#even though it prolly won't see the light of day >>

[barrenclan]

for your next music recs post i got a few:

1. “rabbit heart (raise it up)” by florence + the machine is a good one for rainhaze imo. it might work a little better if he was a girl just bc the singer refers to herself as such in the song but other than that it’s a pretty good fit

for the next two, i remember someone tried to recommend an ethel cain song for corm that ended up not being a good fit, BUT i feel like her music in general does match up with the vibes so here’s a couple songs off that same album (preacher’s daughter, def give it a listen if you get the chance) that i feel would fit:

2. “thoroughfare” would be a good one for hush puppy, wild rose, or even slugpelt depending on the context you take it in; lyrically it’s about a girl who falls in love with a smooth-talking guy and they plan to go on the run together. however, if you take it in the greater context of the album (bc it’s a concept album), the guy later turns out to be a serial killer/cult leader sooo you can imagine how that turns out

3. “ptolemaea,” which is a couple songs after the previous one, and sort of serves as the climax of the album; while i’m not sure if there’s a specific character it fits, it ABSOLUTELY fits the overall mood/themes of the story. i wish there was more i could say about it, but this is one of those songs where it’s best if you go in blind. trust me

Eh, I never care too much about the gender of lyrics unless it's actually relevant to the character's meaning. I like it with Redpelt, too, though! Since Rainhaze and Redpelt did have a relationship to each other, maybe they can both be singing the song.

"Here I am, a rabbit hearted girl Frozen in the headlights It seems I've made the final sacrifice" (Redpelt)

"This is a gift, it comes with a price Who is the lamb and who is the knife? Midas is king and he holds me so tight And turns me to gold in the sunlight" (Rainhaze)

2. I did listen to a bit of the Ethel Cain album, though it's not really my taste.

The specific song sounds really great to work with Wild Rose, in the context of the rest of the album. I have described her as a character with wanderlust before, so I imagine she'd want to leave Defiance with Deepdark.

"I met you there in Texas, somewhere on the thoroughfare On the side of the road in some torn up clothes with a pistol in my pocket I didn't trust no one but you said, "Baby, don't run, I'll take you anywhere"

"And then you turned to me and stared into me deep And said, "Well, maybe not, 'cause look at what I've got You might not be my love, but baby, I doubt it"

3. Oh, what an intersting song this is. If I had to assign a character to it I'd say Deepdark, with certain other lyrics in the song as victims of his throughout the years. Specifically the phrasing of "I am the white light" and "[the] wolf, crawling to thee" are very relevant to some imagery surrounding him.

Good old The Moss! I like this song.

"Well, we can all learn things, both many and a-few From that old hunched-up woman who lived inside a shoe Or the girl that sang by day and by night she ate tear soup Or the man who drank too much and he got the brewers' droop"

"Come listen, all ye fair maids, to how the moral goes Nobody knew and nobody knows"

If that song's not on Rainhaze Hell, it prolly should be. He's got a couple of NIN there already I believe. Any angry, edgy, upset song is very Rainhaze. I like the motif of the days feeling like a constant endless drag in this one.

"I think I used to have a purpose Then again, that might have been a dream"

"I can feel their eyes are watching In case I lose myself again Sometimes, I think I'm happy here Sometimes, yet I still pretend"

Never Love an Anchor is actually Slugpelt's theme song, which you can find on the official PATFW playlist! It fits her terribly well.

I could see I Bet on Losing Dogs as a representation of her and Cashew's relationship, where she's continually convincing herself that he'll stay despite knowing in her heart he won't.

"Will you let me, baby, lose On losing dogs I know they're losing and I'll pay for my place"

"My baby, my baby You're my baby, say it to me Baby, my baby Tell your baby that I'm your baby"

Aw, yeah, good call.

"If the rashes sprang to life, would you just let me down? Would you leave those kids again and kick 'em outta town? I guess we'll never know, I'll just be here wondering What made you choose to go? The day you went down to Mexico"

"Now there's time to mend, every broken heart that you left In your gust of wind, no more little ghost I keep around"

[cbsxreader]

just a silly little thought after seeing the Pirate CBS au, because I kinda like it ngl just like imagine S/o is like a siren thing, prolly got lost in one of his island, and who know maybe he found them (human form) and like few days later found out they arent even human (by how they act in stuff ig-) its just a silly thought however...

Hehe silly thoughts go brrr

Pirate!CBS x Siren!S/o!!

