#every passing day leaves me questioning if i really should be in this chirch because they make me feel like a fucking trash bag like fuck u2
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#sorry u dont have to read this#god i cant sleep#ive had three hours of sleep i shouldve been asleep hours ago but i cant#my church really making me feel shittier every damn day#my leader just invalidated the lgbt pride parade thing that happened in yhe ph where the christians apologized to the gays and she said that#it was wrong :///////#what the fuck i literally allost cried earlier#and now i just had my first ever anxiety attack this isfucking me up goodnight i just needed to talk abt this bc i really cant stop crying y#all claim that ‘ur safe here always come to us when u need someone to talk to’#pero kayo rin nag j-judge tapos sobra pa talagang i diin yung bullshit beliefs niya#talagang sinabi niya pa na ‘naiintindihan?’ to the whole group fuck#and the saddest oart is some of he youth actually audibly reacted like in a negativ e way and that fuckinn made me feel unsafe in that fake#ass safe environment they pretend to create#i really cant sleep bc im still crying im so osrry if ur still reading this im such a dumbass sorry#i hope one day makakita ako ng mga ppl na hindi fake and will accept me for who i am#every passing day leaves me questioning if i really should be in this chirch because they make me feel like a fucking trash bag like fuck u2#i just needed to aay this so maybe i can fall asleep#.txt
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