#every time i see any pic of him like this w his cute scrunched up eyes under the helmet i go absolutely insane

[skitskatdacat63]

Seb's little scrunched up face under the helmet is so cute 🥺🥺

[hiddles-evans-hallucinations]

How Did We Get Here? - 5

Summary: The pictures of (Y/N) and Chris keeps on getting out in the media for the public eyes. The fans are going crazy, but as they tried their best to hide it and keep their relationship to themselves, their feelings to flaunt each other is bigger.

Pairing: Chris Evans x Famous Reader

Genre: Fluff

Warnings: AGE GAP 

Note: a sucker for a fluff and fanfics or imagine that makes me UWUUUUUU so imma push myself to write and smiling like an idiot the whole time for the last chapter!!! // Also using celebs paparazzi shoot’s pics bc it kinds of matches with the mood I’m going for. And for the last chapter I’m using dakota and jamie cause they’re really cute on and off set. HOPE YOU LIKE IT. 

*gifs and pics are not mine*

PART 1 - PART 2 - PART 3 - PART 4 

Chris and I had to fly separately to Italy for the premiere, I was there first as I was talking to Judd when I heard a loud scream from the fans. I look to my left and found Chris smiling (gif), escorted by two men in black suits. 

My face lights up when I see him, but apparently it looks like he already saw me first before I did. 

He looks so good. 

Chris waves to the screaming girls as he approaches me and swing me around. “Hi, handsome.” I whisper. 

He pulls away and take a look at me. I was wearing a black dress. Chris bites his lower lip as he checks me out. I pull out my tongue and scrunch my nose at him making him laugh. “So beautiful.” he said with a hand on his chest. 

“Don’t cry now.” I pat his shoulder making him laugh again. 

The fans were screaming as we talk to each to each other. “KISS!” one shouted and followed by another loud screaming from them. Chris and I laughed as we hug each other one more time. 

The premiere was like usual, we spend time sometimes together for a quick interview sometimes we do it alone. I spend most of the time talking to people, taking pictures with fr I was so tired and my feet hurts that when everything and everyone seems to forget about me and I’m glad, I ask Pammy to take me to the SUV in the parking lot to chill. 

The driver turn the AC on and leave me alone as I texted Chris. 

(Y/N): ‘I’m probably gonna go before you, my feet hurts so bad.’ 

As I lay my head back and put my phone on my stomach, just when I was about to shut my eyes, the door was open. “There you are.” Chris said as I smile tiredly at him. 

“I just texted you,” 

Chris pulls his phone out of his pocket. “You did, baby?” he checks his phone and nodded. “Oh yeah, you did. 

“How did you know I’m here?” 

“Pammy told me.” 

I nodded my head. “Right, she loves you that much, she’d spoil where I am hiding to you right away.” 

“Were you hiding from me?” 

I shook my head smiling goofily. “No.” 

He jumps into the seat next to me after calling the driver. 

I stay quiet  the whole ride, I didn’t even know where we’re going, we did make plans that we would stay together on tour since we didn’t have any other movies to shoot currently. Pammy told me that tomorrow or in 1.5-hous is Chris’ birthday, I have his presents in my suitcase just before I flew here. I had to double check to Wikipedia to make sure Pammy isn’t fucking with me. 

“Hey, did you booked the hotel already?” 

Chris turns to me, his eyes are tired, “Of course, booked it two-weeks ago.” I look at him surprised. 

“Really?” 

“Yeah, I wanted to spend my birthday with you.” 

I raise my brow at him with a smirk. “Oh... so you’re telling me tomorrow’s your birthday?” Chris smiles, amused. He slides his arms around my waist shifting me closer to him, I shyly place my head on his shoulder as he puts another arm on my stomach and rest his chin on my head. 

“Do I get a special treatment for my birthday?”

I chuckle. 

“Special treatment? You wish.” I huff. 

When we arrived, there’s no paparazzi, Chris let himself out first, and as I was putting my heels back on, Chris opens the door for me. I smiled at him, puckering my lips as he leans forward to kiss me quick. 

He grabs my heels and carry it for me. I just can’t stop looking at him and think of how lucky I am to have him. Chris is hands down the most kind and caring person I have ever met in my life and now me being with him, I just feel more and more lucky every day. 

“I need to go to the bathroom first, give me the spare key.” 

I was thinking if Chris went up first I can ask for a cake for him upstairs. But, of course, “No, baby, I’ll wait for you.” I can’t help but smile.

I look around if I can have the front office guy look at me. As the guy, take a glance at me, I gesture him to follow me. Chris was looking at his phone, so for now, I’m safe to make a plan. 

“Can I help you Miss?” 

“Could you please send a slice of cake to our room at 11:58 on the clock?” 

He looks back to Chris then to me. “Right, what kind do you want?” 

“What do you have?” 

“We have the cheesecake, red velvet, classic chocolate-” 

“Classic chocolate it is.” I said to him with a smile. “Thank you. And I need one candle, and also please don’t knock, at 11:58 I’ll be right out.” 

He smiles back at me as I make my way to Chris whose eyes wanders around the interior design with its historical pictures on the wall. 

We walk into our room with him still carrying my heels. I didn’t let go of his hand until he has to open the door. I’ve never felt like this before and it’s weird, I never dated guys who were older than me until Chris, but with him, my heart race like I’ve never been before and I feel safe and I never felt like this dating guys my age. 

I look at my phone it’s 15-minutes until his birthday, Chris took off his jacket and say, “I’m gonna go shower.” I nodded my head. “I’ll do it in the morning, I’m too tired.” He smiles and kiss my head. 

Every time he kisses me, or even just a peck on my forehead, it sends electricity through my veins. 

I take off my dress, grabbing one of his white t-shirt and put it on as I remove my makeup while he was in the shower. I check my phone once again, 5-minutes. 

Chris walk out wearing the bathrobe and threw himself to be, opening his arms wide for me as I jump next to him making him chuckle. 

I keep on counting the minute. 

“I’m gonna get a drink, do you want some?” 

“That’d be great, thank you, baby.” I peck him on the lips and make my way out to the door. 

The guy from the front office stood there with a slice of chocolate cake with the candle in it. I specifically ask for one candle, ha, because of course, who likes it when your candle drizzles down to your cake? Nobody. 

He lit it up for me as I walk slowly to the bed and sing, “Happy birthday to you..” 

He looks at me with the cutest reaction (gif). 

“Happy birthday dear Chris... Happy birthday to you.” 

I stood there for a second, biting my lower lip nervously at him as he stood up. Kissing me passionately before looking at the cake and back to me. “Make a wish.” I said. 

He shuts his eyes for a minute and blow the candle. 

“Thank you, (Y/N)..” 

“The surprise isn’t over yet!” I said handing him the cake and went to my suitcase to get his present. 

Chris placed the cake onto the table near us and open the present and pout in response of how cute it is. 

A matching sweater for him and Dodger, his got Dodger’s face on it and Dogder’s got Chris’ face. 

“Oh man... this is the cutest thing ever...” 

I look at him excitedly, I knew he’d like it because if my puppy’s still alive and someone give me those sweaters for my birthday, I would probably cry. 

“Thank you, I love it.” 

I kiss him once more. 

. . . . 

I took a shower when Chris was still asleep, and as I was having breakfast in the balcony looking at the view of Venice, I open Instagram and uploaded a picture of us together on set.

‘Happy birthday America’s ass @chrisevans there wouldn’t be Nala if Benji don’t exist. You are the reason many people smile today, including mine.’  

I smiled at the picture, it was the first time we had our kiss on set but many more off set. I put my phone and eat my breakfast with my feet up on the balcony wearing bathrobe and a towel wrapped around my head. 

A solid ten-minutes later, my phone didn’t stop buzzing from the notifications. I remember I turn off my notifications for Instagram. “What is going on..” I look it up and there was people tagging me in a photo by Chris. 

‘IS THAT @(Y/N/L/N)?!?!?!?! OMGGGGGGG!!!!’