Christian grinned as he pointed his machete and ordered his men to cause havoc on a poor village he had brought fear into.

As the pirates stormed into the village, a lone, single person didn't run. They immediately caught Christian's eye as they looked around in confusion. Amidst all the screams and panic, Christian approached this strange person with a grin.

"Not scared of pirates, are ya?" His dark voice rang through their ears. They kept quiet as they backed away from him, only for him to step even closer. Just as they were about to be backed into a wall, they ran for it.

Christian quickly ordered for a few of his men to follow him to hunt the poor thing down. The cheering and yelling from the bloodthirsty pirates only encouraged this mysterious person to run faster, eventually disappearing out of sight.

When Christian and his men stumbled onto the reef, they were confused. No sign of this person whom they had chased.

Just before Christian was about to turn back, he threw his weapon into the water out of anger. But just as he did that, something big in the water got disturbed and he could clearly see a dark spot quickly swim away from the shore.

Over the next days, he wandered the entirety of the island, searching for the one that got away. But he got nothing. It was strange, him and his crew could've seen anyone leave the island, so where had this one person suddenly gone?

Though it was one night while sleeping in the raided village when he heard faint sounds that sounded like singing. He didn't mind "visiting" people to release pent up desire from being out in sea for so long. He went to investigate without a second thought.

He followed the alluring voice and he stepped onto the sandy beach again. The moonlight shined on a figure sitting on a boulder slightly off the shore line. He could sneak a few steps further before the figure looked over their shoulder. His eyes widened, it was the person he had scared off.

"Captain. You seem a bit less glamorous than the last time I saw you." This time, this mysterious person spoke up and sounded rather confident, peaking the captain's interest.

"Well...you did call me unexpectedly." He said with a raised brow.

"I didn't call you." They bluntly replied.

"Oh, but after hearing such a beautiful song, I couldn't resist." He headed more towards the shore, looking a bit smug.

"I've heard a lot about you, Captain. I take it you go out in the sea often?" Their voice dropped by an octave, sounding more seductive.

"The sea's my home, don't really have anywhere to return to." He replied, shrugging his shoulders and stopping right before the water hit his toes.

"How sentimental. Can you come a bit closer? I'm having trouble hearing you over the waves." They soothed, turning more to face him to tempt him.

He smiled "Sea water's must be in your ears, darl', I can hear you just fine."

Their brows slightly knitted together "Well, I cannot. I-"

"I've met creatures of your kind before, the first one fooled me, but you won't." He interrupted.

With a bit of a pause and a confused look, they sat there in disbelief "...That's why I wanted one of your men instead." They growled under their breath.

Eventually, they got to an agreement and the siren got closer to him while he sat on a rock. Christian gladly told his stories to them, secretly growing a liking to them. They seemed too curious about him and humans in general, so it was a rather...peaceful interaction.

Always up for an adventure, Christian decided to visit his beloved siren numerous times, each time the conversation becoming more and more light-hearted but also more flirty. Each time they met, the siren got more and more above the water, only to get compliments from the captain.

And when they got on the same rock, the tension was undeniable. One thing led to another and Christian had the siren's chin in his hand and he looked deep into their sparkling eyes. "You can get a kiss from me, if you promise you won't drag me down to the bottom of the sea." "I can't promise that..." "That's good enough for me..." And with that, he made his sweet, cold-skinned siren have hot cheeks.

When the sea called him again, Christian made an offer to his now S/o: Either they split ways or they follow his ship. After that, the next morning, he set sail again, secretly thinking it's just him and his crew again.

Secretly, he thought that was the end of it, he got on his ship, set sail and didn't look back. So, when he was just relaxing on the deck by himself and he heard a familiar voice, his ears perked up and he looked over-board. There was his S/o who had clinged onto the ship to keep them in one place.

He was happy to finally have a partner in his life, so happy in fact, he kept it a secret from his crew to make sure he gets to keep a siren all to himself. They continued all their little talks and flirting and sometimes Christian even gave his S/o a gift from his treasures.

His S/o knew it was over for them when he seemed to be the one luring them in instead of the other way around. Even when Christian takes a moment to himself and lights a cigar to smoke, they seem to not be able to resist poking their head out of the water to let him know they're there.

After one visit, he suggested for his S/o to come on board. And after climbing an itchy rope, his S/o suddenly found themselves in his captain's cabin. "Are you sure Captain?" "Don't worry darl', no one's allowed here but me~"

If his S/o noticed a storm or another ship ahead, they made sure to inform him. And sometimes they got something in return from him, either a fish or a poor sailor's liver. Same goes for when he walks someone off the plank and his S/o gets to drown them.

