#even tho she has no context for rhis lmao so its not his fault at all :/ | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

cowhound · 2 years ago

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its overshare friday!!!!!!!!!!!!!! reached the point of the twlking stage where the emptional unavailability is beginning to impact my behaviors :3

mostly was just trying to lay pipe b4 getting back on campus to get practice in for Hypothetical Future Relationship teeebeehaych but now ive got emotions beyond that and i dont reaaallly wanna deal with that

and im too scared to do hookup apps for internet safety + transexual reasons lol

#i like this mf alot but i dont really wanna engage bc i go back to college in a month. and also relationship scary #but theyre so nice and theyre funny and weve got similar interests :/#idk i dont want ti stop talking to them but i also dont give the talking as much attention as i feel i should?#also grasping with the fact that shes treating me like a man (a flamboyant one yrah but a man)#so i have to initiate shit which i HAAATEEEE doing bc im always the one that does that #even tho she has no context for rhis lmao so its not his fault at all :/#whatever i dont think im gonna progress it at all but i would like to remain friends in that case #been passive scrolling on dating apps again so i think im checked out romanticslly tbh

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