‘Tell me that’s her and I’ll die happily’ 

‘Omg they’re spending his brithday together i can’t do it.’ 

‘ITS HEEEERRR!!!’ 

It’s a picture of me, right now. 

‘Buongiorno, Venice.’ 

I look back and find him leaning against the door looking at me. I blushed. 

“Good morning.” 

“Good morning, birthday boy.” 

Chris walks to me and kiss my cheeks. 

“You’re so sneaky.” 

He laughed, “You look so good baby, I can’t just do it!” he jokes making me laugh. 

“Shall we go for a date today?” he ask. 

I nodded. 

After we went for a brunch, we were standing outside of the restaurant looking at the view. Chris has his hand wrapped around my waist as we talk about how we’re going to work “us” out when our schedules are busy. 

“Well, you’re more famous than me so, I can make the time for you.” 

He pfft’ed me. “No, I’m not.” 

“Oh yes. I mean, aren’t we supposed to be ready if things doesn’t work out?” 

He stays silence.

“But, it sucks if I have to meet other people or see you with someone else and I have to adapt to someone new, I don’t think I want that anymore.” 

I nodded my head, I feel the same way, I know I might be younger than him but exchanging one man to another is never my style. I’m not saying I’m ready to get married but, it’s nice to just have one person for as long as you also want it. 

Meeting people constantly sucks, and I feel too comfortable with Chris that I know for sure I never felt anything like this before. 

“You’re right.” I said. 

Chris just looks at me and say, “Gosh, I love you.” 

My eyes widens in shock. 

“W-what?”

Chris’ face turns blue, even green and yellow looking at my reaction. “I’m sorry was that too soon?” 

I bit my lower lip, I am so nervous. 

We just stood there in silence, looking at other ways. I can feel tension between us in this silence, but I know I feel the same way. 

“Chris?” 

He turns to me. 

“I love you too.” 

His face lights up, the biggest smile I’ve seen. 

“You do?” 

I nodded my head as he grabs me by shirt closer to him and kisses me passionately. Deep and passionate, and we stay like that for as long as I wish it to be. 

And he said, it was easy to love me, but little did he know that it was easier to love him and it’s hard not to. 

I want time to stop ticking just for us. 

Articles about (Y/N) and Chris: 

‘Chris Evans and co star (Y/N/L/N) shares a passionate kiss in Italy!’  - X

‘It’s official! (Y/N/L/N) finally taking it to public with Chris Evans!’ - X

‘(Y/N/L/N) wishes Chris Evans on Instagram. The reason she smiles today!’ - X

‘Chris Evans take (Y/N/L/N) on  a romantic stroll in Italy holding hands.’  - X

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[cncobby]

Fluffy ABC’s series: Joel

happy new years my loves! i hope 2019 is good to all of us (its still 2019 in california but eh close enought)

so this is a new series (maybe) that i’m thinking of starting!! i got inspo while browsing through tumblr and i saw a couple other fandom writers for marvel do this so I wanted to do it for Joel at least bc he my baby but if you guys like this i’m thinking of doing it for the rest of the boys?? lmk what you think!!

i thrive on positive (or any) feedback so hearing what you guys think motivates me and lets me know how i’m doing so i can write more!!

A = Attractive: what do they find attractive about the other?

For you its definitely his hair, you love running your hand through his curls and playing with his hair while you guys are all cuddled up. He loves your smile, the way it lights up the room when he makes you laugh and how your nose scrunches up just slightly when one of the boys tells a bad joke.

B = Baby: do they want a family? why/why not?

He most DEF wants a family with you. We know homeboy wants seven (why this specific number I have NO idea) but he always daydreams about this all the time. Sometimes you guys will just be sitting on the couch, cuddling and watching Netflix or something when he’ll suddenly be like “so when we have kids do I have any say in their names?” And you’re jokingly like “boy who told you I’m giving you kids” he’s like “um duh we’re having seven. Three girls and four boys ... We’ll have to buy a big house since they’re not gonna wanna share when they’re older.” 

C = Cuddle: how do they cuddle?

Like a fucking koala. Literally wraps you around him like a blanket. His head below yours so you can play with his curls. This is his favorite when you guys are lying in bed, trying to fall asleep, or just waking up. He’ll hold you against his body if you try to leave “five more minutes baby, then we’ll get up”

D = Dates: what are dates with them like?

They're super lowkey, but that doesn’t mean they’re anything less than special. You both love nights in since he doesn’t get to spend much time at home with you, so any chance you guys get to cuddle up and catch up on tv while eating your fave foods is always a good time. Its also a good idea so you guys don’t end up getting mobbed/bombarded by fans or paparazzi. Even though most of your dates are at home, he goes out of his way to make them special and surprises you every time. Whether it be ordering food from you favorite restaurant, or hiring a private chef, or sprinkling rose petals on the floor, he knows exactly how to bring a smile to your face.

E = Everything: “you are my ____” (e.g my life, my world…)

“You are my sunshine.” He always compares your smile to the sun. 

“Why do you always say I’m like the sun?” 

“Because you’re the biggest star in my solar system” 

“that was so cheesy” 

“yeah but you love it”

F = Feelings: when did they know they were falling in love?

I feel like it’d be super random and unexpected, like he was having a bad day so you spammed him with goofy pictures and videos and he just felt his heart burst with this overwhelming amount of fondness for you. He looked at your face with that stupid filter on it and just thought at how sad he’d be if he wasn’t able to see that everyday.

G = Gentle: are they gentle? If so, how?

I feel like during sex he’d def be more the slow and sensual type. He loved taking his time with you and seeing all the different sounds and expressions you made when he’d kiss you in certain places. Not to say he wouldn’t be rough at certain times, but I feel like he’s the more gentle love making type.

H = Hand/Hold: how do they like to hold? how do they like to hold hands?

He likes to hold your hands, but a lot of the time he’ll grip your waist while your arm is slung around his. He likes the closeness of this since he doesn’t get to walk around like this with you all the time.

I = Impression: first impression/s

So you were a low-key super fan of them, like running a blog about them super fan but when you saw him randomly at a coffee shop you were like “oh fuck do I ask him for a picture?? Do I respect his privacy?? WHAT DO I DO” but u ended up like just sitting there and not picking any solutions. 

He saw you sitting there alone and was like hooooly who that be. A part of him hoped that you recognized him and were a fan and wanted a picture so that you’d come a talk to him but after he stood around for a few minutes he was like “fuck she has no clue who I am” so as he was walking towards you someone accidentally ran into him and his drink spilled. All . Over . Your . shirt. You were like “holy fuck” and his brain went into panic mode and was like omg I’m so sorry are you ok?? Here take my jacket and legit stripped off his jacket and put it around you.  

And then it was like a really awkward period where you were like silent and petrified and he was panicking bc “oh fuck i spilled a drink on the prettiest girl i’ve ever seen.” But then you eventually were like “...well this wasn’t how I was gonna ask my favorite singer for a picture, but...” And he feels such relieft bc OMG she doesnt hate me. You end up getting your picture (and his number!!) and leave smelling like coffee, but with a cute new hoodie and potential boyfriend.

J = Joker: are they into pulling pranks?

He’s not that big of a prankster. The only reoccurring prank he does is surprise you by showing up randomly at your work/school/house when he’s supposed to be on tour. He prob tells super corny jokes ESPECIALLY when you’re having a bad day so you smile at how bad they are.

K = Kisses: how do they kiss?

Lots of quick smooches, one quirk is that he loves to kiss the back of your hand. Every so often, he’ll steal your breath with a slow, deep kiss that leaves you dizzy.

L = Love: who says I love you first?

Well after he realized that you were a fan he knew that you loved him but you were afraid to say it too early out of fear that he’d think it was just fangirl admiration. You don’t officially say it until he does, but he hears you whisper to it after you thought he had fallen asleep.  

M = Memory:  their favourite moment together

When he brought you home to his family for the first time, and you just fit. His mom loved you (thank god you were both freaking out over this) and his brothers instantly bonded with you as if you were their sister. His brothers teased him to no end, but were happy they finally had a sister to love and care for.