If they take things to the next level and are really in love, Christian might actually present his S/o to his crew as his partner. They get their own outfit and everything along with a threat from Christian to his crew to not even lay their eyes on his lover.

Sorry for taking a while on this!!

[finemeal]

Ahh I see your notes (however many days later) and I have come with an explanation for why I chose which Poké's for Jason's team! (I get INTO IT so I'll put all this under a Keep reading for everyone's sanity. Also, in order of how I picked them originally :D). I'll explain Staraptor, Gengar, and Houndoom right now but meds are kicking in so I'll explain 'rest later (do feel free to bug me if I don't within 24 hours or something, I'll prolly forget)

Staraptor: I first got the idea to put Staraptor on his team when I saw other people had done so, but that wasn't the only reason I chose this wonderful Poké!

Let's start with the obvious: Staraptor is a bird Poke that also has a bit of red on his head! Perfect pick for an ex-Robin/current Red Hood! And while look/theme-wise that does help explain, that's just the beginning of my thought process here.

Staraptor is also known as the "Predator Pokémon" and is very strong (even though some people might not think so since he's a normal/flying type). Staraptor typically have the Intimidate ability (i.e. lowers attacks of Poke's battling). This fits Jason's vibes very well I think because Jason is a big and scary dude when he enters his Red Hood era.

But sometimes, Staraptor's have the Reckless ability (i.e. the more damage they do, the higher recoil they'll take later one). This reminded me of Jason's (sometimes) proclivity to do dumb shit without always thinking about it, ya know? He's a smart guy for sure but sometimes he'll throw himself recklessly into danger. Comes with being a vigilante/crime lord I'm sure.

But let's not forget the fact that Staraptor's have in their Pokédex that they will fight foes MUCH bigger than them without thought, dive headfirst into danger, and are strong. Also? In "HeartGold/SoulSilver" they talk about how when they evolve from Staravia they head out on their own which very much fits Jason spreading out his wings to be his own guy separate from Batman.

Plus? The fact that it won't stop attacking even when injured but will fuss over the shape of its cone is very funny to me. Idk, feels like something Jason would vibe with as a Poké!

But really, I think that Jason would've run into Starly in an early route, see this bird that is small and weak when alone but strong in numbers and just resonate with it. Starly's are just as fierce as Staraptor's, let's not forget, they just know they are small and need to form groups to stay strong.

Jason who was small most likely due to malnutrition and is just starting to get strong after being given a chance by Chairman Bruce Wayne would see this small bird who may not be able to be strong enough yet but will be I just ... I think Jason would immediately get attached, ya know? (can you understand why a lot of fans associate this Poké with Jason XD)

Gengar: This one was INSTINCTUAL. At first, I wasn't sure why Gengar was such an automatic choice for me, but it just felt right. I knew Jason would have at least one ghost Poké since he, ya know, died. But let's get into more of why Gengar is such a great choice for my main man Jason.

Gengar is the "Shadow Pokémon" which feels like a great fit for a guy who, as big as Jason, is still incredibly light on his feet. I forgot Gengar was BIG so he may look small in this image, but he's actually 4'11" (1.5m). A big Pokémon who can melt into the shadows? Seems like he fits our favorite crime lord perfectly don't you agree?

And let's not forget the hidden ability! "Cursed Body" (i.e. disable a move used on said Pokémon). I don't know, that just feels perfect for Jason. Like ... Batman never liked gun's being used, had a strict no-killing-rule and then Jason died. When he came back, he broke a lot of the rules Bruce put in place. It seems like a fitting parallel, ya know?

Now let's take a gander into the Pokédex entries and see what about this dude fits Jason even better. A lot of the entries talk about how you can't see the Gengar but can feel its presence. Stealing a person or the spaces heat to cool the area. Like previously stated, Jason's BIG but sneaky. I feel like his presence would be similar. You don't see him but you can feel the danger lurking. That's terrifying.

Let's not forget, Gengar is a ghost type but is also poison. That combination of being dead and poisoned by your death has stuck with me something fierce. I know the fandom exaggerates Jason's pit rage, but he still has been affected by the pit before. The thing that fully brought him back poisoned him, and that feels like it fits Jason so much.

