#even tho it will likely be late jfdkslfjksl

[aimfor-theheart]

hello hello, im late and my thoughts are running. it's been awhile cause i think i burnt myself out on a lot of things and i have to prepare emotionally for Godmaker so for now at least, here are my thoughts on the interlude!!

...honestly, i actually dont think i have many thoughts at all. having this tiny glimpse inside Gojo's mind is heartbreaking in its simplicity. his most secretest and deepest held desire, is to be mortal.

that tiny moment of domesticity at the beginning. Gojo with his wife, and their adopted kids, and having friends over for a meal. it's mundane but it must mean everything to him. To them both.

it's so simple. that's all it is. it's rather sad actually.

but it's cool to know that, there IS something outside reader's control. and in fact, it's been influencing her actions for a long time, possibly from the beginning.

and sorry to make this about suguru, but UGH, when gojo is like "sometimes he wondered if suguru wanted to devour her too" YEAH??? TELL ME MORE!!

it makes me all the more scared for the next part, im not ready lol i think i might put it off a lil more

omg i hope you're doing well friend! burnout is tough!! i hope you're able to get some much needed rest and downtime then! take care of yourself <33 and thank you for taking the time to reach out despite the burnout!!

i wanted the interlude to be rather...simple. or like. idk when dealing with such grandiose ideas i often feel like what really matters is the small stuff anyways. also gojo in my mind...wants to be "normal" but never can be. or really would be. even in his attempt to make himself less of a god to the reader, he has sorta been exerting a power and knowledge over her that only he knows again, ya know?

he's stuck in his own paradox a bit. which i thought was fitting for him.

but yes, there is something outside readers control!! finally!! a little peak!!

LMAO suguru. oh suguru. one day i will write a big long fic ab suguru FOR YOU! <3

and pls take your time, i appreciate it greatly always that you support me and read at any point!! and it means the world that you'd reach out too <33

take care of yourself friend!! i hope your week is going well!!