N = Nickel: do they spoil? 

He looooves spoiling you. But not only materialistically, even though he loves to buy you gifts. He knows you prefer smaller more meaningful gifts than extravagant ones, so he’ll always buy things with your name on it from all the countries he visits, or sends you one of his hoodies with his cologne sprayed on top so it’s like he’s home with you.

O = Orange: what colour reminds them of their other half

For some reason, he has a habit of buying you things that are yellow. Once you asked him why, and he said  that it reminded him of your smile, the way you light up a room when you laugh or giggle. Also goes along with how he says you’re his sunshine.

P = Petnames: what pet names do they use?

Lots of babe/baby, especially when he’s whining for your attention. 

“hey babe what hat should i wear?”

“baby come cuddle with me”

“look at how cute you are look at how cuuuute my baby is”

He calls you angel on certain occasions, like if you’re mad at him or when you’re having a bad day and he’s trying to cheer you up.

“angel whats wrong?”

“i’m sorry angel, you know I didn’t mean it like that”

“look angel!! this is how happy you make me”

Q = Quaint: what is their favourite non-modern thing?

He loves black and white silent movies. You guys will often call/facetime each other and watch these movies together, making stupid comments throughout the movie to each other.

R = Rainy Day: what do they like to do on a rainy day?

You guys loved to cook/bake on rainy days. Lots of reenacting scenes from your favorite musicals and doing lots of duets of your favorite songs together. (This results in lots of burned cookies)

S = Sad: how do they cheer themselves/each other up

Lots of times he’ll just call you because he’s on tour and will go on a long rant about whatever’s bothering him. But if he’s there with you, you’ll instantly be able to tell if he’s upset bc he’ll just look really pouty and in those times the thing he loves is when you lay his head down on your lap and just gives him a scalp massage while asking whats bothering him.

T = Talking: What do they love to talk about/hear you talk about?

He really likes it when you talk about school/your job because although he loves his life sometimes its nice to feel like a normal person. He likes to talk about all the dumb shennanigans the boys do when on tour and all the beautiful places he’s seen. 

U = Unencumbered: What helps them relax?

Sounds corny and predictable, but singing. He loves doing covers of all songs, and when he’s feeling stressed he likes to cuddle and serenade you.

V = Vaunt: what do they like to show off? What are they proud of?

He loves to show off your couple pics to all the boys. They often find him just scrolling through his photo albums looking at the pictures you guys took together. “Look guys, look how photogenic we are.” “Bro we know you’ve shown us that picture like a million times”

W = Wedding: when, how, where do they propose?

It was about two years after you guys started dating, and you were talking to him about which job offer to take, the current job you had allowed you to travel with him if you wanted to go on tour with him, but the new job you were offered was a definite step up from the one you had, but wouldn’t give you as much freedom. He obviously wanted you to take that one, but you were worried that it’d put a strain on your relationship since you wouldn’t be seeing each other that often and your trust issues started to creep into your mind when all of a sudden he was like “Well would being married make you feel better?” 

And you’re like “…did you just” 

A smirk starts to creep up on his face, “Did I just ask you to marry me? I think so, what do you think angel? Wanna get hitched?” 

You low-key wanna smack that smug smirk off his face but you’re too stunned and just nod. “Yeah I’ll marry you dork” 

Later you guys are cuddling after you ‘celebrated’ your engagement and you’re like ... “You do know your mom is gonna kill you for proposing like this though” and he’s like “FUCK you right”

X = Xylophone: What’s their song?

Sun and Moon from Miss Saigon. The lyrics represented your relationship so well, and you’d always ask him to sing this to you if you weren’t able to fall asleep

Y = You the ___ to my ___ (e.g the cookies to my milk, the macaroni to my cheese)

He’s a dork so he’d prob make some corny joke like 

“You’re the bomb to my diggity” 

The boys overhear him say that to you and are like bro PLEASE never say that again

Z = Zebra: if they wanted a pet, what pet would they get?

We know his family already has three dogs so I’m sure he’d get another dog! Especially to keep you company when he’s away on tour or doing band stuff!! Bonus scene: I can so see him coming home randomly like “…I got us another dog” and you’re like 

“JOEL WE TALKED ABOUT THIS” 

“ok listen but I went to go get more dog food and he just looked SO SAD”

i hope you guys like it!! its longer than most of my headcannosn and is a different style but i had so much fun writing this and its dear to my heart so show her some love <3

[ukulelewrites]

SFW Alphabet: Guanlin

A/N: so if any of you don’t know what this is, you can refer to this post that i made a while ago. pretty much i go through the alphabet bc each letter represents a word and i have to write 2-3 sentences for each word!

A/A/N: I’m also tagging @laji-101 bc I know she loves Guanlin~

AU: Werewolf!Guanlin would be such a puppy. He’d trail after you whenever you have food and even if you scold him (“No, Guanlin, you can’t have any of my ice cream bc it’s mINE”) he’d just unlease his puppy dog eyes on you until you caved in. He’s also the type to just lay on your couch for hours, but the moment he hears you say you’re headed to the park, he’s running after you. 

Best Friend: tbh i feel like Guanlin would be such a chill friend. He’s the type of friend that just kinda goes along with the flow for everything, so when you mention going to McDonald’s at 3am, he’s doWN. He’d also be a lil shit too, bc he knows he’s freakishly tall, so he’s the type to hold stuff high above your head, just to laugh at you struggling. 

Cuddles: Guanlin is a lil bub, okay? And lil bubs need their cuddles. Since he’s so obnoxiously tol, I feel like he’d want to be the big spoon, like, all of the time. He’s the type to like it when you press your back against his chest so his arm can just protectively swing over your waist. Plus, he’s not against pulling you by the waist against him whenever you try to get up and get water or some shit lmao

Domestic: okay Guanlin has confirmed himself he’s a lazy bub, so domesticnicity is on the lower end of the spectrum. Expect him to either be splayed out on the couch while you’re trying to vacuum or just with his arms wrapped around yoru waist as you’re trying to cook. The only time he’d actively help clean or cook is when you start whining about how high something is.

Ending: Guanlin is pretty young, and I feel like he’s probably not that experienced with relationships. Keeping that in mind, breaking up with someone might end up being difficult for him, but knowing how he can be quite blunt, I feel like he’d just end up saying “hey, let’s break up.” He’d def spend time talking to them about the why, but I feel like he’d be pretty set on his decision. 

Films: Guanlin gives me mad action movie fan vibes for some strange reason. Like, this boy would watch a James Bond movie and then proceed to creep around the house on his tiptoes like a “spy.” I also feel like he’d be into home movie nights bc he can fall asleep on the couch right after the movie ends lmao

Groupmates: Wanna One can be quite overwhelming to meet. 10 older brothers of your boyfriend? Wild, dude, hella wild. They’d all be clamoring around each other trying to introduce themselves to you before Minhyun and Jisung pull you aside to put down some ground rules. I also imagine a really pouty Jihoon sulking in the corner bc Guanlin found a new favorite person. 

Hugs: yes,,,that’s all I’m going to say lmao. But in all honestly, Guanlin is such a tol noodle I feel like hugs would be gr8, like, he’s the type to go all in on a hug, just wrap you tightly in his arms. Plus, once he gets super comfortable with you, expect random hugs every now and then (even the occasional hug where he gets a running head start and proceeds to knock the breath out of you bc he overestimated his speed and impact force lmao)

Intimate: Guanlin is still pretty young, so I expect blushy cheeks and adorable stuttering whenever you give him a kiss on the cheek or a backhug. However, that’s at the beginning of your blossoming relationship. Expect him to get cocky once the two of you are more comfortable, and he’d be the one to swoop down and give you a kiss. 