But, I do think Jason would've evolved Gengar from a Haunter after being gifted Haunter (aka: the evo requirement). "But who would've gifted Jason Haunter?" you ask. Great question, and I'm happy to answer it!

I think Dick would've gifted Jason Haunter. As a ... a way to make peace with his brother who has been absent for so long? An olive branch that Bruce struggles so hard to extend.

Dick has had this Gastly for so long, trains it up to a Haunter (not part of his main crew though, just a Poké he was training). I think Dick would've gotten Gastly after Jason dies, wanting so desperately to be close to his long-dead brother. Trains it up to Haunter, watching it get stronger and grow in the way his younger brother never will.

Then? Suddenly? Jason's here! He's alive! He's back. He's not the same, but I think Dick would want to give Jason a Poké he knew would protect him in the way (Dick thinks) he failed to.

Houndoom: Houndoom also felt like a correct choice for Jason. Pure instinct. It's a dark/fire type that is also a dog with horns and that just ... it just feels like a Poké Jason would have on his team, ya know? Plus! This is his like ... champion team, so it's more balanced than a gym team he'll get later on.

Houndoom is known as the "Dark Pokémon" which ... I mean, look at 'im? He's a dark Pokémon that's for sure! He's got skeleton motif with the collar, the skull, the back bits/horns, etc. Have you seen Jason? Yeah maybe not necessarily skeleton motif but he's got a vibe that he'll make you into a skeleton. Houndoom's give me the same vibe and I think that helps make 'em feel like the perfect fit for Jason.

These Poké's also have multiple abilities which is fun! "Early Bird" aka light sleepers. You're telling me after all the Bat-training, growing up in Crime Alley, and coming back from the dead Jason wouldn't be a light sleeper? Hell nah, fam. He totes would be! Also, can you imagine Jason wakes up from a nightmare and Houndoom wakes up too and goes to comfort Jason? You can't tell me that idea doesn't make you all soft, it makes me soft.

Then? "Flash Fire" (i.e. when hit with fire move doesn't do damage but makes Poké stronger). Jason has turned SO MUCH of the shit he's gone through and turned it around on its head. He shouldn't have to be so strong, but he is! He's fucking died and that didn't stop him. I imagine that a crowbar being used against him would make him angrier in a fight rather than scare him. And lord help his opponent.

"Unnerve" (i.e. makes foes so nervous can't eat) is a hidden ability. We've already touched on how Jason is such a physically imposing and downright terrifying dude. Therefore, I don't think I need to ramble more on that point here.

Now, the Pokédex has a LOT of juicy things we can look at and compare to Jason. Like, how if it shoots flames from its mouth and you get burned? Pain never goes away. Look at Jason, look at that entry, look at Jason, and look at me. You're telling me Jason who will spit words of venom at Bruce, who has emotionally and physically harmed so many people does not metaphorically shoot flames from his mouth? Sure, the pain will most likely go away for most, but I think the words he shoots at Bruce never fully go away. They're apart of Bruce now, just as much as Jason's death is a part of him.

Then? About how hearing this Poké is downright terrifying. Remember, Jason's physically imposing and sneaky. I'm sure if you heard Red Hood you'd also get the shivers.

Following that, we have the Houndoom's that are the leaders of the packs. Sharp horns towards their backs. Jason is a leader, it comes naturally to the children of the Bat. But Houndoom choose their leader's by fighting amongst themselves. If you think Jason hasn't fought for his place, fought to be a crime lord until he proved himself. Fought to be the leader of his Outlaws then ... I don't know what to tell ya.

And the last bit I'll focus on is the fact that some people thought that the Houndoom's howls were the sound of the grim reaper. You're kidding me, right? Jason who, remember, has DIED and COME BACK. Jason who has met death and come out on the other side. Jason who, in my mind, will whistle like the wolf from "Puss in Boots: Last Wish" right before he kills someone. Jason is a grim reaper, don't forget it.

I do think Jason would've evolved Houndoom from Houndour. A creature he finds on one of the path's, and pauses. Maybe this specific Houndour was away from the pack, and Jason saw a Poké who needed his help. Who was only as strong as those it surrounded itself with.

Or maybe the Houndour was being fiercely protected by a Houndoom. Maybe Jason saw a pup who was being protected by those stronger, and knew that Poké was the one for him. The instinctual need to be a part of something, to be protected by those it loves and later protect others.

Houndour is small, but it is mighty. You just have to give it a chance. And Jason would bond so much with the Poké over needing to be protected while it's growing to be so strong.

