#even if i did not adhere to the 4b movement i am still unable to date men. oh my god oh my god...

[uramitashi]

i think being aware of all the female objectification surrounding me is making me asexual or at least sex-repulsed - which is so weird because i used to have a healthy sexuality and even a high sex drive, but i feel scarred. it feels like i am never the enjoyer only the enjoyed and i can't properly see sex in a neutral or positive way anymore. i feel so overstimulated with all the images of women and girls costantly hypersexualised, i can never trust a man to have a healthy relationship with the female body. learning about the way men see women, the fact that it is so drastically different than the way women see men, made me really really really lose hope.