Jealousy: So I’m split 50/50 rn on Guanlin and jealousy. Like he’d either be chill on the outside about it, letting you do your thing and only voicing his jealousy when you’re alone. oR he’d end up being a pouty oversized baby during the entire time. Like, you know how long his limbs are? Expect them to be draped or wrapped around some part of your body lmao

Kisses: giGGLY MESS OKAY. He’d be all about that cupping your cheeks while kissing you slowly and smiling into the kiss a lot, letting a giggle slip when he opens his eyes and looks into yours. He’s the type to like to kiss you on the tip of your nose, especially when you scrunch it up bc he finds you soso cute. And he loves it when you kiss him on the cheek bc there’s something intimate yet sweet about the whole thing. 

Little Ones: Guanlin is practically a lil one okay? A very tol lil one, but a lil bab at the most. At first he’d be scared out of his mind bc “omg what if I break one of them????” But at the end of the day he’s got a kid clinging onto each leg and one on his shoulders as he stomps around the room imitating a freaking megazord or some ish.

Morning: Guanlin is on the lazier side lmao so mornings would be spent trying to convince him to wake up,,,which you fail at so the two of you just spend your mornings in bed. Cuddling is a must and him lazily brushing your hair behind your ear is a daily occurance. 

Night: Expect Netflix on the tv as the two of you cuddle under the blankets bickering over which character is better. I also can imagine him as the type to eat cereal or, like, instant noodles at 1am with you bc lmao time is just a construct. He’s also the type to like getting ready for bed, like yall brush your teeth together, wash your face together, all that jazz, but the moment his head hits the pillow it’s lights out.

Open: I see Guanlin as this really bright, happy boy, but I feel like it takes a lot for him to open up. Like at first he’d tell you the basics, favorite color, food, animal, just the superficial stuff first. However, as the months past and the conversations between you two grow into hours and hours of talking, he’d definitely be the type to talk about what he wants in life and his dreams and his fears as the two of you lay face to face on the bed.

Photographs: I feel like he wouldn’t be super into documenting your relationship. def bc he knows his hyungs would give him hella shit for it Like, he’d like taking pictures of you to keep on his phone, so he can look at them fondly while he’s away, but sharing them? Printing them out? Nah fam. He’d much rather keep your candids (usually cute, but he’s got that one pic of you shoving two cupcakes in your face and it’s game over there) to himself.

Quizzes: Guanlin sometimes seem kinda sleepy and unaware, but I feel like he’s really sharp? Like I feel like he’d know your favorite food at each restaurant and your favorite flowers and stuff like that, he’d just never use that information lmao. Yall would be going out to eat, and this boy knows your order by heart and all that, but he would never order for you even if you left to use the restroom. 

Rain: This boy likes his naps, so when the raindrops start pattering against the window, expect him to be sprawled out on the couch. He likes using you as his own personal teddy bear, and when you try to escape, he swings his leg over your body to trap you. So rainy days are spent with him nuzzling his face into your hair as he hums a soft melody.

Sleep: I feel like he’s a starfish kind of sleeper. His limbs are just so,,,,,long, like I can’t imagine him sleeping in a compact form lol. I also feel like he’s the type to random wake up in the middle of the night randomly and start mumbling before going back to sleep. Like yall would be sleeping, 3am hits, and this boy wakes up and starts talking about Seonho and then just goes right back to sleep lol.

Try: I feel like he’d try to his best abilities. He’d probably go to his hyungs and ask for advice, regret his actions, and then consult the internet lmao. He’s a chill bf most of the time, but he knows on anniversaries and stuff those have to be special. But he plans those to be chill too, like dinner at your fave place or maybe a really cute park date with candles and stuff.

Ugly: This isn’t a really ugly habit, but he has a habit of putting things on the highest shelf. Like, yeah, it’s convenient for him, but when you crave chips, you don’t want to put in extra effort to get them lol. I also feel like he’s the type to drink milk straight out of the carton, and that’s just unsanitary. 

Victorious: yES, I feel like he enjoys at home kind of dates, so video game night is a must. He prefers playing Mario Kart, but after you beat him for the 100th time, he decided to stop playing that game with you on date nights. I also feel like he’s the type to just start 1v1 basketball in the park on day with you. he probs won but if you win he’d be highkey proud

Winter: Cold weather? He probably likes going to small cafes and bakeries to drink hot cocoa and eat pastries while watching the snowflakes fall outside. Also, expect a giant snowman to be built before all the snow melts. Plus, he’ll randomly start snowball fights, so always be prepared, aLWAYS.

Xtra: He probably really enjoys dog videos. Like, this boy is practically a giant pup himself, so watching actual pups do adorable pup things? Def his aesthetic. Expect him to run up to you with his phone one day and shove it right under your nose so you can bask in the adorableness too.

Yuck: I feel like Guanlin doesn’t like it when people aren’t straight up honest with him. Like yeah, he understands sometimes there are occasions where lying is okay, but he would def hate it if you did something bad and either put off from telling him or tried to skirt around the truth. He’s honest with you, so he expects you to be honest with him.

Zodiac: So, according to the internet, Guanlin is a Libra. However, I don’t feel like he fits it exactly. Yes, he is shown to be cooperative and sociable, but Guanlin doesn’t do self-pity. He doesn’t dwell on “oh, woe is me” he works on improving himself as a person. I feel like Guanlin legit would not care what zodiac you were, as long as you were nice and caring he’s down.

[adventuresinawonderland]

Arrow 6x03 Next Of Kin

Main takeaway: THE FEELS YOU GUYS!! Now this is the Arrow I know & love; minus a few changes in the lineup & a couple annoyances we’ll get to in the spoiler section. Other than that it was a pretty flawless ep. The pacing was great, the tone wasn’t as disjointed as the premiere (sorry, I’m still bitter), each scene flowed into the next beautifully, etc. Lots of positives; I even shed a couple tears. And yes the amount of tears shed does factor into whether an ep is good or not; in my opinion. Same goes for eye rolls/squeals/gasps/frustrated growls & hand motions; basically any heightened emotion. These are the rules; jsyk. Now that that’s out of the way...  *SPOILERS UNDER THE CUT ...AS WELL AS OBSESSIVE SQUEALING OVER THE OLICITY SHIP*

-Lets start right off w/ one of my favs; Diggle or should I say the Green Arrow 2.0? Seeing David Ramsey as GA was awesome; you could say it SUITS him ;). ...And I hate myself.

I will say I giggled a bit at his “Arrow voice”. It reminded me of Ben Affleck's Batman voice & I can’t unhear it. Now I can’t get Ramsey as Batman out of my head; not complaining. Fucking preferable tbh.

-The Arrow Cave/Bunker: Where Men Go To Brood. Am I right?! But in all honesty, if you didn’t feel your heart get all warm & fuzzy during the Dig & Oliver scene please check yourself at the door. OH MY GOD!! I’M NOT CRYING YOU ARE!! -insert choked up tears here;. Seeing these brothers in arms talking about their worries/concerns/having faith in their mission etc. was beautiful. “John. you’re one of the main reasons the Green Arrow even exists... it exists because you had faith in me” I MEAN!! CAN I GET AN AMEN PEOPLE!!! -ugly sobs;

-Now the freakout... WHAT THE HECK WAS DIGGLE INJECTING HIMSELF WITH?! HONEY NO!!! My mind immediately went to vertigo but I think that’s no longer a thing now since S3? I’m foggy on the details. What was wrong with the medicine the hospital was giving you?! Needless to say it looks like the “I have nerve damage, shhh don’t tell anyone” storyline will be going on for a while. My senses say it’ll come to a head possibly after the crossover eps/during?!

-Honestly if I was Dinah, I would’ve bit the bullet & told everyone Digs lil secret. Yes it goes against a trust they’ve built up; but this is serious. Lives are at stake. Her keeping this secret is a double whammy. The way I see it if anything else goes bad in the field it’s on both of their heads now. Unless it’s Rene getting beat up then by all means.

-That crossbow was super badass tho. I mean shit. Also loved the callback to the tennis balls from the early days of the show. Oh the memories.

-Curtis & Felicity figuring out what their start up company will be. I laughed so hard at the crossed out “Oracle” option on the board. -wink wink;

That fight in/outside of the limo was intense. Haven’t seen anything like that since Deadpool. Very cool. 

