#even the thought of another character replacing him makes you go hysterical??????? I DIDN'T THINK SO

[lovelykil]

when I successfully convinced another person to watch hxh

[clanwarrior-tumbly]

This is a kinda weird request

Can you do any sdra2 character react male reader who is the ultimate baker and poison maker

In chapter 3, Kanade decided to frame male reader by putting a poison that he know

When Sora reveal that male reader is the ultimate poison maker, he snaps just like Mikan

Male reader only make poison to use on bad people

I don't think it's weird! Dw

Also this is sorta like a general character reaction and not just a single person

........

As the Ultimate Baker, you made sure everyone in the group had some delicious snacks/desserts to keep their energy up while exploring Utsuroshima! Because of your skills, you were permitted to wake up early and make pastries for breakfast in the ship's kitchen.

You were delighted to hear your classmates say the love your food more than Mikado's (although you don't try to discredit his cooking, as he makes pretty gourmet stuff).

Yuri was the only one adamant about accepting anything from you, bluntly asking if you "poisoned" the Russian dessert you tried replicating for him.

That lowkey freaked you out.....until you remembered that he hated men, so you calmed down and brushed off the remark.

However, your initial reaction didn't go unnoticed by Kanade, who wondered why you looked so scared in that moment..

But after some snooping around, she finds out that you carry vials of poison in your bag. And during Yuri's trial, you did have some extensive knowledge of sedatives---nearly enough to rival her own.

How curious.

After being given the third motive, Kanade sets her plan into motion and decides to frame you for the crime instead of Iroha.

She stole a vial out of your bag (replacing it with another glass that contained similarly-colored liquid), recognizing it as an extremely potent mixture that could paralyze someone instantly.

It's better than a stun gun, so she fills up a syringe with the poison and planted the empty glass in the kitchen trash.

The next morning, she executes her murder plot with her sister.

Her goal was to convince everyone that you're the monster who poisoned Setsuka and dismembered her body while she was still alive--not only giving her and Hibiki freedom, but also driving you insane and revealing your darker side.

Plus, with some of the students having witnessed her grab a muffin from you the morning of her death, the blame will no doubt be kept on you for a while.

During the trial, Kanade will "reveal" the empty glass "evidence" and smirk as you become nervous, denying the accusations that you laced Setsuka's food with poison.

But Sora wonders why the hell you'd even carry around poison--a possible murder weapon--this whole time, and could have very well killed everyone if you wanted to.

Cue Monocrow being like "hmm I never thought about a Blackened committing mass murder"

In anger, you blurt out that you'd never use poison to kill random people--only those who you believed were evil and deserved it.

But that just confirms it, Sora states.. you're a poison maker.

Monocrow also confesses that you have two talents officially recognized at Hope's Peak instead of one, which makes you hysterical as you didn't want anybody to find out this.

You can't explain how you could've messed with the gate records or moved Setsuka's remains to the ghost house, which opens up the "double-blackened" theory.

You keep insisting you're innocent, and eventually it holds up when the twins become the prime suspects and the truth is revealed by Sora in the end.

But from there on, everyone's become more and more wary of your food.

Although Iroha trusts you, wanting to keep the peace, so she still asks you for snacks.

[stardust-in-my-mind-blog]

an ugly ride

this situation deeply triggered me

I could feel the tornado in my mind

the spinning and fire and deep deep feelings

of shame and worthlessness and powerlessness

suddenly feeling like I deserved the punishment

the blame and the disrespect and insults

it was scary not to be able to control my thoughts

to think I was hysterical and crazy because of that

which means the wounding was deeper than I thought

shit ok this experience was a good reality check

this feeling moved in cycles the last two summers

being blamed for being depressed and overwhelmed

there was no money and most the time I didn't have a car

and I was being devalued and discarded and invalidated

and he told everyone around us that I was the problem

triangulated me and exiled me from the family

and criticized literally everything I was doing

he mentioned today that I went off my anxiety

and depression medication but I did that with

my doctor and made significant changes to my routines

to keep myself regulated with journaling and yoga

prescribed medical cannabis and a tool box of

creative and logical coping mechanisms

if there's no money for food or health insurance

it kind of makes therapy a low priority

nothing was done randomly or without planning

I have all of this documented which means on some level

I knew what was going on but

didn't know how to get out of it quickly

yes, I have trauma and can be triggered

but the time between the dysregulation reaction

and my ability to come back to a place of balance

has improved in significant ways

there has been good progress

and I actually know and have accepted my trauma

with journals of shadow work and information

and wisdom and knowledge that I have put into

practice in my daily life and know

how to stay in the present moment

I have habits of isolation and avoidance

but the kids are doing well and like themselves

they feel safe with me even though with all these changes

I've been a little less focused while I build back up

a personal and professional identity that I willingly

sacrificed to be with Theo during his formative years

and to support the man I married build his business

because I thought I was building a life together

with someone who never quite made good on his promises

and I don't regret making that choice

I couldn't have known the future

even if I ended up financially fucked

and mentally manipulated to a point where

I forgot for awhile who I was

the path forward will only solidify my new life

and this new version of myself I am currently becoming

everything is okay and nothing has changed

everything I have rebuilt is still here

for a moment it just felt like the world was crumbling

and that makes sense with my experiences

the universe moves for you not against you

and other people are just characters

who show you parts of yourself

that you need to acknowledge and love

or in this case heal and learn from

everything is okay and everything lost

is replaceable and I just have to keep moving forward

and I will believe the best is yet to come

I can always write another story

to deal with the anger I have for him

healing and releasing trauma

means walking steadfast through the situations

that trigger the shit out of you

and noticing how you respond differently

and at least I can do that right now

and I'm proud