And ... that's where I'll end for the night. My brain is filled with cotton balls, my illness is all consuming, but I will explain the thought process behind the other 3 Poké's on Jason's team. I love them all too much not to :D <3

Title: Champion

I'm gonna post these separately because I know people who like DC don't necessarily like DPxDC SO! This is my DC Pokémon AU piece I did for a game in the @haunting-heroes-creative-games server! Hosted by @artdecielle, we played Guess the Artist: Through the Screen. I had so much fun drawing Jason with all these poke's, and it took me a total of 9 hours and 37 minutes.

The Pokémon shown on the left from bottom to top:

Houndoom

Feraligatr

Staraptor

The Pokémon shown on the right from bottom to top:

Gengar

Haxorus

Gliscor

I imagine Jason is a Pokémon trainer who has become Champion at this point. Trained by the Chairman of their region: Bruce Wayne (who has trained many Pokémon Champions). Eventually, Jason will become a Gym Leader when the next protégé becomes Champion, but right now he's holding it!

Tried to add the Red Hood symbol on his shirt and make him feel very Jason. I excluded his white tuft cuz I felt it would give me away in the game, but I do generally imagine him with it! I'm just so proud of this piece and had so much fun making it <3

[jirouing]

★ ·.·˙··˙·.· FIND SOME TIME !

➫ pairings ;; keigo takami x gn!reader.

➫ wordcount ;; 789.

➫ synopsis ;; there came a pattern of knocks at the window. you lifted your head slightly to squint at the offense. out of curiosity, you were about to shuffle out of bed but your phone started to vibrate and halted you further.

➫ authors%notes ;; fluff, a soft hawks lol

The sun had long began to set and dressed the sky in a soft peachy color that bled through the window of your room. You twirled a pen between your fingers as your eyes glossed over the endless pages of words. They were all jumbling up in your brain and you wanted so badly to quit and nap then and there but you needed to finish. 

Still the internal battle was over once you let your head bang back against your headboard, groaning as you turn over and dose yourself in the fluffiness of your pillows.

Then there came a pattern of knocks at the window. You lifted your head slightly to squint at the offense. Out of curiosity, you were about to shuffle out of bed but your phone started to vibrate and halted you further. You scooped up your phone and your narrowed eyes softened once you saw it was a string of texts from Keigo.

love giver #-> Knock knock

It's your favorite person at the window (6:41 PM)

You snorted and began to text back.

uber hottie #-> yo you know sza??? tell her to release bloodstain rn (6:42 PM)

love giver #-> Hah hah very funny, [Name]

But come outside for meeee

I have something I wanna show you ((;;;;;;;;; (6:42 PM)

It took you a bit longer to respond this time. Thinking about the work you had to finish. Just as you thought about it, another text came.

love giver #-> Please, for me? I won't keep you long I swear on your heart (6:44 PM)

uber hottie #-> ... 

okay fine you big baby i'll be out in a sec (6:45 PM)

love giver #->🕺🏼💞💏 (6:45 PM)

You shut off your phone and finally made it to the window, opening it and popping your head outside to look for Keigo but to no avail.

"Hi, lovebird," the sudden sound of his voice made you jump a tiny bit and you looked up to see him slowly descending from above you. "How long were you planning that?" you questioned. The blond shrugged and planted a kiss on your forehead. "No clue. But didn't think you were actually gonna come out though."

You shrugged the same and he wrinkled his nose at the action. "I wasn't but I did because asked ever so nicely." Keigo chuckled and took your hand up in his. "There's something on the roof waiting for both of us, I think you'll really like it."

"Oh yeah?" he nodded quickly, "would I ever steer you wrong?" Just as you opened your mouth, he shushed you. "Ah- Don't answer that. Come with me." You rolled your eyes as he took you into his arms and flew up a few levels past your apartment.

He gently put you down and your mouth parted in surprise when you found the set up he concocted.

"Ta-da," he guided you closer to the picnic. "I saw you were going through it, so why not have the rest of the evening to ourselves? There's no people, no loud noises, no work. Just you, me, and this cute picnic basket." It was all decorated in different colors and he opened it for you to see. It had all of your favorite food and snacks packed inside, some of which you never would've thought he'd remember. 

"I...Keigo- this is too nice for me. I'm shocked there's no other special occasion." You gawked at the dimly light candles set in far corners surrounding the blanket. He snorted and he held your hands again. "I don't need a reason to spoil my baby, now do I?" You let out a breathless laugh and you couldn't wipe the bright smile off your face.