Onyx is an awesome name; why ruin it by being a terrible person?

-FBI Chick (don’t care to know her name) SERIOUSLY needs to get a hobby. Does the rest of the FBI know she’s doing this or nah? Also where the heck did she get those pics from? Did her & Chase have the same photographer. Either way you couldn’t pay me enough to care about this subplot. We’ve tread these waters b4. Unless she does something beyond empty threats & bitchy one liners I’m not gonna give her the time of day.

-Does Rene know what empathy is? Or how not to be the most annoying person ever? Survey says nope. Oliver has a child remember... that’s why he did this. Yes it’s take a while to get used to but DEAL WITH IT. Was it just me or did it feel like Rene was gonna ask if he could take up the GA mantel in Dig’s place? HA! That would be a disaster. 

^^^^Times like this make me really miss Rory. Damn I miss him!

Also... just because my fav Felicity says something positive about him doesn’t mean jack shit. You tried that with LL 1.0 & well... 

*SHIPPER FREAKOUT SECTION. SAVING THE BEST FOR LAST. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!* -OLICITY. ARE. MOVING. BACK. IN. TOGETHER. -TRUMPETS BLARRING;

Need I say more?... Oh yes, I have a ton to say. I MISSED THESE TOO BEING CUTE AND TOGETHER SOOOO DAMN MUCHHHHH!!!!

O: Hey. -cute lil smile; (flailing on my bed) F: Hey, I’m surprised to see you here. I’m also surprised you remembered the access code. O: It’s been a like week... F: Yea, it’s was a... a joke. O: -amused smile; (RIP ME)

-Oliver brought her Big Belly Burger & asked her to help William study. AWEEEE. (Sidetone: I was so worried it was gonna be another off screen moment. Especially after that fake out with Rene at the door. My heart fucking soared & then plummeted so fast I barely had time to register it. Your heart did too don’t deny it. From the look on Oliver’s face he shared my disappointment & confusion too.) ....ANYWAYS

-Felicity tutoring William was the cutest/sweetest moment ever. Already proving to be the best Step Mom EVER!!! And Oliver peeking in through the doorway & making them SANDWICHES!!! I’M DYING DEAD!!!

(You know what would’ve made this mini family moment even better? THEA DEARDEN MOTHERFUCKING QUEEN BEING A BADASS AUNT. UGHHHHHH!!) William: “She’s pretty cool.”  Oliver: “Yea she is.” i.e “She’s one of the best things that has every happened to me ever & I’m so lucky to have her. One day she will be your Step Mom.”

100% William is high-key aware of the love oozing between his dad & his new tutor (this sounds like something off of Ao3 amiright?!) I mean c’mon dudes he’s 12 not 2. 

-Felicity’s babbling in her pjs & being so freaking cute; ugh I missed this. “You have a lot of redeeming qualities, you have amazing abs...” -scrunches her face like an adorable lil bunny; Felicity is my spirit animal.

-Can we talk about that lil smiley face keychain w/ the glasses. It’s so random but I love it!!! Also I totally thought it was a key to a science lab because of Felicity’s quip earlier about how expensive they are in this town... my heart came to a complete halt.

-Oliver: “I saw you with him & I became 100% sure that, if you want, his life would be better with you in it. Just like mine.” AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!! I AM ALIVE & ON FIRE!!

Sorry this took me so long to write/post. I had to rewatch a few parts just to make sure I got everything straight. Also I’m a bit of a stickler for not paraphrasing quotes; I need it to be 100% verbatim. Think this means I should prolly start taking notes. Or maybe review as I watch? Prolly the latter lets be real. So in all this ep was good; a solid 9 in my book. Gonna try not to think about next wks ep; not looking forward to seeing “Bull Shit” again. Also did it look like Felicity was wearing a huge blonde wig or is it just me?!  See y’all next wk.

[5hfanfiction]

GREEN IS THE WARMEST COLOR - CHAPTER 33

XXXIII.

https://www.wattpad.com/story/66624703-green-is-the-warmest-color-camren-fanfic

(Final Chapter)

Lauren’s POV

“These two lovebirds can’t just get away from each other!” Normani complained while we were both sat at the coffee shop the girls have been going to since we’ve all known each other. “So tell me camren when is it?”

“When is what?” Camila half- empties her cup of coffee while looking at Normani, puzzled.

“Duh! The marriage ya fools!” Dinah is the one to reply mocking. Camila and I suddenly shared the look. “Don’t even try to tell us you’re not going to get married.”

I cleared my throat and Camila touches my hand. “Well… uhhh… w-we haven’t r..really talked a-about it… you know? We’re j-just happy together… yes that’s it…” Dinah and Normani share a suspicious look. Ally wasn’t able to come because she had to go visit her grandmother’s house with the whole family.  

“You’re fucking kidding me…” Dinah whispered almost too loudly that we were able to hear. “Camren is going to get married… SOON! Fuck this my ship is definitely sailing!” Dinah yells all of a sudden and the other people staying at the coffee shop started watching us and I couldn’t help but hide my embarrassment. Camila giggles whilst watching Dinah yells something that clearly talks about the both of us. She’s really adored by how the whole thing between us flows perfectly and I just like watching her.

The owner of the coffee shop looks at us and I mouth “I’m sorry” at him and he just shakes his head as if he already surrendered to Dinah Jane.

“Wait hold up. Let’s take a selfie and send it to Ally!” Normani suggests. Dinah’s eyes perk up with the suggestion and Camila and I both agree. “I’m gonna use my phone.”

Normani reached for her phone inside her bag and I just began on wondering how things have been doing great now, like no one could actually stop us from being happy. All of us have been extremely contented and fulfilled looking now and when my gaze was intently on Camila. I just suddenly found myself fully smiling. I’ve been too attracted to this person that if ever she goes away and she’s so far away from me, I might lose myself. I might lose myself and I’ll never find myself again.

I’ve only ever been attracted to people but I’ve fallen in love with her.

She is my way back. She’s my home.

“Say cheese!” I hear Normani say and I’m just stuck staring and smiling at my girl. The phone flashes and Normani immediately checks the photos she’s taken of us. “Oh my God we all just so cute!” She keeps on scrolling the photos and stops to pick one photo to send it to Ally.

“Now we gotta put a caption.” Dinah helps her with the caption while Camila and I just keep on staring at each other as if we’re on a staring contest.

I stare at her and suddenly make goofy and teasing faces and she’s the one to burst out laughing. She slaps me on my shoulder and I just laugh along with her.

She pouts at me. “That’s no fair! I should’ve won the game if you didn’t get all cute on me.” She complains. “You really never win any of our games unless you cheat.”

“Hey! That’s foul, mija!” She slapped me again on my shoulder and I pretended to be hurt. “Ouch. That one hurt.” I make a hurting face and it might’ve worked because she suddenly looks worried and checks on the area that she slapped. When she notices that my lips are beginning to form a half smile she stops checking on me, instead she pinches me hard on my right cheek. “Damn it. That one really hurt.” I am the one to complain.

“You deserve that, Jauregui.” I was about to argue once again when she kissed me right there, on my cheek, she’s always kissed me before but every time she does it, I don’t know why but I still get stunned. “You deserve that too.” She winks playfully.

I stare at her. “I love you very much.” I truthfully confess when a flash from a camera of a phone blurs my vision. My attention returns back to the other two girls and they’re smiling because we haven’t noticed that they’ve been taking a video while Camila and I were arguing playfully. “Seriously?” I ask them.

“Can you blame us? You’re both so cute and I just can’t get enough of you! I’m gonna edit these videos and upload it on Youtube until y’all go viral!” Dinah explains and her eyes light up with the idea.

“Dinah Jane are you seriously trying to make money on us?” Camila asks her best friend and I burst out laughing, same with Normani too. “I’ve never thought you’d become like this.” Camila shakes her head and Dinah acts like she’s pretty much offended.

