#even if they're dicks about it I'd rather be the tranny emily than Weird Cis Guy Named Mia that everyone saw (well. sees) me as
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What if my name was Emily. Just Emily, no Mia involved whatsoever, just good ol fashioned E M I L Y
There's even nicknames ! Em, Emmy, Emma (it's literally a different name but some people use it as a nickname??), so many more options than Mia
#really souring on the name mia as of late#like I only half picked the name through pretty dumb circumstances#it was suggested as the best option to me by a rando school counselor for a reason that didn't even end up being followed through on#and for the past like decade I've been the at best androgynous guy people know that just so happens to go by mia#ignoring all the weird gender nuances I feel I know nobody saw me as a girl during that time#not to mention the sheer number of people that know both my (former) preference for mia and my dead name. not a fan of that#but now I'm on hrt and although I don't pass I can make it very very obvious I'm not a cis male at least#and I'm moving in a few months and nobody there needs to think of me as either a cis guy or by my dead name#even if they're dicks about it I'd rather be the tranny emily than Weird Cis Guy Named Mia that everyone saw (well. sees) me as#god I feel like I've end up thinking about this every time I can't fall asleep these days#it's either that or my totally normal and normal (not to mention normal) feelings regarding [-]#I wish I wasn't out of edibles already damn I just wanna sleep#god I need to shut up#I might be very sleeped deprived. experts say it may be possible#this isn't even a big deal why do I care so much about it and why am I so nervous to actually follow through on it. nobody else cares
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