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lavendermandibles · 2 years ago

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so I've read and have understood the statistics about suicide on men vs women, and how men pick more violent methods of suicide, but i'm starting to fully realize how that played a role on my attempt when i was 14(almost a full decade ago).

I didnt think of it at the time, but I now realize even in trying to attempt my own death, I considered everybody but myself. and looking at the statistics it seems most women are the same too. apparently even to the death were conditioned to not even think of ourselves

#radfems can interact #radfem safe #it just makes me think of all the moids i know who have killed themselves #specifically the old family friend who took three steps out of his house #and shot himself #so his wife and two daughters can find him #even though i backed out of it i made sure my attenpt was as peaceful as possible #which has lead me to realize how much of my life i sacrifice to those around me #i

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