The Polynesian girl glares at her best friend. “Didn’t know these words would actually come out of your mouth.” Camila laughs and Dinah keeps on maintaining her serious face to mock Camila. “Don’t even laugh at me. I’m serious right now.” Camila stood up and walked towards Dinah’s seat.

“You hate me? Really?” She forcefully hugs Dinah and Dinah makes an embarrassed expression on her face although I could see that she’s having fun with her best friend. Dinah scrunches her face and looks away. “Nooo my baby is mad at me.” Camila keeps on teasing and hugging her. She also tries to pour kisses all over her face and Dinah makes an ‘ew’ expression on her face.

Normani is just amused at the whole situation. Then her phone rings and it’s Ally on the caller i.d.

“Wait guys Ally wanna video chat!” She accepts Ally’s video call and Ally’s pouting face comes in view and we all smile at her. “Allyzus!!!!!!!!!!” We all greet her and she keeps on pouting.

“You really have to send me the pic which focuses on camren?” Ally smirks at the video call and we, even the other girls, look at each other like we have no clue what she’s saying.

“What do you mean Alls?” Camila asks.

Ally laughs lightly. “Look again at the photo you sent me idiots!” Normani immediately checks the photo she sent to Ally a while ago and when she finds it, Dinah and Normani both smirk at me.

“Damn it Lauren you’re fucking whipped!” Dinah announces mockingly.

The photo captures the exact moment of me staring right at Camila while she’s posing for the group photo and a smile suddenly formed on my lips. It’s such a beautiful photo that clearly shows how into I am to the girl who owns those little hazel brown orbs.

I look up and see Camila making faces at me. “Can I get to print and keep this though?” I inquire to Normani and she just nods her head and gets back to the video call with Ally that needed to be stopped.

Ally’s face is shown again. “See? See? Aren’t we all jealous right now?” She says through the video call and we just laugh at her.

“You’re just jealous you’re not here, Allz!” Dinah teases her and she pouts too sudden. “We all get to do cute stuff together like going on a trip and you’re going to miss that.” Dinah doesn’t stop her teasing and I just watch them amused.

“When I get back there you won’t have your Beyonce shirt which is personally signed by her.” Ally informs DJ.

Dinah’s eyes automatically widen hearing the B word.  “What! No fucking way, Allz!” Ally pauses the video for a moment when she gets something from her bag.

She shows a t-shirt with a real sign from Beyonce on the hem of it that reads “Hope to see you, Dinah Jane!” and Dinah gasps while staring at it.

“Oh my fucking God!” The Polynesian girl curses.

“Wait! don’t I have one?” Normani acts being left out and Camila and I just keep on watching them entertained.

Ally smiles. “You have one too, Mani. But I feel like I don’t need to give them anymore since it seems like you all are having fun out there.” Ally pouts and Normani and Dinah suddenly become nice to her.

“We have the craziest friends in the world.” I mutter to Camila’s ear and she chuckles. “But who am I to complain when I also have the best girlfriend in the world?” I wink at her and she giggles. I hug her and I slowly lift my lips on the crook of her neck. I place my hand on her left thigh and blow soft kisses on her neck.

“L-lau…uuur what a-are you d..doing?” I can feel Camila gulp against my lips as she softly utters. “We—.” I stopped her by giving a slight pinch on her thigh and kissing the side of her lips.

I stare at her eyes. “I love you and we’ll never be apart okay?” She nods and I just embraced her into a warm hug.

“W-woah. That was intense.” Dinah and Normani both said in unison. Camila and I just chuckled.

-

It had been weeks since I decided to have a serious talk with my parents. It sure surprised me that my father was there and he really wanted to talk to me too. A lot of voices kept on whispering to my ears that they didn’t deserve my forgiveness anymore but for Camila I had to remove them in my head completely. I needed to talk especially to my mom. She made me believe and regret the stories from the stars. But when I found those stars in Camila’s eyes I felt like I owed it to someone and it was never going to be anyone but her.

I had to talk to the both of them and it took me enough years to ready myself.

The house has changed a bit but it still feels the same way I felt about it years ago. I was a kid when I lost my family in this house and as much as it traumatized me and it should traumatized me looking right at it, I keep on stopping myself. I can’t go turn around now and run. I am not the same kid anymore.

I knocked at the door. “Who is it? Just a moment! The voice from the other side of the door says. I know it’s my mom and when she opens the door, her eyes widen staring at the person she left years ago. “L-lauren? Oh m…my G…God!” She covers her mouth with her hand as if almost crying.

“Can I come in?” I ask politely.

She nods and guides me inside. I don’t come as close as possible to her. I still need to feel the house I left years ago while carrying a broken heart and a ruined childhood memories. I should’ve had played with other kids, I should’ve had bonded with other people but I left.

“It’s still the same, Lauren. I just tried to get a little change just a little a bit of change is good right?” She keeps on staring at me as I can feel her eyes being glued on my back. “How have you been?”

I cleared my throat. “You’re right. It’s still the same. I’ve been better. How about you?” I ask her trying not to sound sarcastic as it would’ve had.

“I feel better that you’re here right now.” She steps towards me and suddenly my feet are glued to the floor and I’m speechless as if I’ve become a robot for such short time. “Am I allowed to hug my daughter?” She asks when she’s only inches apart from me.

I try to remember Camila’s words.

They’re your family. You will only feel complete when you already clear things out and get enlightened. I love you baby and trust me, you’ll better after.

I love you baby and trust me, you’ll better after.

I love you baby and trust me, you’ll better after.

I love you baby and trust me, you’ll better after.

I nodded and saw a slight smile being formed on my mother’s lips. She slowly leaned towards me and in just a matter of seconds, she embraced me into a tight yet warm hug I’ve desperately wanted to have for years.

“You don’t know how long I waited for this. I miss you Lauren. I miss you so much little kid.” I feel a single tear escaped my right eye. “I cannot apologize enough for the day I left you. But you know how much I regret leaving you Lauren. You’re my precious little angel. You’ve always been. You’re strong and passionate about something that you want. But do you remember when I told you to talk to the stars every night?” I just keep on listening to her talk. This is what I missed the most. “I always do it now and it’s true. It’s true because whenever I talk to the stars I always tell them to make you come back. Look you’re here now. You’re here and I’m hugging you little kid.”

I lift my hands to embrace her some more. “I stopped talking to the stars.”

“But you can talk to them again. They’re just waiting for you out there.” She says meaningfully. “I am really sorry my precious angel. I’m not going to leave. I’m never going to leave anymore.”

“Don’t promise if you can’t keep it. This is enough now.” I tell her and I can feel her tears drenching my shirt. I hug her even tighter and she does the same. “I missed this.” I whisper.

She released herself from the hug and stares at me. She cups both of my cheeks and my eyes meet hers. She’s smiling and I can’t help but smile at her back while she’s wiping my tears.

She wipes my tears as I look away. “You’re really still my little kid.” She chuckles.

“Clara, did you get my-.” My father’s shocked expression is evident on his face.  “La….lauren? Oh God. Lauren my girl… h-how are you?” Her rushed towards me and enveloped her in his arms. This is another feeling but it also feels the same. It also feels the same way I felt when they both hugged me when I was just a little kid. I feel complete.

She half- smiles. “I’m great.” She simply answers.

“You came here. You’re here. W-wow. I… we’ve missed you.” Her father admits and she just stares at him. He looks even older now with the wrinkles when he smiles yet he still has this aura that could make people’s days better. I think that no matter how much he changes physically, he’s still what he has always been. “Taylor would be excited to see you.”

“Where is she?” It’s my turn to ask.

“She’s upstairs in her room. She’s always busy engaging herself in music.” My mother answers and silence comes barging in when my father clears his throat and realizes that we just got stuck in the kitchen. “C’mon here Lauren and surprise Taylor.” I nod at the idea.

I’m left with my father while my mother goes upstairs.

