#even if these and this one weren't for actual jobs but for services civiques aka glorified internships with the same shit pay as interns | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

gay-impressionist · 2 years

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i fully applied this today 😌 was interviewed about a job and it seemed nice enough but smh i knew that's not what i wanted. the whole time i wanted to leave bc i knew i was wasting my time. so when the person interviewing me asked me to do some simulation exercise i just... hit da bricks lmao. i'm already not a fan of simulations during interviews but i also found this one dumb and i felt my anxiety RISING and idk, i just couldn't do it. so i stopped the interview, explained why, apologized and left.

i left.

#ngl i'm still anxious bc my brain is screaming WHY DID YOU LEAVE YOU STUPID FOOL THAT'S NOT SOMETHING YOU'RE ALLOWED TO DO #with a side of guilt bc turning down an employer is not something i can really afford rn #+ poor girl who interviewed me was barely above my age and dumbfounded when i stopped the interview and left and i feel bad for her #BUT #it was either walk out #either humiliate myself (or feel like it) and risking a panic attack #so yeah. i decided to give myself a break #and thank you tumblr bc while i was wondering whether to leave‚ this meme was on a loop in my brain #anyway i hope the two interviews i had with other structures go somewhere bc i really need a job 🙃#even if these and this one weren't for actual jobs but for services civiques aka glorified internships with the same shit pay as interns #but better this than nothing eh #lise raconte sa vie #lise au travail

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