#even if i am about to bomb the second calc exam in a row
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fuck calculus :)
#i can do the math okay#i just can't remember any of the gosh darn formulas#ive spent hours and hours doing practice problems but Nothing Is Sticking#im shaking and can't tell if it's nerves caffeine or sleep deprivation#life is great :)#i need a week long break and finals haven't even STARTED yet#i have been over almost every slide and worked out every single in class example#but i still know just as much as i did when i started#which is terrifyingly little#at least i got mid 80s on my matsci and physics exams at least i got that going for me#even if i am about to bomb the second calc exam in a row#got a 64 on the last one which was like two points above the class average but still#not up to the impossible standards i set for myself so i spent like two hours crying while watching various random youtube compilations#the a's and b's without studying in high school to struggling college student pipeline is hitting HARD#im studying engineering bc i thought it was interesting and cool and it is but i am just Terrible at it#but im too stubborn to quit so it is going to be a rough four years
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