My father keeps on looking at me as if she’s trying to remember if there are missing pieces of me. “Lauren, my child, did you forgive me?” He says as if it sounds too easy. But it’s hard, especially to my ears. I didn’t meet his gaze. “For the years that I’ve spent with your mom, it was beautiful and ecstatic almost every day. I loved your mother and I still do trust me but there are people who love each other so much that they can’t be together.” I stare at him feeling confused and lost with what he’s saying. “We agreed to so many things but we fought a bunch of times too and before we made up we would say how much we love each other and it would all be okay. I wanted your mother so badly. Before I started to love her so much, I knew she wasn’t perfect and that I wasn’t too. I accepted that. But there will really come a time that you’d be lost again. Clara found me. But the day when I felt I was fading away and she was fading away, I got lost.” He holds my hand while speaking. “I got lost and I was confused because I was with her. I was with Clara yet still I was lost. I ran away and I thought she would chase me. But she didn’t. That’s when I realized both of us weren’t home.”

It makes sense.

It makes sense to the point that I feel a tear escaping my eye.

My father wipes it for me and I know.

I know I am not lost anymore. This is my home, it always has been.

“Lauren?!” Taylor screams from the stairs. “Oh my fuc-God! There is no way you’re here! Oh my God!” Taylor is still stuck standing on the stairs and I smile at her.

“Come here buddy!” I tell her and she willingly obliges. She ran her way towards me and jumped onto me that we almost fell to the ground. Good thing, I caught her and hugged her tight. “I missed you, buddy.”

Taylor releases herself from the hug. “Where is your girlfriend?” Taylor starts searching for another face behind me and I just chuckle at her.

She even opens the door once again and frowns when she doesn’t find anyone else besides me. “Am I not enough for you, Tay?” I joke.

“Nah, you didn’t even bring me anything.” Taylor teases back and poke her tongue out at her.

“So when will I get to know the girlfriend?” My father suddenly asks and I’m surprised in all honesty. My mother just watches us interact with each other. “I assume she’s the one?”

“Well, of course.” I answer almost too shyly.

Taylor snakes her arms around my neck and I almost choked. “Awww you don’t have to be shy about it Jauregui. You’re in love and there’s nothing wrong about it.” She winks and my parents just laughed at the both of us. Taylor is my family even though we’re not fully blood- related. I love her.

“I’m just going to prepare the food.” Clara announces.

“Lauren, let’s go upstairs and you listen to my music!” Taylor happily declares and Mike just sits there nodding his head as if he just got another headache back. I smile at the sight of home.

-

“Lauren, oh my God this is too cute!” When I got back from home, I bought the cuddly bear I came across with in a store because I instantly thought of Camila when I saw it. “I love you so much baby.” She hugs me and I hug her back while she smiles against the crook of my neck. “I missed you so much too. I missed you. I missed you so bad.” She begins kissing the crook of my neck and I immediately close my eyes feeling the sweet tingling sensation.

“I m-missed you too, baby.” I whisper to her ear even if there are strands of hair blocking it. “I missed doing cute things with you and I missed being in your arms.” Camila lifts up her hand until she reaches the hem of my shirt. She suddenly draws circles on my stomach and I almost gasped. “Baby…”

“What else did you miss when you’re away?” She seductively asks, still her lips placed on the crook of my neck, her breathing becoming erratic.

I place my left hand on her thigh. “I missed being t-this c…close with you.” I admit and she lifts her head up and when I open my eyes, she is staring at me and wholeheartedly smiling. She cups both of my cheeks and inches closer until her nose reaches mine.

I can feel her smiling. “I really love you.” The distance between us quickly vanished away when she traps my lips on her own, slowly and full of sensation.

“Fuck this.” I whisper between kisses and when I was about to lay her down, a sound coming from my laptop suddenly made us distracted and there’s a call coming from Skype.

I almost forgot.

I stare at Camila panicky. “What? What is it?” She inquires worriedly.

“I may have said to my parents that they can meet you through Skype and I may have forgotten to tell you and they may have been waiting for me to answer the call.” I inform her and her eyes widen in surprise. She even slaps me on my shoulder and she hurriedly checks herself in the mirror if she looks alright. “Baby you’re beautiful no matter what.”

She looks at me sweetly and glares right after. “Yeah, damn right.”

I answered the call and Camila had no choice but to meet my parents. In all honesty I am excited that Camila would get to know them and that they would get to know Camila. Never in my dreams before that I’d feel this excited to make this legal with my parents. I mean, they got out of my life and they just got back in. But, it feels great.

“Lauren hello!!!!” Taylor’s face is the first one seen on the screen. Camila is awkwardly smiling at the sight of it. “Oh my God! Is that Camila? Woah she’s really beautiful! Good catch, Lauren.” I gulp and Camila just chuckles and waves her hand at Taylor and Taylor does the same.

“Good to see you again Camila. Sorry about her sister, she always makes an ass out of herself.” My mother whom Camila already met greets her.

My father’s face is now seen on the screen. He has a coffee in his hand. “Hey there Camila. You can call me Mike or whatever you want to call me like Papa J. The hell I care.” I swear if I could only fade away and escape the whole scene, I would already have done it.

“How’s it going there Lauren?” My thoughts are stopped when I heard my name.

I smile at Camila awkwardly before introducing her completely. “Well uh hey guys this is Camila Cabello. She’s the most beautiful girlfriend and I’m lucky she’s mine.”

Mixtures of ‘awwws’ and ‘ooohhhh’ are heard on the screen and Camila looks at me so cutesy that I can’t help but embrace her again into a warm hug.

“Dang, I wanna be into girls too. They’re cute together.” Taylor states adoringly while Clara and Mike are just in awe while they’re watching the both of us. “Hi Camila. I hope you guys last like million years!” Taylor says exaggeratingly and Camila and I just laugh at her.

“Camila, I hope you take good care of my daughter because I know that kid. That kid beside you, she’s badass.” Mike states and Camila just pinches my right cheek.

Camila smiles at my father. “I officially turned this badass into one whole cute thing.” Camila tells him and I make faces and Taylor suddenly fakes her vomit.

“Ew. Not cute Lauren. Definitely not.” Camila laughs at the pun.

It’s not my mother’s turn to speak to Camila. Clara looks serious and I feel like this is going to be a different one. “Well Camila we’ve already talked.” My girlfriend nods. “I know you’re a lovely person inside and out. I’m really happy that you’re the person my daughter found. I know she’s in good hands and I can assure you that you are too. Please don’t be in love with anyone else but my daughter. I can see that she’s in love with you and when someone is in love, it’s strong and it’s different.” My mother looks at my father after her speech and they both smile at each other. I smile at Camila and she holds my hand and caresses it.

“Thank you, Clara. Thank you that you trust me with your daughter.” Camila tells her and I just feel the words that come out of her mouth in my heart. I’ll keep them in my heart because they’re safe inside.

My family bid goodbye after their little talk with Camila and Camila also promised that she’d visit them soon and give Taylor some gift as a surprise. I am happy right now that I can’t even think of something life could do to ruin it for me once again.

I think I just destroyed life’s bitchy attitude.

Camila’s phone rang and she answered the call while I turned off my laptop.

“Lauren, can you do one favor for me?” She asks and I nod my head.

“Can you go fetch Sofia for me? I need to go somewhere to meet a friend that’s been talking to me about some business she’s really into. I’d just love to get to know about it and this is only her free time.” Camila pleads as she walks towards me and kisses me right on the cheek. “Please?”

I pretend to be thinking and she taps my shoulder. “Hey! You promise that’s not a party?”

“Of course baby. I pinky swear.” We pinky swear as if we’re both just 9- year olds and I giggle while staring at her as if she’s really focused on what she’s doing. “See you later then?” I nod.

“I love you baby.” I tell her.

“I love you too, so damn much.” She says as she blows kisses and disappears from the door.

I parked my car in front of the gate of Sofia’s school. This would be like a thing for Camila and I now. Sofia is like my sister too now that Camila and I are together. The bell rang in the school and there are bunch of kids who are already coming out of the school to meet their parents with tired eyes but happy smiles. I remember myself few years back when I was a kid and I knew then that when the bell rang, my mother was waiting and I would be truly excited to hug her and tell her what happened throughout the whole morning.

