#every time i see uni inspo paris pictures etc i think oh i dont want to get ahead of myself just in case

[seinfeldforlife]

this is cringe or whatever because the internet enjoys rage vitriol and unhappiness but i really am just so proud of myself for getting here. like a couple of the literal worst years of my life and what looked like a failed dream after getting rejected from trinity for a degree i wasnt particularly interested in but thought id be good at and pursued because i was scared of being too dumb for what i actually wanted. this is legitimately a dream come true for me. like i cant tell you how many times i wished that i could study history but thought it would never happen because xyz. i saw a picture of myself from 2014 and i had a poster of the Eiffel Tower hanging on my bedroom wall. this is what was meant to happen. i can finally save uni dorm inspiration photos on Pinterest without a gut wrenching sick fear that it won’t happen. a friend ive known since i was freshly 14, upon telling her I’m going to Sorbonne, told me you deserve this. i do i think