He squeezed your palms and his eyes met yours in a love-filled gaze. "Soo...do you like it? Is it too minimalistic?" You scoffed, "don't even try me. It's perfect. Especially since it came from you." Keigo gave you an adorable grin. His hand rose to stroke his fingers alongside your cheek, one brushing the plush of your lips. You leaned into his touch before he pulled away.

"Alright! Let's eat before the food gets cold!"

This was the most relaxed you've been in awhile and you can only thank Keigo a hundred times for doing this. The work you had left was gone for the entire evening and you could only focus on the little rooftop date you had. It was all too sweet and you made sure to kiss him a hundred more times for the thought.

But you didn't know that this was one of two surprises. The second one was although much smaller in comparison, it was sure to brighten up your day when revealed.

end%notes ;; short ending short ending

you can prolly guess what the sec surprise was ((;;;;;;;;;

anyways, my school year is coming to a close in a week and i was feeling kind of down and out about what might happen next so i made this specifically for myself - and any other struggling students or people - as a kind of "you can do it!" thing to take your mind off work for a moment. but i hope whoever sees this enjoyed because technically it's my first fluff with the birdman-

ps. - this is also here to put smth here while i finish those aot requests. i should hopefully be finished and have them up by tomorrow.

ps.s - i used [name] instead of y/n and i kind of like it better. feels less wattpad-y ifykwims

[princess-pill-enjoyer]

My stomach finally put its foot down 💀💀💀

The plan was 1.8k so I could wake up high and hopefully sleep the next day away but I screwed up. Don't know why I decided to full on eat eat instead of something light to minimize the inevitable stomach irritation. My dumbass likes malt o meal a little too much..

Anyway, malt o meal for whatever reason gives me bad ass acid reflux and that's partially why I eat it sm. Ofc the taste is on point as well but the pain from the acid is lowkey soothing. Gives my something to focus on without pills or going back to whatever sh I'd do in the past. Most the time that equals biting/scratching/pulling my hair but I used to cut here and there as well

Uh but yeah my dumbass inhaled a whole lotta malt o meal in prep for all the pills I'd be taking and it ended up screwing me. I took a good 1.5 before I had to sit completely still to not puke whiiich ain't end up working. Puked it all up and judging how I felt after the fact I'd say a good 400-650ish actually got absorbed but the most of it came up. Then past that point I tried to take some tums and continue on but I was gagging off rip

I tried to take it slower this time by only taking 200 at a time and dosing every ten mins until i was high high. It was chill for all of two mins, then i puked again. It got so bad I couldn't keep water down either. So I gave up and just passed out off the residuals of the first few doses

I'm currently on 300. I woulda taken more but my god.. grandma? Idfk. She called me at like 8 asking if I wanted to go to some family reunion thing and I said half sleep just said yeah not thinking nothing of it. I was gonna try and slither out of it but I was just like.. fuck it. Might as well. I still wanna go home and get messed up but atp im just gon ignore the events of yesterday and come back to it when I get home

Ah. And R kinda gently to stop checking on her last night. I asked if she ate and was worried she was taking too much to the point she'd have another bp attack? Uh. I dunno the actual name that's what she called it. But it was a bit too overwhelming for her as her partner used to ask the same shit like that and it stung to hear all that again. Then she said I don't know if there's anything I can do can help her. Which. Really hurt. I get it. I mean. Having the what you thought was love of your life suddenly not care to check on you then having a random do the same prolly hurts so bad. I'm not her and I know it probably is salt in the wound seeing that I did it with ease but her partner couldn't be bothered to put in that minimal effort. But at the same point, I hate that she sees me being concerned for her as me tryna help. It makes me feel like she thinks I only care or wanna talk when I'm getting something out it. That I'm not really there for whatever. That we only need to talk when we're useful for one another

I know I'm probably just reading too much into it but. I'm tearing up just thinking about it. I'm not gonna mention it rn.. even if I'm right somehow someway, it's an extra stressor on her that she doesn't need. I'm just gonna sulk on it got a few days and try to forget it.