“Lauren?” I get a sight of Sofia from the crowd and I run my way towards her. “Hi Lauren. Where is Camila?” She greets me cheerfully.

“Hey there kiddo. Camila is in a meeting with someone right now. I, on the other hand, is really free and is really looking forward to hanging out with you.” She chuckles and lets me carry her while I walk to where my car is parked.

“Did you do great in school?” I engage her in a conversation.

“Well I guess it’s really good to be friendly. I have friends in school and we all play together. One of them gave me chocolates and I’m really happy.” She is giggling while she’s telling the story. “There are also bad people in school. They bully other kids and it makes me sad.” Suddenly her emotion is turned upside down.

Sofia requested to be placed on the back area of the car not beside me. She told me she wanted to play her newly- bought toys and she wanted to draw using her new pencils and color pens.

“They’re going to be bad people and you just don’t mind them.” I point to her heart. “No matter what happens, all you dare to become is to be kind. Always.” I tell her and she nods her head slowly. “So… alright! What do you wanna eat?”

“Ice cream! Ice cream! Ice cream!” She screams playfully.

We stopped in a short period of time at an ice cream shop and bought her favorite Pistachio and Oreo mixed flavored ice cream. She was all smiles when she caught a sight of her ice cream, I didn’t buy one for myself because I didn’t really feel like eating something at the moment. Also, I was driving and I was content with seeing Camila’s sister happy.

I continued driving to our destination. “What are you drawing Sofia?” I inquire while the traffic light is still in red. “You’re too engrossed with it, aren’t you?”

“I’m drawing you and Camila.” She answers, not looking up, to meet my gaze. I watch her through the side mirror and her mouth is messed with the ice cream.

“Hey kiddo, wipe your mouth with this.” I hand her the tissue and the traffic light gets green. She snatches it from my hand and her pencils and color pens suddenly fall. “Oh shoot sorry!” I apologize and suddenly all the cars are moving.

Sofia tries to find her pencils and color pens. “Lauren, I can’t find it.” She complains and I watch her from the side mirror as I continue driving. “Lauren.” She is beginning to feel annoyed and sad at the same time.

“I’ll find it for you. Just give me a sec.” I inform her, my focus is still on the road.

“But I need to finish my drawing until we get home.” She complains once again and I try to reach the pencils and the color pens using my right hand while I use my left hand for driving. I can’t reach something and I bend down a little in hopes that I’ll get the missing ones. “Did you find it?” Suddenly my hand reaches the pencils and the color pens.

I sigh in relief and get to return to my composure and give it to Sofia. “There you go kiddo.” She smiles so warmly that it infects me into smiling at her back. She snatches it once again from my hand.

“Hey Lauren, don’t hurt Camila, okay?” Out of the blue, she asks.

Before I even got to answer her question, flashing lights came into view and almost blinded my eyes. I couldn’t hear anything but complete silence. There were beeps and screams outside but it all seemed silence to my ears. I was unable to speak as the voice escaping my mouth was all transformed into thin air. I started panicking as I couldn’t feel Sofia. I couldn’t touch her. I couldn’t reach her.

The traffic light went red. 

[seokjins]

soft taejin headcanons!!!

PGGHASLGTASG WTF I’VE BEEN WAITING MY WHOLE LIFE FOR THIS MESSAGE (╥_╥) also i love ur url btw it’s so cute 

World’s Most Beautiful Couple™ confirmed

nobody really knows when they started dating bc they’d always gone out to eat together and went to the gym together (even tho taehyung doesn’t work out lmao he just ogles his bf and sits on his back when he’s doing pushups) and shared drinks and fed each other and watched movies together and were just. Very Comfortable spending time alone as a pair

idk it was a very natural transition from friends to boyfriends tru role models tbh

if this was a non bts idol au, they’d both be actors who knew each other in school but then get reconnected once they’re both pretty big in the business and their infamous coffee dates trend on twitter for legitimately two days straight lmao

listen if seokjin getting out of a fuckign ca r at MAMA15 gets him a hashtag can u imagine what it’s like when the two of them are hand in and hand leaving a limo ,,kissing in public ,, going on dates at cheap ass bbq places ,,CASUALLY BUYING GROCERIES TOGETHER WTF

seokjin really likes taehyung’s smile ?? esp when u can see his entire face light up and his pretty eyes do the crinkly thing and his cheeks scrunch the tiniest bit around his nose and he looks genuinely happy???? god he wants his bf to be happy forever ??wtf????? gay???

seokjin spends a lot of time staring at taehyung with the most lovestruck expression lol watching him goof off and be his Bright Self augashklg

u know that face he makes where he looks completely zoned out and his smile is a little crooked and he just ????is? so fucking??? soft?????what the fuck??? (x)

he then becomes an international meme & taehyung never lets him live it down,,always poking fun like “dam ur WHIPPED” and seokjin usually snarks back but sometimes his eyes go soft and he says “yeah i kno” and taehyung slides a hand up seokjin’s shoulder/neck/jaw cups the side of his face before he goes in for the world’s most tender kiss ALSDHAGH

they’re a very tactile couple in many ways bc taehyung’s a naturally touchy person and seokjin’s always been ok w him stroking his hair or his neck or down the side of his arm and letting tae backhug him bc he really likes being on the receiving end too rip (x) (x) (x)

doing this a lot

taehyung runs hot and seokjin runs cold, so it’s nice when they’re sleeping together bc they can exchange body heat so 500 blankets aren’t needed to prevent seokjin from getting sick asldkghasg

taehyung’s dumb face when he’s looking at his bf (x) (x) u could shoot hearts starts n rainbows from his eyes probably he’s so in love

UM LMAO WHEN THEY KISS SO SOFT AND GENTLE AND QUIET AND ALWAYS DO THE STUPID FOREHEAD TOUCHING BULLSHIT I HATE THEM WTF 

seokjin: [is cold, freezing, shivering, dying]taehyung, like a literal beam of sunlight: [dives in for a full body hug 2 warm up him up]

seokjin’s obsessed with the way taehyung looks in the morning w sleepy eyes n a sleepy smile and hair sticking up a little bit as he wanders into the kitchen with nothing but a pair of sweats he keeps getting heart attacks every single time and has nearly broken their entire mug collection rip ,,

UM when they’re making out in bed and taehyung loops arms around seokjin’s neck when he’s on top to pull him closer and literally kills him?

cause of death: overexposure to taehyung’s beautiful mcfucking self

sometimes taehyung gets in one of his Moods and seokjin cancels literally everything in their schedules so they can just lie in bed and be close and hold him ????pet his hair????kiss his cheek??????my heart????it hurts????????

taehyung, at some point in their relationship, manages to find the place right behind seokjin’s ear that makes his knees go WEAK and force the breath right out of his lungs n makes every part of him melt and his muscles turn 2 jelly and mostly uses this to help jin calm down if he’s crying really hard or is really anxious or can’t stop shaking for some reason

Yes. Has Used in Public Many Times Even During Nationally Broadcasted Award Shows and Singlehandedly Breaks All of Social Media for the Following Week

there’s also one spot just on the turn of his hip and thigh that taehyung likes to abuse when they’re having sex lol

(actor au) they’re always each other’s dates to red carpet events/awards and even when they do solo interviews they have to stand next to each other and taehyung always watches seokjin talk w huge ass heart eyes and the tiniest softest smile on his face and doesn’t even pay the camera any attention LMAO

seokjin cries so easily ,, he has such a soft heart so the amount of pics/gifs of taehyung holding his bf during award shows is … A Lot….

finally get cast in a romance film as leads and the amount of new cavities the cast/crew get bc taejin are so sweet together ruins the film budget for the rest of time & also their costars won’t stop complaining about having to deal w them

seokjin: im making dinner what u want bbtaehyung: anything i put in my mouth that belongs to u is perfect ;;)))seokjin: ………………………………………seokjin: i’m filing for divorce