin up and im afraid to see the physical reminders that people i used to love dont give a shit about me anymore
#if ur reading this post it aint about u lads#in high school if your friends liked you theyd go across the road to the hospital and buy a big balloon#and everyone would sign it or say smth nice#i only got two and kept them for so long#one year no one remembered and i literally just started crying in the hallways#every year i get super lonely and sad around my birthday cuase i remember#all the times when none of my friends liked me enough to care#and now#i live in fear that those times will happen agains#anyway#im not perfect with peoples bdays#i msg late or were not close and i dont think i can see thems#i dont know how to act like a person anymore#last year#my friend took me out for brunch and it was so sweet#but i lowkey asked her to do it so#it was super fun and nice but it still kinda feels like it doesnt count#rantin#cryin#screeches noisily
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