#even in dreams they reach for each other I CANT-- 💔

[chelleisamazing]

I cried reading that whole chapter, fuck.

[stqrsdust]

omg there are a lot of taylor swift songs that i really relate to them

You belong with me:

“cant you see that im the one who understands you? been here all along so why cant you see? you belong with me”

The way i loved you:

“its 2 am and im cursing your name. so in love that you act insane. thats the way i loved you”

(eddie about ana and then about buck) “he cant see the smile im faking, and my heart is not breaking cause im not feeling anything at all. and you were wild and crazy, just so frustrating, intoxicating, complicated, got away by some mistake…”

I can see you:

(tbh the name of the song says it all)

“what would you do, baby, if you only knew that i can see you”

This love:

“this love is good, this love is bad, this love is alive back from the dead”

“this love left a permanent mark. this love is glowing in the dark. these hands had to let it go free and this love came back to me”

High infidelity:

“do i really have to tell you how he brought me back to life?”

(eddie was the one that literally brought buck back to life after the lightning 😭)

Gorgeous:

(buck about abby and then about eddie) “i got a boyfriend, he’s older than us. he’s in the club doing i dont know what. you’re so cool it makes me hate you so much (i hate you so much)”

(eddie about buck) “if you got a girlfriend, im jealous of her. but if you’re single, thats honestly worse. cause youre so gorgeous it actually hurts.”

(eddie abou buck) “ocean blue eyes, looking in mine. i feel like i might sink and drown and die”

Is it over now?

“lets fast forward to three hundred awkward blind dates later. if shes got blue eyes ill surmise that you’ll probably date her. you dream of my mouth before it called you a lying traitor. you search in every models bed for something greater. baby, was it over when she laid down on your couch?”

New romantics:

“its poker, he cant see it in my face but im about to play my ace. we need love, but all we want is danger. we team up then switch sides like a record changer. the rumors are terrible and cruel but honey, most of them are true”

Out of the woods:

“remember when you hit the brakes too soon? twenty stitches in a hospital room. when you started crying baby, i did too. when the sun came up i was looking at you. remember when you couldnt take the heat? i walked out, i said, im setting you free. the monsters turned out to be just trees. when the sun came up, you were looking at me”

The great war:

“that was the night nearly lost you. i really thought i lost you.”

“my hand was the one you reached for, all throughout the great war”

The story of us:

(their divorce era 😭) “now im standing alone in a crowded room and we’re not speaking. and im dying to know, is it killing you like its killing me?”

Forever and always:

(their divorce era again 💔) “was i out of line? did i say something way too honest? made you run and hide, like a scared little boy. i looked into your eyes. thought i knew you for a minute, now im not so sure. so here’s everything coming down to nothing. here’s the silence that cuts me to the core. where is this going? thought i knew you for a minute but i dont anymore”

Hits different:

(when eddie tells buck to move on 😭😭) “moving on was always easy for me to do. it hits different. it hits different cause its you.”

Wonderland:

“i reached for you, but you were gone. i knew i had to go back home. you searched the world for something else to make you feel like what we had. and in the end, in wonderland, we both went mad”

The very first night:

“and so it was, we never saw it coming. not trying to fall in love, but we did like children running. back then we didnt know we were built to fall apart. we broke the status quo, then we broke each other’s hearts. but dont forget about the night out in LA. dancing in the kitchen, chase me down through the hallway. no one knows about the words that we whispered. no one knows how much i miss you”

Dress:

“flashback when you met me, your buzz cut and my hair bleached. even in my worst tines, you could see the best of me. flashback to my mistakes, my rebounds, my earthquakes. even in my worst lies, you saw the truth in me.”

“say my name and everything just stops” (“because, evan” SOBBING.)

Seven:

“ive been meaning to tell you, i think your house is haunted, your dad is always mad and that must be why. i think you should come live with me and we can be pirates, then you wont have to cry, or hide in the closet”

Electric touch:

(again, the name speaks for itself)

“all i know is this could either break my heart or bring it back to life. got a feeling your electric touch could fill this ghost town up with life. and i want you now, wanna need you forever in the heat of your electric touch. ive been left in the rain lost and pining. im trying hard not to look like im trying. cause every time i tried hard for love, it fell apart” (this is so eddie diaz coded omg)

Timeless:

“in those photos, i saw us instead. somehow i know that you and i wouldve found each other. on another life, you still wouldve turned my head, even if we’d met in a crowded street in 1944, and you were headed off to fight in the war. you still wouldve been mine, we wouldve been timeless”

“in those photos i saw us instead”

Afterglow:

(divorce era again 💔) “its all me in my head, im the one who burned us down, but its not what i meant. im sorry that i hurt you. i dont wanna do this to you, i dont wanna lose this with you. i need to say, hey, its on me, just dont go”

“tell me that youre still mine, tell me that we’ll be just fine, even when i lose my mind. i need to say, tell me that its not my fault, tell me that im all you want, even when i break your heart”

Midnight rain:

“he was sunshine, i was midnight rain” (this one is just cause i think buck is so “sunshine” and eddie is so “midnight rain” coded.)

that was it for now, ill come back here if i remember some more!! <3

okay, so i want to know what songs you most associate with buddie, you hear it and it’s like “damn it’s truly buddie coded”. it can be from 911 or edits you saw or literally anything 🫣

(reblogs are appreciated, and you can write them in tags or replies or anywhere really. the more the better! and maybe if there are a lot of them, i’ll create a playlist and share it 🥰)

thank you!!! 🩵🫂