So. Anyway. I'm gonna let her come to me instead. I don't want to hurt her again and I gain nothing from forcing us to talk and make her lie/hurt in silence to spare my feelings. I miss her a lot though.. I wore this stupid ass bunny hoodie I have all day yesterday cause it reminded me of her. I damn near saturated the sleeve of the damn thing with snot and tears tho 💀💀💀

Ah but. That's all for now. I'm finna try and find something to keep me occupied so I won't fall asleep

[jay-durian]

BESTIE HEYYYYYY I would like to ask for a ship <33 I've seen so many of these and it's my first time asking for one, cause it's you <3. okay so, I'm a virgo, and im an infp, and I'm so so short like everyone keeps using me as an armrest (I'm legal I just dont feel good saying my age, but i think yk that) okay what do I say now,,,,, I like baking, late night drives, I can cook,,,, (kinda)(not really) im the baby of my friend group, every single friend I have mothers me around, I like fall sick so easily it's like funny at this point and I get so stressed like all the time. i love reading and listening to music (currently obsessed w olivia rodrigos new album) I have a good sense of fashion but I'm too lazy to actually put that sense into something good (ykwim?) I love love love pastries and cupcakes, I have some almost every other day, they're so good I cant, ah yes and I tend to get insecure pretty easily. and I guess that's it?!?!! this is so chaotic im sorry😭😭

Awie your so cute pls-🥺 the fact that you tried it bc it's me I'm TOT also I got your other ask too so I'll just add the screenshot of it on this answer itself ^^

I ship you with jay!!!

No matter how many times I say this, I'll never get tired of it. Jay loves the fact that your short 🤩 it's just that he wants to take care of you and treat you like a baby 🥺 (even though your prolly older than him)

Since you can cook and bake I totally feel like you and jay would spend lots of time trying out new recipes and experiment with dishes

He'd love taking you to long drives in the middle of the night (who knows y'all might do something more than just going for a drive 😗😗)

Jay would love taking care of you when you get sick, he'd make you soup, buy you medicines, frequently check your temperature and just pamper you 🤧

He'd basically spoil you with all sorts of shit may it be clothes, accessories, Food, skin care/make up products... You name it he'll buy it

I can totally see you both reading a book on the couch while Olivia's songs play in the background (I love her songs :3 )

He'd help you pick outfits and dress up so that you won't have to do any of that on your own ���🤩🤩

He'll frequently buy you pastries and sweets (I bet he'd buy you something or the other everyday ☠️)

As for you being insecure, he loves you for who you are, he loves everything about you, may it be physical appearance, voice, or any habbits. He thinks your amazing and he lets you know by reminding you about it or leaving small notes around the house 🥺 (and yes your amazing, I won't take a no 😁)

Since you use Corny pick up lines and shit... Both of yall would be huge ass flirts (anyone looking at y'all would think y'all are just random people flirting around 🤡)

Since your not so great at romance, jay will do it for you 🤩 there's no way someone can say that he isn't romantic. That boy will do such sweet and cute stuff. He would even plan a candle light dinner for your anniversary or smn 🥴

He loves it when your all happy and bubbly cause hello?! We all know jay is soft for such stuff 😂

Overall y'all would be such a cute couple who constantly flirt with eachother like it's no big deal 🤠 *cries in single*

Tysm for sending this love, have a nice day 🥰

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so you seem to like cykesquill so i'm giving you a situation: simon getting confused as some grumpy guy that's bothering athena. like strangers will come up to her like 'is he annoying you?' and she tells him he NEEDS TO WEAR BRIGHTER CLOTHING SIMON!!

YES I LOVE CYKESQUILL

like, can you imagine Athena taking Simon out shopping 

she picks him up from the office and doesn’t tell him where they’re going

simon thinks it’s a perfectly normal day and then Athena takes a turn on the highway

“this isn’t the way home.”

“I know. we aren’t going home”

“or to Eldoon”

“we aren’t going there either, Simon.”

“…?”

*stops at the mall*

*sigh* “People are harassing me when we’re together because you dress like an emo creep.”

*offended* “I DO NOT”

and Athena drags Simon in anyway because its like around 6, and it’s a weekday, there shouldn’t be anyone they know at the mall  right now anyways

Simon is a pouty grump

Athena avoids Hot Topic because she knows hat Simon will want to go in and complain about his fandoms selling out

much to Simon’s dismay

“no Spencer’s either.”

Athena finds some trendy places she like to get clothes from and some Men’s clothing stores and literally drags Simon in and picks clothes out for him.

“You don’t have to wear this stuff at work. just when we go out in public and stuff. So that people we don’t know don’t think you’re harassing me”

they spend HOURS in the dressing rooms of various shops

Simon scares a bunch of shop employees

and kids

Simon picked some dark colored button down shirts and Athena picked out brighter shirts and nice jeans 

even if he refuses to wear them now, perhaps she can convince him to wear them later when they go out c:

Athena is still approached by a variety of the people in different shops

isn’t it annoying how there’s always that guy who says “is he bothering you?”

Simon pretends that he isn’t bothered by it even though he really really is

s actually really insecure about their relationship because of all of thissimon’

athena senses a lot of sadness that conflict with the outer anger

she knows that he won’t want to talk about it until he wants to, she just needs to give him time.

by the end, Athena made him pay because… well… she’s a defense attorney.

he was planning on paying anyways

they ate a late dinner at the food court and headed back to their apartment building

Athena lays everything out on the bed and matches a few outfits together for him

she catches a goofy grin on his face out of the corner of her eye and knows that he’ll be alright

the next week, Simon picks Athena up from the WAA in one of the polished outfits she bought him and everyone in the office show signs of extreme surprise

Widget: “What are you all staring at him for? It’s just new clothes jesus fucking christ”

Phoenix has never looked at Athena with as much surprise as he did just then

Apollo expected as much

he sneaks some pictures and sends them to Klavier over Snapchat

captioned “look; Blackquill’s dressing better than you. Guess you need to step up up your game, Gavin”

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We won't fully know if they're roosters until they're about 3 or 4 months old, or essentially whenever they start crowing (or attempting to crow, at least). We do have one chick (the one named Charles Chickens) who is a specific breed that actually has a way to tell between hens and roosters even when they're chicks, so she's the only one we can confidently say is gonna be a hen lmao

Here's Phoenix (left) and Oreo and Oscar (right, respectively)!! You'll have to click on Phoenix's for full view, but Phoenix is by far the boldest chicken, like she'll knock on our back door with her beak to be let in sometimes (we never let them in anymore, except for Buff on really rare occasions, but when they were younger and a bit smaller we would let them wander around in the kitchen)

Oreo and Oscar are the most shy, and they'll only run right up to you if others do it first. They also often shy away at any attempt at being pet or picked up, but they're still friendly!! In the picture, they're sitting in one of our (currently empty) garden plots cause these two fucking love to just sit in dirt, especially if it's in the sun. In the summer/whenever we have plants growing there, we have it fenced off from them but they still try their damnest to break in

Here's the chicks! Unfortunately, because of the red light, it's a lil hard to see some of em, which I suppose doesn't matter too much cause half of them aren't named yet anyways, and even the ones that are named I can't fully see lmao, but here they are!! The only one I can identify is the oldest and biggest one in the bottom far right corner. Her name is Charles Chickens and she's gonna be a fucking gorgeous chicken when she grows up, like she's all black except for white tips on the inner part of her wings, and she has faint reddish tint on the other edges of her wings, which only noticed a couple days ago.

And now for Pidge:

Pidge is a Crested Gecko!! He's kind of a rascal, in that in his youth, he would manage to escape from his cage like every couple of weeks, but we could always find him cause he'd always climb to the tallest parts of the room he was in (usually in drapes or on top of open doors). In one of the times he escaped, one of our cats, Margo, just happened to be stuck in my mom's room with him (his cage used to be in her room but now he's in the living room), and we didn't know for like hours. Luckily, Margo is chill and didn't try to kill him nor did she hurt him, but he did apparently get scared enough to drop his tail, which will never grow back cause Crested Geckos' tails don't grow back :(

We gave him a much taller cage (that's also more fool proof) and decked it out with faux tree limbs and leaves so he's so fucking happy now. When you hold him, no matter where you hold him, he WILL climb up your arm/body to snuggle on your chest/in the crook of your neck/in your hair.

We actually thought he was a female at first, but then after about a year, my mom's friend was like "nah, that's a male." He's been named Pidge the entire time, though lmao.

He's about to molt soon, prolly tonight or tomorrow if I had to guess, just based on how his complexion looks (he's usually a much brighter yellow lmao)

Lemme know if ya want any more pictures or wanna know anything else!! I could talk about these guys for hours bzbssnsbsb

HEY

ANYONE WITH EXOTIC / NOT COMMON PETS PLS RB THIS WITH PICS, NAME, AND THE FAVORITE THING THEY DO

so like reptiles, birds, fish, or anything else other than dogs & cats. no shame towards those, but i rly wanna hear ppl talk abt their "abnormal" animals